Chapter 20: Lets Stop
I sat down at my assigned seat next to Jiwoo..who to my luck was going to take her private jet to jeju island instead of taking the ferrie boat like the rest of the class.
I could've done the same but I could care less about first class flights.
My eyes scanned the seats for Suga.
Why was I so anxious to see him?
The consistent pounding in my chest was annoying the hell out of me I wanted to put my heart on mute.
What were these queasy feelings in my stomach and nausea in my chest..why was my body so warm but yet my skin so cold?
Is this how Sohee's feeling next to Jin?
I glanced at the couple who were cuddling in one of the back seats.
Suddenly I felt a hand tug at my sleeve.
My eyes traveled to see him.
"You actually came" I said knowing how Suga never came to class trips.
I felt myself smiling to myself so hard I had to bite down on my lip to keep from smiling.
"Why wouldn't I? We have adventures to go on" Suga smiled sitting beside me.
I scooted away from Suga to stare out the window, studying the tides of the waves.
"Gah, your too faraway Solbi" Suga whined wrapping his arms around me and squeezing me close to him.
"Pabo let go-" I was cut short when Suga pecked me on my lips. I began to melt into the kiss just before Suga pulled away.
"Not to much you have to earn your kisses" Suga winked as the hammering in my chest came harder.
Aigoo!
I clenched my chest wishing for it to stop.
I wanted to die infact Suga just kissed me..well it wasn't like a real kiss.
I should know what his real kisses feel like I can still feel them on my lips from last night.
Am I Kim Solbi thinking about Min Yoongi's kisses?
How did I even get to the point that I know what they feel like!
No...
It can't be possible.
Am I Min Yoongi's girlfriend!
Well he hasn't exactly stated the obvious, besides I shouldn't care if I am or if I'm not I don't believe in love this burning sensation in my chest is just a momentary thing.
Like heart burn if I just take some pills it will all be gone.
But in this case Suga were the pills, and once I had one I was a drug addict.
"Why did you leave last night?" I didn't even realize I had asked Suga, quickly I put my hand over my mouth.
Suga chuckled finding it cute.
"Why did you enjoy me that much you noticed I left" I rolled my eyes at Suga turning back to the window.
"I left because I knew if I stood any longer I wouldn't be able to control myself around you..and you know we are a little to young" My jaw dropped instantly at Suga's final reply.
I didn't know whether to find that perverted or sweet.
"Last time you ever spend the night at my house" I said as Suga laughed hugging my shoulder.
"No. Its only the start" He whispered lowly in my ear so no one else could hear.
I smiled to myself so not even Suga could see, I didn't want him to know that I was really thinking of him In this way.
Not like last night didn't explain that all.
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"Jagi...wake up" A gentle voice whispered in my ear. I opened my eyes realizing the voice didn't belong to a dream.
My eyes fluttered open to see Suga smiling at me, I hadn't realized I fell asleep on his shoulder during the whole ride.
I pushed him away quickly embarrassed.
"I didn't mean to fall alseep on you!" I said.
"Its okay I enjoyed watching you sleep" Suga smiled before getting up.
Mr.Cho was lining us all up to get off the ferrie boat, we had now arrived at Jeju Island.
"Okay everyone exit the dock and get seated on the bus!" Mr.Cho shouted as everyone exited the boat.
We still had a one hour drive to where the class would be staying.
Suga took my hand in his squeezing it as we felt the fresh breeze hug our cheeks.
My head was screaming at me my conscious pounding behind the walls wanting me to push Suga away but my heart whispered Stay.
"Now students we will be having diffrent seating on the bus girls on one side boys on the other" Mr.Cho said eyeing Suga and I with a disapproving look.
Suga sighed letting go of my hand and going to sit with Namjoon.
I was about to sit by Sohee when Mr.Cho pulled me to the side. "I don't think your father would approve of you being with Yoongi..would he." Mr.Cho said gazing at me through his thick-rimmed glasses.
"Did my father aks you to keep an eye out for me" I asked giving Mr.Cho a wide smirk something I picked up from Suga.
"In fact yes and I don't want to dissapoint Mister Kim. You and Yoongi are to be nowhere near eachother this whole trip nd the rest of the school year your fathers words not mine" I glared at Mr.Cho just before taking my seat next to Sohee.
Now my father wants to act responsible for his child.
Theres nothing he can do to ever erase my hatred for him. Keeping me from Yoongi is just going to make worse.
I sat down still glaring at Mr.Cho.
(Creds to Hunni_Haninozuka) "So are you ready to have fun on this trip!?" Sohee smiled brightly, I almost forgot how excited she got with stuff like this.
"Umm..I guess" I couldn't decide on yes or no. I've always wanted to go to Jeju Island with Omma, but not with Jiwoo bunking with her might be the death of me.
"That's good! I hope I get to spend some time with Jin" Sohee frowned glancing over where Jin was sitting next to Jimin, he glanced back at her smiling which made Sohee blush.
I wonder if I blush when Suga smiles at me.
"What about you? Are you planning on spending time with Suga?" I nearly choked on the water I was drinking.
"Suga? Why?" I asked regaining my posture.
"Well the two of you are dating...right?" Sohee said looking at Suga then back at me.
Do we even seem like a couple? Nevermind don't bother answering.
I shook my head lightly at Sohee.
"Well you two should he likes you I can tell by the way his eyes light up when he's with you and the eyes are the window to the soul. Where there is a soul there Is a heart and his heart says Solbi" I looked twice at Sohee trying to processed what she was telling me.
And where there is heart there is also hurt.
Hurt I don't want to feel. (Creds to Hunni_Haninozuka)
The bus haulted to a stop I stared out the window to see a beautiful beach scenery.
The school was able to afford this?
Our destination was a beautiful resort with a close view of the beach.
I couldn't take my eyes off the clear water, it was just like Omma described it.
If only she was here to see this.
"Everyone meet at the hotel lobby we will get your rooms and groups sorted out there" All the students crowded off the bus wanting to take in the Jeju scenery.
My heart felt free it was as if a piece of omma was here.
"Come with us Solbi, so you can be on our team for when we start activities" Sohee said, she was planning on teaming up with Jin and Jimin.
I decided to tag along since Suga was forbidden and sooner or later I would have to meet my fate with Jiwoo.
We walked into the lobby which was crowded with students lining up to the front desk to get their room passes.
The rooms would be divided into female with female and male with male.
"We should share a room" Sohee said, grabbing her room card.
I extended my hand to get my card that would match up with hers just before Mr.Cho stopped me.
"Miss Kim I have your room card right here you will be bunking with Jiwoo" He handed me my card with an evil smile, he was enjoying this all too much.
I sighed loudly looking at the room number.
"I guess we can always try to be in the same group" Sohee said trying to cheer me up.
I took my luggage and entered the elevator just before Suga ran stopping the doors from closing he slid in.
"You almost forgot this" He held my purse in his hands.
"Thanks" I whispered lightly.
The elevator door closed Suga began pushing various buttons.
"What are you doing!" I yelled grabbing his hands.
"Trying to buy some more time with you" Suga pressed me against the wall his body closing in on mine. The feeling of his cool lips on my neck.
"Suga" My lips quivered slightly as I tried to tell Suga to stop.
The burning sensation was growing in my chest as Suga traced kisses on my neck and in my lips.
I pushed him away finally free from his trance.
"Lets stop this before this goes to far" I said finally catching my breathe.
"Why are the neck kisses to much?" Suga asked running hand through my hair.
Ding!
The elevator door opened to the second floor.
This is where I get off.
I lifted my head confidently before walking out the elevator with my luggage.
Suga stood as the elevator door closed still processing what had happened.
He hadn't understood what I meant by Lets Stop.
Lets stop before one of us gets hurt.
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Creds to the lovely author-nim Hunni_Haninozuka that part
A/N: This chapter was a battle between Solbis mind and heart a push and pull between fear of hurt and anticipation of love.
Which will win?
Was it too much to handle xD
Lol sorry for the odd cliffhanger.
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