"Damnit!" Magnus cursed when he went out of the diner and was met with bright light from the cameras. "Magnus." Mark said and the rest of his team build away to the car so Magnus could quickly get there. He couldn't see Alec or Clary but he gussed that Mark also helped them to the car. Magnus couldn't believe what for a dickhead Jace was but he also knew Jace would regrett it and so would Alec probably. "Are you, okay?" Was the first thing Magnus asked when he was finally in the car and saw that Alec was hugging a crying Clary. "Stupid question." Magnus mumbled and was a bit suprised to see how Alec seemed to be okay. He was really afraid Alec would break down but right now it seemed like he was just fine. "Clary, I promise you don't have to do that alone. Jace is a dickhead and doesn't deserve you at all." Alec tried to stop Clary from crying and she did stop after a few more minutes. "You're right...he is a dickead." Clary sniffed and pulled back from Alecs embrace. "Can you drive me home? I just need a bit time for myself." Clary asked her voice a bit shaky and Magnus nodded at her with a slight smile. "Sure...and if there is anything else we could do just call me or Alec." Magnus answered earning a thankful smile from Clary and Alec also smiled at Magnus.
After they brought Clary home Mark drove Magnus and Alec back to Magnus' place. Alec tried to keep himself together the whole ride but actually he was falling apart in the inside. He just couldn't show Clary that he was hurt and he also didn't want Magnus to see him so broken down. "I'll just go to the restroom...I'll be back in a few." Alec explained when they were finally inside Magnus house and he didn't give Magnus a chance to say anything. What Jace said was like someone just stabbed him from behind and it hurt even more because it was his brother who said it. He never thought Jace would be able to be so mean but in that second Alec didn't saw his brother anymore. The person he saw in front of him in the diner was a stanger and had nothing common with his little brother. Alec placed his hands on the sink and tried to support himself because if he didn't he would fall to the ground. Tears were running down his cheeks and his lips were quivering but he tried to hold sobs back. He really tried to not let it get him but it did and it scared him. Alec didn't want that Magnus saw him like that again because he only wanted Magnus to see him happy like he usually was when he was around Magnus. Of course Alec should know better because Magnus already told him he would always be there for him but in the times of weakness Alec didn't believe it. He was scared Magnus would leave him alone if he saw him so broken. "Alexander...please open the door." Magnus said softly and placed his hand on the bathroom door. He noticed the second Clary was out of the car Alec only played the cool guy. He already noticed it the second Alec gave him one single look in the car. "I'll be right back." Alec answered trying to sound not like he was close to a breakdown but be faild badly. "Alexander...let me be here for you." Magnus pleaded and hated that he felt so fare away from Alec suddenly. Alec was so close to him but still he felt like he couldn't reach him and it scared him. He was scared everytime when it felt like Alec was locking him out and hid in his own shell again. Alec took a few deep shaky breaths before he walked with trembling steps to the door and opened it slowly. Magnus felt like he could let out a breath he was holding since he got inside the car when Alec finally opened the door. "Oh my Angel." Magnus sighed and didn't hesitate to pull Alec in a tight hug. That was all Alec needed right now to be honest. He only needed the warmth of Magnus body and the familiar scent which he inhaled deeply. With every breath he took in Magnus hold breathing became easier and the pain was a little less. "It's okay...I'm here." Magnus said softly and rubbed Alecs back with his hand while Alec presses his face in Magnus shoulder.  "What is wrong with him?" Alec asked still his voice shaky and a little sniff followed his words. "I don't know...I don't know." Magnus sighed and was glad that Alec let him be there for him. "Let's sit down on the couch, okay?" Magnus asked not letting go of Alec tho and Alec only nodded. Suddenly Alec realized that he didn't feel alone anymore. Whenever he had a panick attack he felt so alone even his dad was there it didn't feel like it. Alec felt like he was in a dark hole alone and no one was there but it changed. Now that Magnus was there he wasn't in that hole alone anymore when it took him in. Magnus pulled back and took Alecs hand gently to lead him to the livingroom. Magnus laid down on the couch and Alec laid down next to him hiding his face in Magnus chest. Magnus wrapped his arms around Alecs body and placed a soft kiss on the top of Alecs head. He didn't really know what he should say so he just held Alec as tight as he could and tried to comfort him. Magnus never faild in trying to make Alec feel save and comfortable and even he just had like the worst fight ever with his brother Magnus somehow made him believe it would be okay. Since Alec met Magnus he was way more positive than he used to be and he knew with Magnus by his side things would be okay. Even it hurt now Alec knew it would go away and that he and Jace would be fine no matter how much time it took...//tbc I hope you enjoy it even it's sad❤🙁❤❤❤❤❤❤