Alecs hand were all over Magnus back and their tongues were dancing with each other. Tightly they pressed their bodys against each other wanting to feel the other one as close as possible. The water was falling down on them and both were moaning in the kiss because of their hard members brushing together. Alec forgot what breathing was and only felt like he was alive when his lips were on Magnus who placed his hands on Alecs hips holding them firmly. Magnus started to kiss his way down to Alecs sensitiv neck and Alec was moaing loudly when Magnus started to suck the skin on his neck. Alec knew Magnus would leave marks but he wanted it and he loved the feeling of Magnus bare skin touching his. "Ma...Magnus." Alec moaned when Magnus kissed his collarbone and his adamappel. Alec was a moaning mess and a little gasp escaped his lips when Magnus rested his hands over his butt cheeks kneading it gentely. "Do you trust me, Alexander?" Magnus asked with a husky voice nibbling on Alecs earlobe. "Yes...I trust you...more than anyone." Alec answered with a breathless voice and leaned back against the shower wall. Magnus pulled back from Alecs ear and brought their lips back togheter. He couldn't describe the feeling of euphoria he had because of Alecs words and just needed to kiss Alec. Their lips were already swollen from all the kissing and nibbling but kissing became like breathing for them. "Just remember it's only me and you...just the two of us and no one else." Magnus said softly when he pulled back from the heated kiss and Alec nodded shyly with red cheeks his lips slightly open. Magnus started to place soft kisses down Alecs chest feeling it going up and down. Alec looked down at Magnus who was kissing Alecs tummy and slowly getting on his knees. Magnus could read Alecs body language now like an open book and he knew when it was too much for Alec but he could feel that right now Alec wanted it. The moans that left Alecs lips were like music in Magnus ear and the soft contact of Magnus lips on Alecs skin were like little waves of electricity. Magnus was now kneeling in front of Alec looking up at Alec to ask for permission and Alec nodded lightly feeling nothing more than love and pleasure. Magnus softly started to place kisses on Alecs hard member making Alec moan even louder and Alec felt a shiver going down his spine. In that moment Alec wasn't drowned by horrible memories he only felt pleasure and he knew this was what he wanted. Magnus then slowly took Alecs whole lenght in his mouth placing his hands on Alecs ass and Alec let out a little squeal. By now Alec was sure he was in heaven and he throw his head back totally giving in the tenssision. He wasn't ashamed anymore for the feelings he felt right now and that was all because of Magnus support. Magnus started to move his head back and forth making Alec groan. Alec needed something to hold on and gripped Magnus shoulder feeling how he was close. Messing around with Magnus helped Alec to get more comfortable and also helped Alec to get to know his own body. "M...Magnus." Alec almost shouted when he was almost exploding but he didn't know if Magnus wanted him to come inside of his mouth. Magnus let go of Alecs member and smiled up at Alec who leaned his head back against the wall with closed eyes. "It's fine...you don't have to hold back." Magnus answered with a soft voice and Alec opened his eyes looking down at Magnus. He wanted to see Magnus he wanted to see the man who made him happy and forget about the pain. He wanted to look down at the man who taught him to love himself and taught him what love was. Magnus took Alec back in his mouth and twisted his tongue around Alecs member pushing Alec over the edge. Alec couldn't hold back anymore and came with a deep groan in Magnus mouth. Magnus pulled back swallowing everything and got back up with the biggest grin on his lips. He was so proud of Alec and the love he felt for this man was like a beautiful flower that grew with each day. Alec was breathing heavenly and was a bit worn out by the strong orgasm he just had. Magnus knew Alec was exhausted now and he loved how they cuddled always after they messed around. They didn't mess around really often and usually it just happened but after it cuddling was a must. He wanted to show Alec that he didn't just want sex and that he really cared for him which Alec knew already but he loved to cuddle with Magnus.
Magnus placed his hand over Alecs cheek caressing it softly and Alecs lips were slightly open. "My beautiful, Alexander." Magnus whispered and Alec could feel Magnus breath against his lips making them tickle. "My Angel." Alec whispered opening his eyes again and looked direcrly in Magnus beautiful brown eyes. Magnus  felt his heart beating faster and he just wanted this moment to last forever. "I love you." Alec added still trying to catch his breath and Magnus smiled softly at him. "I love you too." Magnus answered with a quiet voice and placed a light kiss on Alecs lips. Magnus wrapped his arms around Alec so Alec could lean on him and Alec nuzzled his head in Magnus neck still breathing quickly. This was a new step and it was a huge step for Alec but also for Magnus and Magnus was so proud of him. Alec couldn't tell how happy he was and how thankfull he was that Magnus was always so patiently. But one problem was still there because Alec wasn't quiet sure if he could give Magnus back what he did. "Magnus...I'm sorry...but I don't think I ca..." Alec started to mumble in Magnus neck but Magnus cut him off.  "Shh...I didn't do it because I expected you to do the same and I'm already happy how far we could take it. We have all the time in the world and you never have to do anything you aren't ready for. Don't worry." Magnus said softly and caressed Alecs back while the water was still falling down on them and Alec smiled against Magnus neck. "Thank you, Mags." Alec answered shyly and nuzzled his nose against Magnus skin making Magnus chuckle. With the time Alec got more comfortable around Magnus and by now he didn't even care anymore that he was actually naked. He didn't care to share intimate touches with Magnus because he loved Magnus and he trusted him. Magnus couldn't believe how special things like that were suddenly and how meaningful they became. But with Alec every moment in his life was meaningfull...//tbc I hope you like the chapter💕💕🛁🚿🙈💕💕😚