~3rd person's P.O.V~
"I don't know if I should tell you or not..She would kill me, if she discovers that I did" Taehyung spoke, looking down at the floor.

"I won't tell her. I misjudged her behaviour and now, I just want to know what happened to her. I had hard times too, in the past. I talked about it to you guys already. Maybe I would be able to help her...?" Yoongi said, words easily rolling out from his tongue, looking at the ceiling.

Teahyung looked at him stunned "Why would you help her?"

"I know how it feels like to be alone, and believe me. That hell hole is hard to escape, nomatter how much you tell yourself that you are fine" Yoongi looked at Taehyung from the corner of his eyes, then shut down his eyes.

"Okay. I will tell you what I know about it, but I do not know what is going on in my sisters head, since after this, she closed down, and didn't even speak to me or anybody else for months. It started in our 2nd year in highschool"

                         /Flashback/
~Taehyung's P.O.V~
I was fooling around with my friends, when I spotted my sister talking and laughing with her best friends.

"[Name]-aah!!" I shouted cheerfully to her, while waving.

She turned to me almost immediately smiling brightly and waving back

"TaeTae!" She ran to me to embrace me in a tight hug then greeted my friends, who were happy to see her. "How are you guys? What subject do you have next?"

"Umn...Maths, I think" I replied with a small groan.

"Sucks...I have geography" She replied smiling. "We are eating lunch together, right?"

"Yeah, sure. Same spot ;)" My friend replied to her.

"Deal! Gonna go now. Bye TaeTae" She kissed me quickly on the cheek, then ran off to her friends again.

"Maan, you're sister is so cute" I heard my friend confess with a small sigh.

I elbowed him in the side and said while laughing "Stop it!>< Too bad she is practically drooling after the captain of the basketball team, Jinsoo"

We looked over to the 'Popular group' a.k.a the basketball team's members, making their way down the hallway. Jinsoo being the captain, Taemin and Minho, Minjun and others that I couldn't bother to remember. I glanced to my sister from the corner of my eyes, who was barely standing on her feet properly. At that time I thought it was cute. Seeing my babysister having a crush, was adorable. I never thought something bad could come out of this. And I wanted to cherrish my last month in highschool.

"Teahyung! Are you really leaving us??" My best friend, Hyunshik whined.

"Yeah! I can't believe you are leaving in 2 months" Chul started complaining too.

"Sorry guys" I put my arms around their shoulder "gonna chase my dreams" I showed them my signature smile.

"Well fuck you>< What will happen to us??" Chul furrowed his eyebrows.

"You will stay here, and watch over my babysister" I smiled again.

"Not complaining" Hyunshik tried his luck again, but that earned him another elbowing in the side, but this time from Chul. I just chuckled at their behaviour while I saw Jinsoo talking to his friends about something, then glancing to my sister for a few seconds. Again, I didn't think much about it and hurried to class.

Lunch time came, and my sister showed up with her two friends Mina and Yuna. They were really happy, squeling loudly while they sat down to our table.

"What happened? Why the sudden hype?" I asked chuckling.

"Guess what? Jinsoo said he needs to talk to me after school" [Name] beamed happily.

"WHAT??!" My jaw dropped.

"I know right?! [Name]-ah, are you ready for this??" Yuna asked smiling happily.

"Nooo>< I don't think so" [Name] covered her face with her palms.

"Hold up. Slowly! What happened exactly??" I was still shocked, and that's when I first started feeling quite uneasy about this whole situation.

"Okay, let's stop the fangirling XD" [Name] finally looked up to me "He walked up to my locker, looked down at me and asked me if I could meet him after school, because he wants to ask me something" She elaborated smiling endlessly and I could see her slight blush.

"Don't tell me you said yes!"

"Okay😶 Then I won't tell you" She laughed it off.

"But [Name]-ah!! You are my baby sister T^T I'm not letting you in any guy's hands!" I groaned and whined cutely.

She just laughed "First of all, we are twins, so I'm not younger than you..."

I interrupted her "Yes you are, I was faster with 5 seconds ;)"

"Second of all, I can take care of myself Taehyungie! I will be careful, okay? I promise" She continued without reacting to my comment.

"What's the point in disagreeing? You will go to see him anyway, right?" I rolled my eyes.

"Yepp. Glad we are on the same page then" She chuckled cutely and we all finished our lunch.

I went home after school, this time without [Name]. I saw my dad on the couch. He's been drinking a lot lately...Since mom passed away. He is constantly calling her name out. To be honest, [Name] and I couldn't digest it completely. And we never will. It's almost 6 months since the car accident that took mom away from us happened, and we tried to move on together. Helping each other out in every situation, every breakdown. We tried to talk to dad too, but he seems to find his peace in alcohol. We didn't really observe his addiction, because he seemed happy, but one day, [Name] asked dad about the smell that covers his clothes and he slapped her, cursing and swearing at his dear daughter. When he realised what he did, after [Name] started crying and I rushed down to help her, dad started crying too. He curled up in a ball and cried several hours. We were near him even then. But since that day [Name] is afraid of dad going berserk again, so she discusses everything with me, telling me every bit of her feelings and fears. Before mom was the one who always helped her in darker, sadder days. I want to be there for my sister, so she won't be left alone. But I'm leaving in 2 months and she doesn't even know about that. I haven't had the heart to tell her yet.

I greeted dad, and hurried upstairs to my room, which was right cross [Name]'s. After approx half an hour, I heard the door being opened then closed, and hurried footsteps coming upstairs. She immediately busted in my room, her delicate features forming a huge grin.

"TAEHYUNG-AHH! JINSOO ASKED ME OUT" She screamed from happiness.

"No waaaaay T^T Why???!" I whined again.

"Hey>< Don't be like that please! I really like him, this is a good thing!" She hit me in the chest playfully and sat down near me on the bed.

"Okay, but you know how I am! Overprotective over my babysis' ^^ Now tell me everything" I defended myself, then turned my attention to what she was about to say.

"He told me that he's been eyeing me for a long time, 'stalking' me because I seemed like an interesting girl. And the more he got to know about me, the deeper his love became." She blushed like a tomato. "He said he couldn't resist anymore, and he felt the need to ask me this important question. And then he asked me to be his girlfriend" She let herself fall on my bed, sighing happily.

"And what did you tell him??" Although something about this speech seemed off to me, I didn't press it. I didn't see her this happy, since a really long time. I wouldn't want to ruin it.

"I said that he is a good stalker, cuz I didn't even notice him XD He said he saw me at every basketball game, cheering for the team" She sat up again. "Which is really accurate because there wasn't a match that I didn't attend. You know I LOVE basketball. Him being the captain was just a huge bonus"

I sighed "So....My babysis has a boyfriend now?? T^T I have to share her with another man??!"

She blushed a bit and hit me again "Yaah! Don't act like I'm moving away and getting married or something. I will always be here for you, as your sister. NO boy can change that" she smiled to me.

"Awwwwww *-*" I hugged her tightly.

"But you should step up your game TaeTae :P  I don't see any girl being head over heels for you. Are you gonna stay single for the rest of your high school years?" She laughed after we parted away. "I love you and all, but I won't let you hang out with me and my husband for eternityXD"

"YAAAH!!! Hajimaaa>< For your information there are plenty girls who would love being with me😤 I'm fine being single for now anyway! Plus, I don't have anyone to drool after, like SOMEONE" I teased her.

"Drool?? Oh please! I just..umn.. have a tiny little crush on him" She defended herself ineffectively.

"Yeah, right, suuure" I started ruffling her hair, while she complained. We fell both on my bed 'fighting' with each other.

I believe in her. I know she can take care of herself, but since mom passed away she is more sensible and emotional. I don't want anyone to hurt her in any way, that's why I am concerned about this whole thing. But I don't want to take away her happiness. That's why I can't tell her, I'm leaving to become an idol in Seoul. That's also why I don't want a girlfriend right now. I can't start a relationship with someone and then tell her I'm leaving 2 moths later. Plus I don't think I could maintain a distance relationship during my trainee years. I need to concentrate on doing my best, and debuting as fast as I can.

Few weeks passed....

Hey everyone ^^
Officially, I'm the laziest and slowest writerXd I am so sorry you had to wait for this chapter for so long. Truth is, I still have to think about the flow of the story and what will I put in it. But I'm on the right track.. I think😅 You tell meXD The next chapter will continue with your past in Taehyung's perspective but we all know he doesn't know EVERYTHING about it😉
Did I make the change in the personality obvious enough? ^^ Pls tell me in the comments your opinion. Love you😘
Bye-bye :*