Alec just came back to his room and saw Magnus already lying in his bed again. Magnus was lying on his stomach facing away from Alec and Alec watched him for a few seconds. "Will you just stare at me or will you come and cuddle with me?" Magnus suddenly asked making Alec blush furiously when he was caught staring at Magnus. Shyly Alec crawled under the cover and Magnus turned around looking at Alec who smiled lightly. "What time is it by the way?" Magnus asked because seriously it felt like hours but also the time went by so quick with Alec. "It's only 10am." Alec answered snuggling slowly into Magnus chest who chuckled before he wrapped his arms around Alecs body. Alec was so happy right now and he couldn't even put it down in words for Magnus but he didn't have to because Magnus was just as happy as Alec. "Alexander?" Magnus asked after they just held each other and breathed the scent of each other in. "Mmm?" Alec mumbled in Magnus chest peaking up at him and Magnus smiled down at him. "We should really eat something. I guess the whole stuff made me and surely also you hungry." Magnus answered and Alec nodded with a big smile that just wouldn't leave his lips for a second. They put on some comfy cloths since they only wore boxers and walked downstairs being greeted by Maryse. "Good morning, you two. You slept long, was it at least a good sleep?" Maryse asked with a smile and Alec blushed deeply when thought about what they just did with his parents in the house. "It was perfect, I hope you slept well too." Magnus answered and squeezed Alecs hand softly. Magnus always did that and even it was just a squeeze it made Alec feel so save. "Yes I slept wonderful. Alec, you look somehow weird today." Maryse said narrowing her eyes and studied her son closer who bit his lips. "Why?" Alec asked and Magnus pulled Alec a tiny bit closer to himself. "You...you...glow...I don't know. Maybe I'm going insane." Maryse chuckled and Alec almost chocked on his own salvia. Was it that obvious that he just had the most mindblowing expirience in his life? "Well maybe it's the weather. Whatever, where is Max?" Alec asked trying to sound casual and Magnus was surpised how Alec seemed to act all natural. "He went to get breakfast with your dad. We all slept quiet long today and Izzy is at Simons place. Jace went to Clarys because her mother has her birthday today and the dogs are hiding somewhere." Maryse answered with a little sigh and Alec rose an eyebrow. "Why are they hiding?" Magnus asked and Maryse shook her head with a little smile. "They all hate rain and they don't want to go out to pee. Alec, could you please send them out? You know they only listen to you right now and please clean them before they come back in." Maryse answered and Alec nodded with a little smile dragging Magnus with him to the dogs room. "When the thing with William happened Dad bought me Bear...he said he wanted something that made me feel save and we always wanted a dog. We went to the pet shop and there he was...my Bear. The cutes dog I've ever seen and in the second I saw him I knew he was it. He became my best friend and so many times I felt lonly he was there for me." Alec explained while they walked to the dogs room and he didn't know how happy it made Magnus that he opened up to him. "We had a dog too...or well he was a street dog but he always came to us. I used to call him Asa...it means hope in indonesia. One day he just dissaperad and I never saw him again." Magnus answered sadly and Alec turned around smiling weakly at Magnus. "I'm sorry." Alec said softly and Magnus shrugged a little not trying to get too emotional about his life in indonesia. "It was years ago...I moved one." Magnus answered but Alec could still see the pain in his eyes showing he didn't move on completely. "Do you often miss your parents?" Alec asked and in the second he heard his own question he regretted it. Of course Magnus missed them, how stupid could Alec be. "Sorry...I didn't...just forget..." "No...it's fine. Sure I miss them but sometimes...sometimes I catch myself thinking about my life and just forget that there was a life with them...it always happens for the moment of a sceond. But...but it makes me feel...so...so terrible." Magnus said with a cracking voice at the end and felt a lump in his throat. He hated that he sometimes though like that but he got used to live without his parents. Sure he would always miss his mom and dad but it happened more and more that things like that happened. Alec watched Magnus with a sad smile and squeezed Magnus hand trying to comfort him as much as he did. "I feel so bad for forgetting them...and I'm so scared that I'll dissapoint them." Magnus added with a little sniff in the end and Alec didn't need a second to hug Magnus tightly. Magnus promised himself he wouldn't cry anymore about it but he just couldn't not cry about it. The difference this time was that someone held him and gave him a feeling of comfort no one could give him before. "Don't think like that, Magnus. Your parents can be so proud to have a son like you and I know they are. Not only do they have a world celebraty as a son but also the kindest and most handsome guy ever." Alec answered with a soft voice and blushed a little about his own words. Magnus buried his face in Alecs neck and hugged Alec back feelibg better in Alecs embrace. "Thank you...I love you." Magnus mumbled in Alecs neck who smiled softly to himself and placed a kiss on the top of Magnus head. "I love you too." Alec answered softly and just held Magnus for a while because be knew that was what Magnus needed right now. They just stood there hugging each other and for the first time since Magnus came to america he felt like he was home...//tbc Alec feels like home for my Mags. 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