"Here we are." Magnus said when they stood in front of the loft of the guy William rapped just a few months after Alec. Alec wished he could just shrug the guilt off but he couldn't and he hoped it would get better when he apologized. He couldn't stop to think that this would have never happened if he just went to the police 5 years ago. Alec was terrible nervous and Magnus could sense it so he took slowly Alecs hand. He linked their fingers and Alec smiled weakly at him. "Yeah...let's do that." Alec answered and rose his hand forming a fist and knocking hesitantly. Every single muscle in his body felt tensed and he wanted to ran away but Magnus gave him the strenght to stay. Alecs heart was beating out of his chest when he heard footsteps coming closer to the door and what he didn't know was that Magnus was nervous too. Magnus was a bit scared of what could happen because the person could be angry or he could be totally nice but there was a 50/50 change. The door opened and a tall man stood in front of them with crystal blue eyes and almost black hair. "Hello...are you Jacob Williams?" Alec asked with a shaking voice and Magnus squeezed Alecs hand softly. "No...he is my husband. How can I help you?" The guy asked his eyes fixed on Magnus who just smiled awkwardly and then it looked like something snapped in the guys head. "Oh my god. You are Magnus Bane....and you are Alec Lightwood...what are you doing here?" The guy asked tottaly stunned and his eyes were wide open. "Uhmm...yes but today I'm just Magnus...we really wanted to talk with your husband...is he there?" Magnus asked trying to avoid the whole 'omg you are a celebraty thing.' "Yeah sure...come in." The guy answered completely confused and stepped aside so Alec and Magnus could come in. "Who was it, Noah?" Suddenly someone asked and a guy who was really short came out of another room. The guy had dark blond hair and was maybe 5,6 feet tall while his eyes were glowing green. "Wh...what the hell?" The guy asked when he realized who stood in his home and his jaw dropped. "Hello." Alec said after a few seconds and the guy blinked a few seconds. "Uhm...hello." The guy stuttered and Alecs heart was beating so fast he was sure everyone could hear it. "Maybe we can sit down...it is really important." Magnus suggested because he felt that Alec didn't know how to start all this so he helped him a bit. "Yeah...the kitchen is that way." The  shorter guy said showing with his finger to a room. The apartment was really huge and the kitchen was really beautiful. "I'm Noah by the way." The tall guy said when they areived in the kitchen. "I'm..." "Jacob...we know." Alec cut the shorter guy off who was still perplexed a little. "You know me?" Jacob asked and rose an eyebrow. The longer Alec looked at the guy the guiltier he felt and he felt how he slowly was having trouble to breath steady. "No...but we know someone who knew you...William." Magnus answered and he saw how the irretated look of the two guys turned into to different ones. Noah held anger in his eyes while Jacob looked only more confused but also calm. "Magnus..." Alec suddenly whispered so quietly only Magnus heard it and he squeezed Alecs hand tightly. "What is with him?" Noah asked with suddenly pitch black eyes and Jacob took Noahs hand softly. In only a few seconds the look in Noahs eyes had changed into a calmer one and he squeezed Jacobs hand. "I'm really sorry." Alec only said and looked down at the ground not wanting to meet anyone eyes. "Okay...I don't understand anything...let's sit down." Noah sighed and they sat down on the chairs in the kitchen but Alec didn't lift his head for a second. "So why are you sorry?" Jacob asked with a little smile which Alec couldn't see because he couldn't look in Jacobs eyes. "William...he...he...rapped me too." Alec answered with a smal voice trying to keep the tears in his eyes which were filling them. Magnus blood was boiling again when he thought about William and what he did but he stayed calm for Alec. Noah and Jacob just looked at them with an open mouth not quiet sure what to say. "It was a few months before he...he rapped you." Alec added and Jacob was frozen on his place while Noah looked back and forth. "How...how do you know and why are you sorry...I don't get it. Sorry I think my head just exploded." Jacob said with a cracking voice at the end and Alec felt so tertible right now. "I never went to the police after...after he...and I wanted to know where he is because I was tired of always being afraid to meet him just anywhere. Magnus...he started investigation...that's why we found you. I just want to apologize for what he did to you." Alec blurted out and was suprised that he could talk. He even looked up to meet the eyes of Jacob who looked confused at Alec. Noah and Magnus stayed quiet but both could see that they hated William the same way. "Why are you sorry?" Jacob asked when he took a few minutes to let all the information sink in. "I could have stopped him...if I would have forgot about my own pried you would have never had to go through this." Alec answered with the most guilty eyes someone could have but Jacob only smiled weakly. "This is the most stupiest thing I ever heard. Alec...this wasn't your fault. If it wasn't for Noah I wouldn't have gone to the police either." Jacob said and Alec looked with wide eyes at Jacob not believing what he just said. "But...but." "No buts! William was a monster and if he did the same with you then I understand why you didn't go." Jacob cut Alec off who was stunned because he didn't expect Jacob to be so understanding. "And on the other hand...I would have never met my husband if William didn't do what he did." Jacob added and smiled at Noah who smiled back. "You aren't mad? You don't want to yell at me?" Alec asked not understanding what was going on and Jacob shook his head with a little smile...//tbc so that's the chapter for today. Sorry that it came out so late💕💙💕💙💕💚💚💕