Today someone messaged me and asked me about why I made this book.  Of course, it's because you all support me but there's way more to that. I wake up in the morning and the first thing I see on Wattpad is how much you guys love my work and me as a person.

I didn't make this book just because. I made this because all of you deserve the recognition from me. Maybe I haven't written about you in this book yet, but if you guys knew how much I take the time to write out the names of people put in here, you'd see yours coming XD

I haven't been open about this much until now, but before and lately (Especially since the death of my uncle) I've been dealing with major depression. I've been dealing with it for a while. It was getting better, but now I'm back to sleepless nights and anxiety all the time. It's quite hard. Like really, really hard. 

I didn't say that to be *seeking attention* as some would say, but I say that because all of you has had an impact on my life. You should all be proud of that! I read the messages in my inbox. I can't respond right away because it's still hard for me to text with my hands due to carpal tunnel, but I do my best to always respond. You guys changed my life. Wattpad, in general, changed my life because I was heading down a dark path. Believe me when I say I understand you whenever you guys message me about depression or self-harm. I've been on that boat, even up until now.

So, I have to thank all of you for helping me get through all this pain. Especially now because I took the loss of my uncle really hard. You all deserve more than just a chapter dedicated to you. That's why no matter what happens. No matter if I'm a Wattpad Star or a big best-selling author one day, you all will be my first concerns<3 I love each and every one of you. And if you're dealing with some shit, just message me. You can reach me all around social media. If I don't reply just know it's because of my hand or that I just didn't see it yet.

I don't want any of you to feel alone or feel like you don't have a friend. Maybe we haven't talked, but I'm still here for you if you ever need me. Sometimes we need someone to talk to about anything. If your friend is struggling hard and you fear that she/he/they want to end it soon, well, I'll do my best to talk to them. I'm not a therapist, but I'm good with boosters.

So stand strong my readers and future writers. You're all recognized by me. I love you all so much<3