Chapter 19: Is This Love?

    I felt numb laying in bed that night remembering the question Suga had asked me.

  "Is it bad to feel like you can never have the person you love?"
  What did Suga possibly mean?

Who was the person he suddenly couldn't grasp in the terms of love.

I rolled over to my side letting out a loud sigh, I felt so uncomfortable in my large bed.

  I kicked off the covers my bare feet hitting the cold floor as I walked out of my room.

  The sudden itch in my throat begged for water, obeying I went downstairs to the kitchen to get a glass of water.

  I walked down the stair case my steps making the wooden floor creak its sound bouncing off the hollow walls.

   Tomorrow was the trip to Jeju Island and I hadn't even began to pack my things, I would just do it at last minute like usual.

The little girl in me couldn't wait to see the ocean and feel the sea breeze but the women of me wanted to shut the little girl up.

 
Suga P.O.V

Tick..Tock...

The sound of clock rang in my ears, as if signaling me that Daehyun would enter any moment for his money.

I didn't have the money.

Halmeoni's medical bills had been overdue so I had to pay the fee and the store was running low on profit.

  My pulse ran wild.

What was I going to do?

I can't let Daehyun hurt Solbi or halmeoni.

As if on cue the doorbell on the entrance sounded.

Daehyun entered his gaze averting over the store just as he took off his sunglasses.

  I wanted to run.

But I'm Min Yoongi I don't run from my troubles I face my fears.

"The money." Daehyun demanded eyeing me from my head to my sneakers.

  "I dont have it " I kept my tone cool but inside my heart was hammering in terror.

  Daehyun chuckled, the sarcastic smirk turning quickly into violence.

I felt as he knocked me to the ground the wind in my chest leaving me paralyzed.

I hadn't seen this coming.

I was soon on the ground my ears drums ringing at the feeling of my skull hitting the rock-hard pavement.

  Daehyun let go of my throat stepping back, a vein popping from his neck as his jawline tightened.

I could feel the pool of blood seeping from my head.

  "Wheres my money?" He asked once again.

  I moved swiftly getting to my feet before shoving him to the ground.

  I felt two arms grab me.

It was Daehyun's men.

I felt myself being thrown to the ground punches coming from all directions.

  I groaned as my body twisted in pain.

The men stomped on me viciously until my body became numb.

  My mind went blank the dark night seeming to fade from my vision.

  All I could picture was her smile.

That warm smile.

  "Solbi.."

The last breathe I took.

Jin P.O.V

My date with Sohee was tonight, the two of us were going to a past midnight movie marathon.

I looked down at my wrist watch.
12:30

It blinked in neon red.
I still have a few more minutes til 1:00.

I decided to walk to the store down the street to get some flowers for Sohee.

It only took a few minutes before I saw a body laying helpless on the sidewalk.

  Suga.

I ran towards my friend checking for his pulse. He still was breathing.

"Solbi..." He said through a hoarse voice.

He seemed to be calling out for her.

He had a black eye and a now forming bruise on his cheek, the back oh his head seemed to be bleeding.

  "No its me Jin, I'm gonna get you to hospital" I began to pick Suga up balancing his weight with mine.

  He stopped me weakly.

"No...Daehyun..." He tried to say his lips,quivering as he collapsed back.

I quickly held onto him.
Daehyun did this to Suga.

If Daehyun did this to Suga it would mean this was only the start.

I had to get him somewhere safe.

  Solbi P.O.V

My late night snack was now interrupted at the sound of the front door opening slowly.

  The loud creaking sound startled me, I sat my water down slowly and picked up one of the knifes in the kichen.

  Carefully and quietly I sneaked into the leaving room to search for any sudden intruder.

  I saw two shadows enter the house, one of them closing the house door once again.

  It was to dark to see who they were.

I clenched my hands over the knife.

  "Solbi..?" Jins voice called out, I sighed in relief sitting the knife back in the kitchen.

  "Damn you Jin you scared me" I cursed my eyes now traveling to the stranger he brought with him.

  The person was limping as they leaned against Jin who was supporting the body weight.

  "Hes hurt badly" Jin suddenly said as if I knew who he is.

  My heart haulted at the sight of Suga badly beaten.

  I had no time to think, quickly I helped Jin carry Suga upstairs.

  "Why hadn't you taken him to the hospital!" I yelled my pulse rising at Jins idea of bringing him here.

  "I can't the hospital might ask questions" Jin muttered grunting as we both took Sugas weight going up the staircase.

  "Thats not excuse! Look at him he's practically dead!" I yelled as we neared my room.

  "Keep your voice down you might wake our parents" Jin said as we sat Suga on the toilet seat in my bathroom.

  Suga seemed to be out of it his eyes drooping lowly as he groaned every now and then from the pain.

  "I can't believe your doing this he needs a hospital not my first aid kit" I whispered looking through my shelves.

  "He can't go to a hospital! The hospital will file a police report something Daehyun wouldn't like" Jin sighed.

  Who was he talking about?

"Who is Daehyun? Did he do this to Suga?" I stopped my eyes piercing into Jins, he avoided the eye contact his eyes wondering other places of the small bathroom.

  "I don't have time to answer questions, I have to meet up with Sohee tell her I have to cancel  in a few so can you take care of him I'll be back fast" Jin said turning to leave.

  "Can't you just call her and cancel!" I yelled not believing Jin was leaving me here to take care of Suga all alone.

Jin was already out of my room before he could even respond.

I sighed loudly taking my first aid kit opening it and pulling out bandages.

    "Suga?..." I whispered as he wasn't looking directly at me.

   Suddenly he looked up his eyes gazing at me carefully showing no display of direct emotion.

   Words left my lips when I saw his badly bruised face. The corner of his lip bright with red blood, the lower part of his left eye now shaded a purple color. His cheeks now marked with bruises swollen as well.

   Suga!

I couldn't control myself I ran to him putting my hands gently at the sides of his face he winced slightly taking my hand against his and putting it by his side.

   "What happened to you..." Suga didn't answer my question just stared into my eyes.

   His dark brown eyes filled with sadness and sorrow, something I deeply wanted to heal.

   Who hurt you Suga..

"Don't worry about me Solbi, I can take care of myself" He slightly smirked but ended up wincing at the pain of his lip.

   "Aigoo Suga please let me take care of you" I said as he chuckled softly on to stop at the pain it caused.

  I took a small napkin dabbing away the blood on his lip, I could hear his light breathing as I did so. Suga continued to gaze at me in sone way admiring what I was doing for him.

Suddenly Suga got up grunting as he did, unexpectedly Suga stripped himself from his shirt. My eyes searched the room uncomfortably at the sight of Suga barechested my eyes began taking in his milky skin and firm muscles.

  "I'm guessing you've never seen a guy without a shirt on?" Suga teased laughing lightly.

  My cheeks burned embarrassed as I shook my head no.

  "Good. I want to be your first shirtless sight" He whispered this time his tone more soft and sweet as if he meant it.

 

As if knowing what to do I took out rubbing alchohol from the aid kit to wash his wounds.

  My hands trembled as I dabbed at the cuts, Suga hissed at the burning sensation.

  "Your hands are trembling" Suga said as he hissed again when I spilled too much rubbing alchohol on his back.

  My eyes couldn't help but stare at the bruises and the cuts on his back.

  Who did this to you..

Slowly without realizing I ran my hands agianst his skin, wanting to take away his pain.

  Sugas breathing became raspy at my touch.

  "Solbi" He whispered turning around abruptly his lips meeting mine. Butterflies exploded in me as my chest began to drum to a sudden beat responding to his touch.

  It was as if I had been wanting this.

   Waiting for this moment for a thousand years.

   Is this what love feels like?

Are these the sudden emotions Sohee feels when Jin kisses her?

   Unexpectedly, I nearly fell back only to be wrapped into Suga's strong arms. Our kiss became passionate as my arms circled around his neck running my hand through his soft hair.

   Feeling beyond bliss as our lips moved together. Sweet and soft his lips felt against mine, our hearts beating against each others as he pulled me closer.

    I felt as we slowly moved as one into my room, my body slowly fell back onto the soft blankets on my bed. Breaking the kiss  slowly Suga gazed into my eyes, I pulled him onto the bed beside me wanting him close.

   "Please don't get hurt again" I whispered in his ear as I knew I couldn't handle seeing another bruise on his beautiful face again. He looked away for a moment thinking of something to say.

   "I can't promise but I'll try" he said still looking at me cupping my cheek lightly smiling at me.

    "Suga please just tell me who hurt you like this" I pleaded tracing my finger over the bruise on his cheekbone.

   Suga stood silent. "Not today, let's go to sleep I'm tired" Again he had avoided the question.

    I turned my back to him only covering myself with the blanket, slowly closing my eyes.

    A few moments later I heard Suga whispering to himself "I don't want you to get hurt".

  Suddenly his hand came to my waist pulling me to him.

    I turned to face him, without words I placed my head in the space near his neck. He softly kissed my forehead before falling asleep beside me, his body warm near mines.

   I don't want to get hurt either...

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I woke up the next morning the sudden space beside me now empty.

  He was gone.

And last night all felt like a far away dream.

  I trailed my finger across my lips finding myself smiling at the memory of his touch.
Aigoo..what am I going to do with you Sweetness.

I sighed pulling back the covers, suddenly a maid entered my room in her uniform.

  "Time to awake Young Mistress Kim your class trip to Jeju is today" The maid said pulling back the curtains as usual.

  I haven't even packed my things!

I quickly got to my feet pulling my luggage out from the back of my closet. The maid giggled at my forgetfulness.

  "Be downstairs in fourty minutes Mr.Jung will be taking you and Jin to the dock where the rest of the class and your teacher will be" The maid remarked before leaving.

  I began stuffing clothes into the luggage.
Jeju island here I come!

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A/N: I wanted to start the jeju island trip tis chapter but I decided to start the trip next chapter!
Sugas rap in one day can totally relate to this chapter xD

  

 

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