Chapter 17: Live For Me
Past midnight and nothing to do but roam these lonely streets that I call home. I felt an empty feeling in my chest remembering what Solbi's father had said.
He doesn't want me around her.
My chest hurt at the idea of not being able to be around her, something I was becoming so accustomed to.
I couldn't stop the feelings I was having towards her, they were coming hard and strong just a glimpse of her smile could start a pounding in my chest.
How was I Min Yoongi the troublesome possibly falling for a girl like Solbi, so beautiful so broken and I as well. It was as if we were trying to heal each others wounds trying to find shelter in a broken home.
"Yoongi". I turned at the sound of a deep voice, belonging to a so familiar someone.
Daehyun.
"What do you want?" I asked not having time for him my patience was short with what happened today.
"I heard about you and a girl. I didn't know little Suga was such a well known Oppa" Daehyun snickered finding it amusing.
I froze.
Did he possibly see me with Solbi?
"What are you talking about? The only women I'm with is my halmeoni"I lied acting like I had no idea what he was talking about.
Daehyuns reaction suddenly changed his fun features turning stone serious.
"Let's not lie now. My men saw you with a girl at an ice cream shop the other day" I'm done. He knows about Solbi, she has just become another target.
"It was just a one time thing, I'm not the type to get attatched" I shrugged it off turning to walk away when a strong hand grabbed my shoulder pulling me back.
I reacted fast on my feet before I knew it my fist was inches close to Daehyun's face.
"You think you can fight me? Your nothing but a kid" Daehyun chuckled letting go of my sleeve roughly. "Just bring me my money tomorrow night or the girl gets hurt, your already two days late" Suddenly he turned on his heel leaving with his men right behind him.
My head was spinning I couldn't let him lay a hand on Solbi.
I decided to take a walk to the park.
It was a park that held alot of memories.
I had rode my first bike here.
I even met a girl here once, she reminded me alot of Solbi she was crying that day I had given her my bracelet that Halmeoni gave me when I used to cry for my father.
The same bracelet Solbi wore most of the time...
Solbi is the girl from the park!
I guess time has met up with us, I cant believe she still keeps it.
Suddenly a car pulled up to the curb of the sidewalk.
Jin and Sohee came out of the car first then Jimin came from the back seat along with Namjoon.
Another car pulled up behind the first one with Taehyung and Hoseok in it.
"Have you seen Solbi?" Jin asked me I looked at him for a moment wondering why he was asking me this question.
"No shouldn't she be home by now?" My pulse quickened when Jin scratched the back of his neck and hesitated.
"She didnt come home after the conference" Sohee said for Jin I panicked realizing how dangerous it could be at night in these streets.
"We have to find her now" I said splitting us into four teams.
"Taehyung, Hoseok and Namjoon go check back at the store to see if she went there. Jin and Sohee check the back streets.
Jimin and Jungkook check by the school" We all got into our teams and started the search.
I decided to look alone I was quicker on my feet. My first place to look was the park remembering how sad Solbi was when I first originally met her.
I checked by the swing sets.
Nothing.
Until I looked by the benches, I found a blue bookbag which happened to be Solbis.
She can't be to far from here.
I grabbed her bookbag and started walking to the cross bridge, which was after the park. It was a highway bridge which cars crossed over.
I was almodt there when I saw something on the ledge of the bridge.
No someone.
No Solbi.
And she getting ready to jump off.
Solbi P O V
" Why does everyone hate me?" I asked Omma as I cried on her lap, today at school everyone had called me names.
"They are just mad that you shine brighter than others" Omma whispered running her hands through my long hair that was tied in ribbons.
"Im ugly and worthless not even appa loves me" I cried into my mothers shoulder as she hugged me tight.
"Your are the most beautiful precious girl I know and of course your appa loves you just like I love you" Omma said kissing my forehead just before wiping my tears.
"If he loves me than why is he never here" Omma frowned.
"Even when he's not here. I will always be here".
But yet she wasn't.
She wasn't here.
I couldn't take it anymore.
I couldn't take the pain.
I couldn't take this life, I wanted to be with Omma.
I wanted to fly above the clouds with her.
Why had they taken her away from me.
Why did she have to leave me.
Leave me alone in this cold world.
I couldn't speak.
I couldn't feel...all I wanted to do was die.
I can't live this life anymore.
I pushed myself up onto the balcony of the bridge, slowly my legs trembled as I stood up.
I'll be free.
Free with Omma.
I closed my eyes spreading my arms out wide.
Here I come heaven...
I shifted my weight forward preparing for death.
"-SOLBI!" Before I could meet my fate I felt strong arms wrap around me, pulling me back off the bridges balcony.
I screamed, kicking and punching at the person who prevented me from jumping.
"Let me go!"I screamed, clawing at the person holding me.
"Calm down Solbi!" I stopped realizing who this familiar voice belonged to, Min Yoongi.
Suga.
"Why did you stop me! Why.." I yelled beginning to sob. Suga pulled me closer, enduring my weak punches to his chest.
"Why..can't I just die.." I cried into Suga's chest, in response Suga leaned his head down whispering in my ear.
"Because you have to live for me." I stopped crying looking Suga in the face, my empty eyes stared into his. Slowly I put the palm of my hand against his cheek.
Suddenly it felt like the world was spinning around me, I felt my knees hit the ground and I blacked out.
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"Is she awake?".
"Does it look like it pabo".
"She will be awake if you both don't shut up".
I heard voices around me as my eyes fluttered open, I saw blurry faces around me.
Where am I?
An aching throb came from the back of my head, I winced in pain as I sat up.
"You must've hit your head hard" I saw Suga as my vision restored. It looked like he hadn't slept his eyes with bags under then, his hair rumpled.
"What happened to me?" I asked him looking around the room, realizing it was Suga's room.
" Well for starters you almost died..twice once from trying to jump off a bridge second from fainting and hitting your head when you fell" Suga said with a small smile, I didn't see the sarcasm in this.
"But why am I here?" I asked moving off the bed.
"Jin said it was better for you to stay here tonight until your dad cooled off at home" Suga said.
Jin was becoming the brother every little sister could dream if and I wasn't realizing it.
"Don't worry Solbi now you can have a sleepover with us!" Taehyung suddenly squeezed me into a hug that nearly took the life out of me.
That guy is too bubbly...
"No sleepovers. Solbi needs to rest and so do all of you" Suga said acting like a leader.
The group of boys frowned leaving to the living room. I had to agree with Suga I needed to rest I need to sleep my stress away.
"Goodnight Suga" I whispered crawling under the covers and snuggling in.
"Goodnight Solbi" Suga turned out the lights.
"Shouldn't you sleep on the floor...I am a girl" I said out of nowhere in the dark.
"But this is my bed!?" Suga complained like a four-year old.
"But I am a girl" Suga groaned finally giving in.
"Fine but if my back hurts in the morning its your fault" He said before laying down in the floor.
This was becoming the start of us.
Us and our crazy adventures.
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A/N: Okay next chapter will not be sad instead the jeju trip!!!! But warning about the Daehyun thing. Hopefully Suga pays in time ;) *hint hint*
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