With two days left till the big interview, Taehyung was freaking out. 

Though Jeongguk didn't see a reason why he needed to be in that state. In his eyes, Taehyung was more than ready to ace this interview. The elder had been so diligent these past few weeks, working hard with all the preparations. He practiced everything... from the way he would walk into that interview room, to the degree of his bow- yep, he almost fell over while practicing a bow in front of Jeongguk once (apparently 180 degrees was too much for him- for anyone really). In terms of his knowledge, Taehyung had memorized all the necessary information that he might need later on with the questions. He even googled a bunch of stuff to broaden the horizon of his experience in this industry.   

Everything was almost done. The countless hours of effort had been put in. All that's left was to show up to the interview on time.

Which was the day after tomorrow.

And it was this wait that drove Taehyung crazy-

So crazy that he'd been investing his time in either stress-cleaning the apartment or stuffing his face with sugary treats. Jeongguk had witnessed it all with wide eyes; the place would be spotless at first until Taehyung would 'accidentally' drop a powdered doughnut onto the carpet in which he'd get up and start cleaning again. 

It was painful to watch. 

Jeongguk really had enough when Taehyung reached for the vacuum cleaner again because the space under the couch suddenly seemed dusty.

"I know it's dusty Tae," Jeongguk said as he snatched the cleaning device out of Taehyung's hands. "It's been dusty under there since we bought that couch and it has never bothered you before."

After saying those things, Jeongguk had a hard time processing what unfolded before him. Taehyung was blinking and shaking a lot, close to a malfunctioning robot. Like he had to continue cleaning again or else he'd lose his mind right now. Again, it was very painful to watch. So when Taehyung tried to take the vacuum cleaner back, Jeongguk held the thing away from him in a firm stance.

"Jeongguk please... I can hear them calling out to me. Th-They're mocking me- I need to kill them!"

The hell? Was he talking about the dust?

Okay, he really needed to get Taehyung out of the apartment for a while.

So, "No. Go change. We're going out."

To Jeongguk's surprise, Taehyung didn't put up much of a fight with the idea of going out for the night. Although the elder did roll his eyes with a nose-scrunch that read, I'm only agreeing to go out because I want to, not because you told me to. 

The night had barely begun when they left home. The purple sky was just melting into a darker shade as an indication that it was going to be nighttime soon. Piles of snow occupied certain parts of the road, making it feel like an obstacle course that drivers had to get through in order to reach their destinations- this could be the reason why the road looked deserted tonight. The majority of citizens here probably found it a hassle to travel in this condition. Fortunately for Jeongguk and Taehyung, with the advantage of the empty road, it took them less than ten minutes to reach the closest pub there.

Alright so the plan was to have Taehyung relax with a few harmless drinks but things got-

Let's just simplify what exactly happened first.

They parked the Mini.

They walked into the place.

They ordered their drinks.

And things sorta got blurry after that.

. . .

The couple returned home about an hour before midnight. 

Clumsy footsteps entered the once-silent place, bringing along a little chaos with the sound of the door opening and closing rather loudly followed by shoes being kicked off thudding against the ground. The light switch near them remained untouched as if they suddenly didn't need light to navigate through the pitch-black apartment.

And it didn't occur to either of them to turn it on until-

Crash!

The sound made Jeongguk jump as he finally rushed to flick that switch on. At once, the bright light stretched throughout the place and he saw Taehyung on the ground with a small table laying on its side next to him- it was that table where they kept their keys in a bowl by the door.

"Tae-" Jeongguk reached out to him with concern but was immediately shushed.

"Shhh..." Taehyung made a serious face before whispering in an accusatory tone that, "you'll wake the baby." 

Now in EVERY other situation, Jeongguk would've said something like Sweetheart, we don't have a baby- as usual, in the loving tone he used every time his boyfriend showed his adorable, drunk side. 

But you see... he was just as drunk as Taehyung was right now.

"Oh," Jeongguk quickly nodded with a low, "I'm sorr-" The man was halfway through the apology when the most confused look ever befell his face. "Wait- we have a baby?" 

Taehyung froze for approximately three seconds before he chuckled. "Oh right!" He displayed that big smile of his. "We don't have a baby- it's a dog! We have a dog."

"We do?" 

"Yeah!" Taehyung rose to his feet with Jeongguk's help, turning his head from side to side to look for their infamous pet dog that died twice already and had now apparently resurrected again. After spending a whole minute looking for their 'dog', Taehyung abruptly stopped in his tracks right in the middle of the living room. Jeongguk who was right behind him, wasn't aware that he stopped walking and bumped into him.

"Oh sorry-" Jeongguk quickly apologized but fell silent when Taehyung turned around to face him with a pout and actual tears in his eyes. On instinct, he cupped his boyfriend's face with an angered look on. His drunk self was telling him to be mad right now- mad at whoever caused his precious darling to be in this state. "Hey, what happened? Why are you crying? Who did-"

"Gguk... I just remembered," Taehyung squeaked out, sniffling endlessly as the tears rolled down his pinkish cheeks. "We don't have a dog."

Jeongguk stared at him for a moment. The fact that he was hammered right now was making it hard for him to instantly speak what was on his mind. He still managed though, with a, "Okay... then why are you still crying?"

"Are you seriously asking me that?!" Taehyung swiped Jeongguk's hands off his face. "There are more than two hundred million stray dogs worldwide, it's seventy million in the US alone! And can you believe that only ten percent of them get admitted to a proper shelter..." He was panting by the end of his little speech, face turning a little red.

Poor Jeongguk. He didn't know what the heck was happening right now. "Uh..." He scratched the back of his head, unsure about what to say to all this.

"What about the rest Jeongguk?" Taehyung asked, still pouting. "What's gonna happen to them?"

"Well-"

"Oh god! It's like you want to see me cry!"

"What?! No-"

"Then why aren't you saving them?"

"Because I don't-

"Pleaseeee..." Taehyung pushed himself into Jeongguk's chest, looking up at him with sparkling doe eyes. "Can we get one... it's not a lot but at least we'll make a tiny difference."

It was that unexpected rush of tingles that had Jeongguk swallowing nervously. With widened eyes, he funneled all his attention into the man in front of him. Damn it- how... just how could someone be this freakin' cute?! The dark messy locks on Taehyung's head only framed his flawless face, showing off a contrast against his fair skin which gave prominence to his other key features like his honey-brown orbs and glossy pink lips. With Jeongguk taking note on all this, it certainly didn't help when his heart started racing- this, right here, was the depiction of a 'whipped man'.

"Yes," Jeongguk nodded rapidly. "I'll get you any kind you want."

He watched Taehyung break into that bright boxy grin. "Right now?"

A chuckle left Jeongguk as he took the other's hand in his. "Tomorrow, okay? It's late, let's get to bed for now."

There wasn't much to think about when Taehyung suddenly looked at him weirdly. Jeongguk was too much in a daze to thoroughly analyze every little detail on his boyfriend's face. Although he probably should have because everything after this unknowingly felt like a countdown; their footsteps echoing against the walls as they walked in the direction to the bedroom, their interlocked hands in between them as Jeongguk led the way and Taehyung continued to stare at him from the back, the door creaking open and slamming shut- almost shielding the outside world from what was about to transpire behind it.

Now, there were two people here with very different ideas of how they were going to spend their night; Jeongguk, who hadn't even taken more than five steps into the room before the hand in his made a hard tug. The unexpected move made him stumble back to where he felt two hands immediately slide up his chest while a pair of lips crashed against his. It was hard to figure out what was going on with those warm lips melting into his, sucking on his bottom one so hard, so skillfully- Jeongguk visibly shuddered, eyes tightly shut, wanting to see for himself that it was Taehyung who was doing this to him but at the same time, desperate to not ruin the mood by opening his eyes. 

Heavy pants rose in the air between them as their tongues roughly glided against one another, the friction from the act causing a wonderful, pleasurable feeling to surge through both their bodies. It also caused Taehyung to pull harder on Jeongguk's hair before pushing himself even more into him. In fact, the elder seemed to be taking advantage of Jeongguk's lack of balance and coordination- at first, Jeongguk felt like he was walking backwards towards something. He shrugged it off but then it became clear that he'd made his way deeper into the room with Taehyung's mindful guidance.

Before he knew it, the side of the mattress was touching the back of his legs.

The other's lips were still moving against his and if Jeongguk was reading this right, Taehyung was actually kissing him harder now- the angle of his head switching every second to get the best access to the kiss, the way he nipped on Jeongguk's bottom lip before darting his tongue back into his mouth- jacket being slid off his shoulders, shirt being unbuttoned, it was all simply splendid and unpredictable and crazy. Jeongguk flinched as a cluster of butterflies invaded him when Taehyung's hand suddenly grazed the skin on his now bare chest. Right then, their lips finally left each other with an almost invisible thread of saliva connecting them. 

Jeongguk's glassy eyes zeroed in on Taehyung in front of him for the first time since they'd enter their bedroom- damn, his expression itself... hooded eyes, the bright splash of pink filling his cheeks, the wetness on his glossy red lips from their kiss- the way he just smirked upon seeing Jeongguk stare at him.

The alcohol in his system could be the reason to his defenseless state right now- yeah, it was definitely that or else Jeongguk wouldn't have easily complied when Taehyung urgently pushed him back onto the bed. Soon, he found himself sitting on the side of the bed there, shirtless, looking up at Taehyung who was standing before him with an indifferent look plastered over his face now. 

Slow breaths left him, the feeling of the smooth and soft sheets came in contact with the palms of his hands, he was exhausted but the desire inside him to see where this night was heading overruled every tired limb in his system. And now Jeongguk had reached a point in the night where 'processing information' was no longer an accessible skill to him, so the best he could do was comprehend what happened next in short clips of blurry images with darkness threatening to overpower his sight at any time- although what he actually saw... 

Taehyung never breaking eye contact as he descended down to his knees.

The dark curls of his boyfriend's hair in his face as wet kisses trailed down the side of his jaw.

Two cold hands touching him all over in a slow, tantalizing way as the space between his thighs was occupied by the other's body.

Taehyung comfortably knelt in front of him like that, continuing with what he was doing. His lips had made their way onto Jeongguk's chest now- one second kissing him so very lightly and the next, suddenly sucking hard on that spot with wet and teasing licks afterwards. All Jeongguk could do was shut his eyes and focus on the pleasure he was receiving. It was weird... so weird that he couldn't do or say anything to Taehyung right now- huh, but it kinda wasn't so much that he 'couldn't'- more like he 'didn't want to'.

Having Taehyung do all the work like this was new and Jeongguk now knew that this turned him on more than any other thing. It was lighting that fire inside him and it wasn't long until the bulge in his oh-so very tight pants started to show itself.

"Tae-" Jeongguk rasped, shocking himself that his voice sounded so rough and just- wrecked. "Taehyung wait..." He panted.

There wasn't an immediate response- no. Taehyung had to finish perfecting that one hickey on the side of Jeongguk's neck before he finally muttered, "for what?" It certainly wasn't helping that his hot breath fanned against his skin, triggering that prickling feeling in him before the goosebumps approached. "I just want to show you how much I appreciate what you've been doing for me..." The elder said when he was finally facing Jeongguk.

A small smile made its way to Taehyung's lips. "You've been so supportive and you even brought me out tonight to take my mind off this interview..." He inched himself forward, just until their noses were almost touching; eyes darkening, smile disappearing, Taehyung was showing a bipolar side of himself and Jeongguk was losing his mind. A narrow-eyed, starry look overcame Jeongguk's face next as he kept his gaze on the other, feeling that same cold hand slide down over his toned abs.

Pushing the heart-racing feeling he got from that touch to the back of his head, Jeongguk tried to focus more on what Taehyung was saying. Uh-huh, it was hard to do two things at once when you're so fucking drunk. "...you're always helping me," Taehyung spoke, sounding almost a little sad and guilty. He was pouting again with, "always so good to me and I feel like I never do the same..."

Jeongguk didn't say anything back. He couldn't! There was that pained expression on his face- the same way he looked every time he got overwhelmed by his feelings for Taehyung. 

"...never do enough," a distant whisper sounded and Jeongguk noticed that Taehyung was lowering himself, sliding down till his head leveled with the younger's waist area. "Let me return the favor..." Taehyung said, nibbling on his bottom lip and Jeongguk didn't understand what he meant by that until the metal clanking of his belt buckle loosening shot off a warning signal inside him.

In a matter of seconds, Jeongguk's hand flew around Taehyung's wrist, stopping him.

"What are you doing?" He asked with wide eyes.

Taehyung cocked his head to one side like the answer wasn't already obvious. "I'm thanking you for everything that you've done for me." He smirked, looking almost encouraged by the confliction in Jeongguk's eyes. Lastly, he whispered, "let me make you feel good..."

What- just what was this?! Jeongguk tightened his hold on the other's wrist. "Tae, no." He alarmingly said. Yes! He was saying no! This wasn't it- he just couldn't picture Taehyung giving him a- ugh, see it was so hard to even think it. Up until now, there had been so many times in which Jeongguk had to hold himself back and this- yeah, this was one of those times. 

He didn't want to give a legitimate reason- just no.

Unfortunately, his answer didn't sit well with Taehyung. "Why not?" He asked in a puppy-eyed stance which was a totally dirty contrast to what he was actually asking for.

"I-I'm not into that." Jeongguk blurted out.

He really shouldn't have said that because Taehyung obviously saw through the lie- not that the stuttering helped his case. In the next moment, his free hand had raised itself to stroke Jeongguk's thigh with a flirty smile fixed on his face. "Oh really? Tell me..." The hand slowly moved over to his boyfriend's hard-on, his fingers grazing over the fabric there which caused Jeongguk's body to jerk forward once.

"S-Stop..." He was practically begging now.

But Taehyung wasn't gonna. "...have you really never imagined me like this," he husked, his wrist flicking on a constant pace as he palmed the other man. There was a struggle on Jeongguk's part. Everything was starting to get hazy again and he didn't notice his grip on Taehyung's wrist loosening itself.

"Tae..."

"...have you never once fantasized about me sucking you off?"

He flinched a little at how direct the other was being. But "no," Jeongguk managed to breath out. And he meant it. Seriously, he'd just never thought about this before- meaning to say, he wasn't against it or anything, just wasn't curious... heh, until now that is.    

"Oh," Taehyung giggled- Actually. Fucking. Giggled. "This is embarrassing..." He took a moment to glide his tongue across his lower lip before saying, "because I think about it all the time." 

Jeongguk froze, those last three words replaying in his mind on a distorted loop... all the time, all the time, all the time... He was too preoccupied with this to realize that his belt had completely been unbuckled, the sound of his zipper being dragged down pushing his attention back to the man in between his thighs. Jeongguk's lips parted to say something- to tell the other to stop but-

"Don't fight it... you know you want me to."

For fuck's sake...

A sigh left Jeongguk.

That single puff of breath leaving him was a sign of defeat. There was no fighting this. He was too drunk, too powerless... too hard to think about anything else except how Taehyung's face was gonna look like with his cock in his mouth. Damn, he wanted it now...

The bead of sweat slid down from the side of Jeongguk's head, past his tightly screwed eyes, then further down near his parted lips before dripping off the edge of his jaw. He felt his boxers being pulled down before the cold air in the room touched his dangerously erect cock. Right away, Taehyung's hand wrapped around the length of it and Jeongguk clenched his jaw as a deep grunt left him. Every part of his lower region tingled so feverishly.

Despite Taehyung's hand being cold just as it was before, his touch was different this time; warm, comfy, in a way Jeongguk imagined himself sipping hot coffee on a cold rainy day. His heart was pounding against his ribcage when he felt a hot breath fanning against his tip- his breathing abruptly quickened (if that was even possible) at the thought of what was to come next.

"Hah~ Tae- Wuh-wait..." Jeongguk let out, his fists balling the sheets on the bed by his sides. 

It all happened so fast, in a matter of seconds; the kitten licks over his tip, those sinful tongue movements sliding down to his sides afterwards, the hand simultaneously stroking him and then finally, everything stopped for a brief moment before he felt a toe-curling embrace enclosed over him. Jeongguk breathed out through his nose, teeth sinking into his bottom lip. The sensation from what Taehyung was doing was fucking amazing. It made him excited and impatient and Jeongguk didn't want to look. He didn't want to confirm that dirty image he had of Taehyung in his mind right now.

"Sweetheart..." He called instead, now with a hand over his face to control the expressions that he might make. Maybe a part of him was trying to remind himself of the sweet, innocent side of Taehyung because all this was too much for him to handle at once- especially when he wasn't in his right mind. Still, nothing stopped... Little by little, he felt his throbbing cock being engulfed more and more into a warm cavern-like space- at the same time, Taehyung's tongue swirling around in pleasant circles only added fuel to that already roaring fire inside him. He couldn't stand it anymore... 

His fingernails were digging into his palms.

His eyes hurt from how hard he was shutting them.

How did his boyfriend even know how to do this?

Jeongguk was feeling the rise to his high and planned to wait it out- to wait until he had his release but everything started to fall apart- his plan, his hope to survive this- EVERYTHING crumbled to dust when he felt his tip hit the back of Taehyung's throat.

The feeling he retrieved from the deepthroating was indescribable- fuck, it made him want to buck his hips to get more of that friction. A few seconds passed and Jeongguk realized nothing was happening- Taehyung, he wasn't moving or anything. Now the wait was tearing Jeongguk apart. He needed to keep feeling that sensation- needed it to never stop.

In a moment of complete weakness, Jeongguk's eyes peeled open. He was greeted by some black spots in a blurry haze at first before his watery eyes finally focused on the 'view' in front of him.

"Oh..." He thickly gulped, fingers twitching by his sides- almost losing control to reach forward and touch what was knelt before him.  

Taehyung was looking up at him; the hair on his forehead shining in curly twists from his sweat, golden eyes glowing with a sparkling border of unshed tears over his lower eyelids, the dust of the color red sprinkled over his cheeks while his mouth was- um... preoccupied. But it wasn't just his expression, it was the bigger picture- the way he stayed put on his knees, in between Jeongguk's thighs that signified something... the fact that Taehyung's seductive teasing only lasted for a while, that he only got the ball rolling with no intention of finishing the game, that he'd shrink back to his old self once he's gotten Jeongguk's attention.

Like right now.

Very slowly... Jeongguk lifted his right hand, bringing it to Taehyung's face. His fingers weaved through his wet bangs, pushing his hair back which then presented a clearer view to his face. Their eyes bored into each other's and it was the ultimate twist of events because just a little... the side of Jeongguk's lips tilted upwards.

"You started this..." His hand slid to the back of Taehyung's head, gripping a fistful of his hair there. A part of Jeongguk was still freaking out that they were even in this position to begin with but there was no turning back now- his high was building itself and he needed to ride it off, he had to see what other expressions his boyfriend was capable of doing, he had to see what happens after this... he had to see the end.

So he pulled Taehyung's head back, watching his cock slide out his mouth with a subtle pop. A trail of saliva hung off the side of his lips and with half-closed eyes, it was hard to believe how active he was just mere moments ago. Overall, this whole scene was turning Jeongguk on even more and damn, he couldn't wait any longer

He lowered himself to where Taehyung was and in the smuggest way ever, he whispered, "...now finish it."

With that, he thrusted forward at the same time that his hand at the back of Taehyung's head pulled him in more- more, so that his tip would hit the back of his throat again, so that the friction from this act would keep the electricity running through his veins, so that pending feeling at the pit of his stomach would flourish-

So that Taehyung would continue to look like that while he fucked into his mouth.

"Is..." Jeongguk panted, quickening his thrusts into the other's mouth. He swallowed before rasping, "is this how you imagined it?" 

He knew Taehyung couldn't answer him right now and that made it all the more hotter. Jeongguk noticed the tears falling down the sides of Taehyung's face, his hands holding onto the younger's thighs to support himself up. Jeongguk felt a pinch on his heart as his hand automatically moved down to wipe those tears away. Eyebrows narrowing, he studied the other man.

"Isn't this what you wanted? Why are you crying now?"

It was crazy that Taehyung's lack of response drove Jeongguk to slam into him with some conflicted thoughts fizzing up in his head.

"You're so reckless sometimes..." He spoke lowly.  

Thrust.

"It's cute but..."

Thrust.

"I'm scared I won't be able to control myself one day 'cause the more you act like this, the more I feel tempted to lock you up in here... away from everyone else," Jeongguk leaned down closer to the other with a, "so that I'll be your everything, forever."

He watched Taehyung's eyes widened at that declaration just in time when he felt his release approached. To get it done... to reach that high, Jeongguk bucked his hips hard a few more times- head spinning, chest heaving up and down, eyes never leaving his boyfriend, he felt the beginning of his orgasm approach and delicately held Taehyung's face to pull his cock out of his mouth. Only he didn't expect a hand to circle around his wrist, stopping him doing so.

Oh fuck... fuck, fuck, fuck! Jeongguk felt a shiver run down his spine.

"No. Taehyung, you don't have to-" 

But it was too late because Taehyung was bopping his head in sync to meet Jeongguk's thrusts now. Heavy pants left him and before long with one final sharp plunge, he felt that mind-blowing pleasure overcome him as he rode his high, head thrown back, eyes shut again to relish every second of what he was feeling. Soon, it was all done. He felt the warmth of the other's mouth slide off him as silence fell over them both.

This was a first for him- receiving a blowjob.

Adding the fact that it was Taehyung who gave it to him-

Also, the unbelievable reality of what Jeongguk was looking at right now... his boyfriend's head pressed against the side of his inner thigh, soft snores leaving him. He was fast asleep. As much as this sight made Jeongguk want to swoon in adoration, his mind was more focused on Taehyung's lips right now... fuck, some leftover trail of his cum dripped down his chin- he swallowed the rest.

Goodness... Jeongguk dwelled on that thought, zipping his pants back up before his hand reached out to brush some of Taehyung's hair off his closed eyes. The alcohol in him still stirred his thoughts a little and mainly exhaustion filled Jeongguk now as he let his face fall into his hands, elbows pressed against his knees, sighing loudly at how disoriented he felt. What time was it, even? He snuck a peek at Taehyung through the gaps between his fingers, staring at him for a while. Jeongguk caught him snuggling against his thigh with a contented hmm leaving him. 

A tired smile made its way to Jeongguk's face at the cute act.

Then his eyes fell over the transparent sticky substance still dribbling down his boyfriend's slightly parted lips again.

His smile dropped. 

In an instance, the innocent Taehyung in front of him was gone and he was seeing flashes of the elder with those hypnotizing golden eyes looking right at him with that devilish smirk painted over his lips. As if on cue, his heart started thumping harder than before...

Jeongguk momentarily collapsed backwards onto the bed with a defeated breath of air being kicked out of him.

Damn it Tae... if you keep making me feel this way, I'll be the one down on my knee next time.