"It was really nice today." Alec said a little bit blushing when he stood at the front door with Magnus and was Max in his arms. "Yes...it was really nice. I hope we can do that again some time...I mean without Noah and Jacob and without kissing our with it what ever...Oh my god, Alexander you need to stop me from rambling." Magnus chuckled a little bit nervously but the nervousness left his body when he heard the soft laugh that was coming from Alec. "It's cute." Alec answered and was a bit embarressed to call Magnus cute but it was true. "Mhh...thank you." Magnus mumbled shyly and looked in Alecs eyes. After their kiss or better said making out they enjoyed the rest of the evening with Noah and Jacob. Max and Carter both fall alseep on the couch after they playey till 10pm while Harper was still awake. "I see you tomorrow?" Alec asked walking slowly to his car and Magnus nodded following Alec. "Yes...at 8." Magnus answered with a soft smile and Alec put Max in his seat. Alec closed the door quietly and turned around facing Magnus again who smiled. "Ahhh I don't want you to go home yet." Magnus confessed with a little sighn and Alec carefully wrapped his arms around Magnus hugging him gentely. "Don't worry...the night is short." Alec whispered in Magnus ear with a light blush on his cheek and Magnus hugged Alec back smiling brightly. "I hope so." Magnus answered with a low voice and Alec felt a shiver down his spine but in a good way. "See you." Alec said and pressed a short kiss on Magnus lips and Magnus almost didn't find the strenght to pull away from the kiss. "Good night...text me when you are at home." Magnus answered and Alec nodded closing the door of his car before he drove away. Magnus watched Alec drive away with a smile and only when he couldn't see the lights of Alecs car anymore he slowly made his way inside. Magnus walked to his bathroom and looked in the mirror placing his hands on the sink. Carefully Magnus lifted one hand and touched his lowr lip that still seemed to vibrate from the kiss that was a few hours ago. He could still taste Alecs lips on his lips and feel Alecs hands on his thighs. Magnus smiled in the mirror and closed his eyes thinking about today and what Alec told him. Alec had the power to let Magnus heart raise without Alec being here but only thinking about Alecs smile was enough. Alec touched Magnus heart like no one ever did and it was what he always wanted. These feelings he had now were so beautiful and exciting he didn't know that this was even possible. Of course he would have liked if Alec had spend the night with him but he new Alec wasn't ready for this yet and Magnus respected that. He wanted Alec to feel comfortable around him and he wanted to take things in the pace Alec needed. The kiss today made Magnus incredible happy and his heart was still beating faster when he thought about it. It was a new step for their relationship and even a bigger step for Alec who seemed to be really happy about it too.  While driving Alec found it hard to concentrate only on the rode because his mind always travled back to the hot kiss he and Magnus shared tonight. It was new for Alec to want these things and get even a bit turned on but still he wasn't sure if he was ready for more. Alec was so happy right now because the fact that he was actually thinking about more was just mind blowing. He never thought it would be possible to touch a man again and the fact that he was thinking about touching Magnus in an intime way was exciting but also a bit scarry. Alec started to trust Magnus in such a short time and he was head over heels for the man who changed his whole life. Slowly Alec was feeling save around Magnus and this feeling of being save suddenly felt so real. He felt save when Magnus was hugging him in his sleep last night and he never slept that good. Magnus was so special and it was so beautiful how Magnus cared for him but also the other way around. Alec cared a lot for Magnus and he also promised himself that he would protect him from all bad things in the world. Alec pulled the car down in front of his home and quickly got out walking to Max side who slept peacfully. The evening with Noah and Jacob was really great and it made Alec really happy because for the first night he felt really normal. It felt like he was just a guy who had dinner with his boyfriend and some friends not like a guy who was rapped and was broken now. He felt how the time with Magnus was slowly healing his broken soul and putting all the pieces back to their right place. Of course it would take a lot of time for Alec to heal completely but for right now it was enough and for right now he didn't need more...//tbc I know there is only the thoughts of them and no talking but I feel like we need these few chapters to see how the characters are feeling 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸😊😊😊😊😊😊