Alec was sitting on the edge of Magnus bed holding his hand and carresing the back of it with his thumb. "I was on my way to you...I wanted to tell you that I love you." Magnus suddenly confessed with a small voice and Alecs head snapped from the sheets up to meet Magnus eyes with his. "I could have never forgiven myself if I lost you because I had been too scared to tell you I love you." Magnus added with a sad and weak smile almost bringing tears back into Alecs eyes. "I was so stupid...I shouldn't have brought you in this situation." Alec sighed and lowered his head again but Magnus sat up cupping Alecs face with his hands. "Don't apologize...I understand you and you never have to worry about me wanting anything else from you than what you want to give me." Magnus spoke softly and Alecs heart skipped a beat making him smile softly but also sadly. Magnus was such a perfect man and did everything to make Alec feel comfortable around him. And Alec did...with the time he spend with Magnus the thoughts about Magnus being like William were gone but other thoughts were still there. "I...I trust you, Magnus...and I know you're not him." Alec said with a low voice and looked deep in Magnus eyes trying to save all the diferent  brown shades of Magnus eyes. These words were almost as beautiful as the other 3 words Alec told Magnus today because Magnus knew how much it took Alec to say these words. Magnus first tried to see any sign of lies in Alecs eyes because he was a bit afraid that Alec would just say that to please him but he couldn't find any. Magnus could see how honest Alec was right now and it was like a dream came true for Magnus but also Alec felt like a huge weight was lifted from his shoulders. For the first time he felt like William couldn't control his life ever again and for the first time he felt him self admit that William was in his past. Magnus leaned their foreheads together closing his eyes and Alec closed his feeling Magnus warm breath tickling his lips. Magnus took Alecs hand carefully and placed it on his chest just above his heart. "Can you feel it? That's what you are doing to me, Alexander." Magnus almost whispered and a soft smile was drawn on Alecs lips when he felt the fast heartbeat of Magnus. "I love you, Mags." Alec answered and he could swear he felt a littel break between two heartbeats when he let out these words. "I love you too." Magnus whispered this time so softly it was like music to Alecs ears and he moved his lips slowly closer to Magnus. Their lips were brushing togheter and both were smiling against each others lips. "You should rest...but I also think Mike wants some answers." Alec said a bit stuttery when they pulled back from the softest kiss they ever shared but there were also so much emotions in it.  "Yeah...I'll tell him everything. You'll stay with me?" Magnus asked hopefully and Alec smiled softly before he nodded. "Always." Alec answered and probaly didn't even know how cute he was looking right now with his rosie cheeks. "Can you call him in?" Magnus asked with a light smile and Alec nodded placing a soft peck on Magnus lips before he got up. "What did you think to just go out alone? That was so stupid!" Mike hissed when he walked inside the room and Magnus rolled his eyes again but he also knew Mike was right. "I never thought something like that would happen." Magnus answered and Mike walked up and down the room sighing once in a while. "What did happen exactly?" Mike asked and Alec sat back down taking Magnus hand again. "I was driving through the tunnel and this black SUV was driving next to me. He rammed my car at the side and then he ran me off the street. He had a camera." Magnus answered in one go and Alec could feel his blood boiling when he heard what happened. He promised he would protect Magnus from all the bad things in the world but he faild in the worst case possible. As if Magnus could hear Alecs thoughts Alec felt a light squeeze of Magnus hand and smiled weakly down at it. "Okay...we will find out who this was and then I need to talk with you about a few other things but get better first." Mike answeres with a firm but calm voice and Magnus nodded. "Sure." Magnus answered and just a few seconds later two doctors and a nurse came in the room. "Hello Mr. Bane, I'm Dr. Fallon." A man who was probaly in his early 40 said and shook hands with Magnus. "Hello." Magnus said with a smile and the doctor looked through Magnus file before he brought his attention back to Magnus. "You had a lot of luck today. You only got a few bruise and one light crack at your second right rip. A little consision and a laceration at your forehead but all in all you are okay." The doctor said with a little smile and a terrible thought suddenly run through Magnus head. How couldn't he think about this all the time and what if his worst thought came true? Then he would never forgive himself but also he tried to stay positiv. "Doctor Fallon, what about the dance show...can I still dance?" Magnus asked concerned and Alec looked at him with a frown. For him the dance show was completely forgotten because Magnus health was the only thing that mattered. Of course he was sad it would be over now but Magnus couldn't dance like that. "Well...//tbc  is it really over🤔👀👀❤