"Time to wake up!" I heard the menacing voice of Suga as he shook me in my sleep.

I groaned throwing a pillow in his direction.

"Just a few more minutes of sleep" I muttered closing my eyes again.

Suga came again yanking the covers off of me. I screamed as the cold air hit my body, forming goosebumps on my skin.

"Gah! Yoongi let me sleep!" I yelled throwing another pillow at him that knocked him over.

Smiling wickedly I grabbed the blanket from him going back to bed.

Suddenly I felt him jump on the bed wrestling me into his grip as I squirmed in his arms.

"Gah!!! Let me go you pabo!" I said biting his arm, he yelped thwacking my forehead.

" If you don't get up I'll kiss you like your sleeping beauty" Suga then puckered his lips moving them scary close to my face.

"I'm awake!" I yelled jumping away from him, he snickered at his success.

I rolled my eyes at him before heading to the kitchen to see what there was to eat.
Umph.

I fell to the floor tripping over a body.

A sleeping Namjoon was snuggled close to an even more sleeping Hoseok. I landed on Jimin my head landing on his chest, my legs were on top of Namjoon and Hoseok.

The three boys stirred from their sleep.

Jimin yawned before smirking at the sight of me on him.

"I knew you would come around" He said giving me a cocky smile, I shuddered at his perviness.

"What is Solbi doing on top of Jimin?" Hoseok asked rubbing his eyes to make sure he wasn't seeing things.

"Solbi is my girl!" I felt Suga pull me off of Jimin, I was to much in shock and embarrassed to move.
Wait..my girl?

"I knew you two are dating" Hoseok clapped his hands happily as I began to protest on the sudden statement.

"Wait what Min Yoongi is not my boyfriend-" My sentence was cut short when Suga squeezed me tightly pecking my forehead.

"I know she's the best girlfriend ever" I glared at Suga, stomping on his foot.

"Ow!"He yelped in pain, I laughed at my revenge as Suga bounced on one leg around the living room hoping it would fade the pain in his foot.

"Do you kids want breakfast?" Suddenly Suga's Halmeoni came into the living room with an apron on, Suga quickly straightened up.

All of us nodded.

"Okay I'll make you all some seaweed soup-" The halmeoni stopped mid-sentence her body reacting to pain in the lower part of her back. Suga rushed to his grandmother to help her.

"I think its better if you rest will just buy something to eat" He said to his grandmother she nodded letting Suga help her walk to her bedroom.

I watched how Suga was so caring with his grandmother It made me wish I knew my grandmother.

***

It was the weekend the only free time I ever had to lay in my bed all day and think about how life would be if my mother was still alive.

But instead I was running around town with troublesomes, before I met Suga I would've never thought to even hangout with people like them. But now I'm gradually feeling comfortable around them, I'm opening up slowly.

"We should get some food from the restaurant up the street""  Jungkook suggested as we walked up and down the streets still not deciding on what to eat.

  We all agreed as one and entered the restaurant asking for a large booth to sit at since there was so many of us.

  I sat in the corner of the booth staring out the window as we waited on our kimchi house special.

  My eyes traveled watching as cars skidded by making small puddles splatter against the pavement.

  It was such a dismal rainy day such a reflection on my life.

  Dismal.

"Jagiya are you going to eat my love" My gaze was suddenly averted to Suga who was wearing a funny smirk on his face.

  "Im not your jagiya or your love!" I yelled becoming flustered as my cheeks became flushed.

  "But soon you will be jagi" Suga blew me a puppy kiss before shoving a chopstick in my mouth.

  I had no time to argue with him as the tangy taste of kimchi landed on my tastebuds, it was good I had to have more.

  "Don't eat to much, I don't want my jagiya to get a stomache ache" Suga gave me a an eyesmile before snatching a pair of chopsticks out of my hand.
Spend one night at the Yoongi residence, the guy will start considering you a married couple..
  I disobeyed Suga grabbing kimchi with my hands shoving it in into mouth just before sticking my tongue out at him in a mocking manner.

Like a father he slapped my hand.

  Ow!

"Jagi don't you know its made to eat with your hands you might get germs!" I stopped eating, glaring at Suga until my eyes tired from it.

  "If you don't stop calling me jagi and being so caring I will shove these chopsticks down your throat sweetness" I held up the chopsticks forming a threat.

"Whatever you say Solbi..ehem I mean Jagi" Suga winked.

  Aigoo.

"Isn't that Jin" Namjoon pointed to a couple in a booth laughing and sharing kisses.

  Indeed the boy was Jin..but who was the girl?
  I had to blink thrice when I saw Sohee her cheeks bright pink.

  My step brother is has a girlfriend..and his girlfriend is Sohee!
  How did I not see this coming?

Sneakily as usual Jimin got up and walked over to the casual couple surprising them.

  I watched as Sohee became flustered from blushing so much.

  Jin too was having a bit of a breakdown.

Eh, it must be weird for your bestfriends to see you in love.

  "I didn't know you guys were here" Jin chuckled awkwardly as he glanced over at our table, spotting me.

  Niether did we..

"Hyung! So I guess you and Sohee are a thing" Hoseok raised an eyebrow at Jin whose tongue seem to go limp.

  He looked around the booth as if searching for an answer.

  "Uh..No she's just a friend" I saw Sohee's reaction her face filled with hurt.

  It all happened so sudden I watched a Sohee hand landed on Jin's cheek.

  "A friend? Is that what I am too you?" She was nearly trembling in tears.

  I felt my pulse rise at what Jin had just done.

He rejected his relationship with Sohee just for his friends.

  "Wait Sohee!" Jin ran after Sohee his reaction to late as she left the restaurant tears still spilling down her cheeks.

  I got up moving past Suga.

"You should let me talk to her for you.." I said grabbing Jins shoulder, he nodded understanding.

  I used to know all of Sohee's secrets I used to be her only friend.

  I knew how to handle her when she was sad.

°°°

  I had found Sohee at a park sitting on a bench under a broad-leafed tree.

  Her head was buried in the palm of her hands her body shaking as she cried.

  Quietly, I took a seat beside her slowly carressing her hair.

  "He didn't mean to" My voice made Sohee suddenly. She looked at me before wiping her tears.

  "Why are you here Solbi?" She asked furrong her eyebrows confused.

  "To pick my friend up when she's down" Sohee's eyes brightened when she realized I was finally allowing our friendship.

  "Solbi? So this means were friends again?" She asked her voice shaky, I nodded my head and smiled.

  Sohee leaped wrapping me up and giving me a hug that I was sure would leave my lungs without air.

  "But what do I do about your brother?" Suddenly the happiness drained.

  I sighed not sure what advice to give.

I wasn't good with boys.

I could hardly stand men.

But then again I've learn alot from Suga.

"I know Jin more than I think I do and he would never have any intentions to hurt anyone..he was just afraid what his friends would think" Sohee frowned not responding as she sighed.

  "So he's embarrassed of me" She blew out her puffed cheeks.

  "How about you go talk things out with him..let him know how you want to be treated" I sort of found my advice silly here I was Kim Solbi the girl who didn't believe in love was playing cupid for a moment.

  "I guess your right.." Sohee said.

Suddenly a herd of troublesomes came into the park.

I knew those faces from a mile away.

  "Sohee! I'm sorry!" Jin ran to Sohee dropping on his knees panting wildly trying to catch his breathes.

  Sohee crouched in front of him her hand lightly on his shoulder.

"If I'm just a burden to you in front of your friends...than why are we together" She whispered to him.

  "No don't say that your not burdensome..its my fault I can't appreciate how wonderful you are" My heart fluttered at the romantic scene between Jin and Sohee.

  "I'm sorry will you forgive me" Jin gazed into Sohee's eyes, she nodded softly at first just before wrapping her arms around him.

I watched as they embraced each other, a smile appearing at my lips.

  So thats how love is.
Love can forgive and forget.
But why can't I forgive and forget?

Because I Kim Solbi don't believe in love.

I turned away as Taehyung, Namjoon and Jungkook crowded around the couple applauding them.

I drifted off finding myself secluded on a swing set.

  "Isn't it cute to see a couple so in love" Suga sighed sitting down on the swing set beside me.

  My stomache churned at the mention of the L word once again.

  "Yup.." I muttered.

"Is it bad to feel like you can never have the person you love?" I turned to Suga not understanding why was he asking me this.

  "Why the question?" I asked finding the distraught in Suga's face he semed serious about his question.

  "Just asking.." He submerssed a rough forced chuckle before getting up and leaving.

  Why was he acting so much weirder than usual?

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A/N: sorry I hadn't updated in a while! I wanted to take a break from the drama stuff so I made a more layed back chapter but dont worry next chapter the main plot is back onf featuring a little bit of dangeorus daehyun.

  media is the lovely couple