"Simon left and so did Clary...you want to tell Jace too or just me?" Izzy asked and walked in Alecs room already changed in comfortable cloths. "He...he already knows." Alec answered with a lowered head and he was sitting crossed legs in the middle of his bed. He really didn't want to tell his sister what happened but he also knew she deserved to know what happened. Izzy was really worried but also relieved that after all these years of being clueless her brother would finally tell her what bothered him. Sure she was hurt that he never told her and  pushed her way also knowing now that Jace knew didn't make it better. Izzy had a messy bun and had already removed her makeup before she went to talk with Alec. She sat down in front of her brother and looked at him with an interessed face but she also sensed that her brother felt really uncomfortable. "Alec...if you don't want to tell me...don't feel forced." Izzy said softly and Alec shook his head already fighting again with the tears in his eyes. "No...you deserve to know...but please don't hate me." Alec answered with a cracking voice and Izzy got more and more worried. She always hated that her brother suddenly changed and she hated that he never seemed happy again. "Alec, I could never hate you. You are my brother and I love you...I will always do." Izzy said softly and placed a hand on Alecs knee. "Okay...remember.................(sorry for teasing you but you will have to wait a bit longer)......and...I hate myself for it...I hate that you can't be happy because of me...I hate that you can't bring Simon here...I hate that I hurt Magnus...I just hate myself." Alec was a sobbing mess at the end and Izzy was shocked. She couldn't believe that her brother went through this but it explained so much and she hated that Alec felt like that. "This...oh my god..." Izzy breathed not knowing how to react about all this and Alec sobbed more. "Please don't hate me." Alec begged with his head still lowered not ready to face the look of his sister. "Why should I hate you? Alec, I love you and non of what happened is your fault." Izzy answerd trying to stay calm but tears ran down her cheeks because she felt so terrible that her brother was so hurt. "I...I just don't...I am so sorry Alec." Izzy sniffed and pulled Alec in for a tight hug trying to give Alec the comfort she couldn't give him before. Alec sobbed in Izzys shoulder trying to forget about the pain but it also felt easier. It felt easier because now he knew that his sister still loved him and was there for him. "Sh...we will get through this...I promise you." Izzy said softly and rubbed Alecs back trying to hold back her own tears. She didn't really know how to feel right now but she loved her brother and would always be there for him. "Why is Alec crying?" Suddenly a little voice asked and both siblings knew it was the youngest one of them. "Alec, had just a rough day...don't worry Maxie." Izzy answerd smiling weakly at her little brother who looked with a frown at them. "But I don't want Alec to be sad." Max said with a quiet voice and climbed on Alecs bed. He pushed himself in between Izzys and Alecs chest sitting in the middle. "Alec." Max said softly and Alec pulled back a little. Alecs eyes were red and new tears were following the other ones down his cheek. Alec hoped his little brother didn't listen to their conversation but he also was too upset to care in that moment. "Please don't be sad. We all love you so much." Max said with a little smile and hugged his bother tightly. Alec tried to fight his tears because he didn't want his little brother to see him like that but he didn't find the strenght for this fight anymore. "Al...Alec?" Jace asked and came in the room really slow not really knowing if he was allowed to come in. He knew his brother was scared of him and it hurt that his own brother didn't trust him but he also knew this wasn't Alecs fault. Max let go of Alec who looked at Jace with teary eyes. Jace wished he could have protected his brother and stop HIM but he didn't and now Alec was broken. Alec and Jace looked at each other for a long time before Alec got up from the bed. Jace was first confused and so were the other lightwood siblings but then Alec wrapped his arms around Jace. Jace was like frozen and couldn't believe what was happening right now but after a few seconds he hugged Alec back. Jace let out a loud breath that was almost a sob from happiness about his brothers action. His brother never came so close to him for 5 years and now he was hugging him. Alec didn't know what changed but he needed the comfort of his brother now and ther fear he used to feel wasn't there anymore.
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Magnus areived at home after 30 minutes and walked inside the big house. He walked inside his livingroom and screamed whe he saw a figure sitting on his couch in the livingroom. "Magnus...what th fuck." Ragnor shouted and got up from the couch looking at Magnus with big eyes. "What the hell are you doing here?" Magnus asked still hurt and he wanted to be alone right now even he shouldn't be. "I waited because I need to tell you something." Ragnor said with a grin and Magnus raised an eyebrow feeling interested. "You need to sit down so you won't fall down from the surprise." Ragnor chuckled and Magnus narrowed his eyes but did what Ragnor wanted. "Now spill it!" Magnus said losing his patience and he was too curious about it. "I talked with that guy and you have the great operturnity to be the main actor in this new tv show but that's not the best. You will get a payment about 67 Million a year and they want you to sign a contract for the next 4 years." Ragonor answerd with a hug grin and excitment in his voice. Magnus couldn't believe that he could earn so much money and was stunned. "But...you can't be a part of that dance show anymore." Ragonor added with a less excited tone and Magnus heart dropped. He didn't want to cancel the show with Alec even Alec didn't like him it was Magnus way to find his passion again. "You have 5 days to think about it." Ragonor said and Magnus was still stunned but he really had to think about it. Was the money worth it? Maybe he should really cancel the dance show and leave Alec before they would fight about something. Alec would be happy if Magnus gave up and Magnus wouldn't have to face Alec again. Maybe it was a sign from the Universe that dancing was over for Magnus. "Okay...//tbc Oh shit. What will Magnus doooo😱😱😱😱😱😢😢😢😢 poor Alec and sorry for all the teasing🙈💕