Jes:
Pez

Jes:
You comin home soon

Pez:
Why would you care

Jes:
Cause i do

Pez:
Well no

Pez:
Later im having dinner with my parents

Pez:
They finally came to visit

Jes:
Oh okay

I turned my phone off. Well, there goes the plan of talking to Perrie today. Suddenly a tear dripped down my face. I don't even know why. I'm so fucked up. I'm head over heels inlove with the girl who already has everything she needs. And I'm not part of it. It tears me into pieces when I see her happy with him. Maybe it's for the better though. She has a hot, popular boyfriend. She would never want a fat and ugly loser like me. She's beautiful and thin. Why would she want me. I cried in my room for hours.

Suddenly I heard our dorm room swing open. And I hear violent kissing. It was Gigi with yet another boy. I calmed down and sat in my room in silence. I didn't wanna interupt them. Then soon I heard them entering her room. Then I went into the kitchen to get a drink. Soon I heard loud moans. It was so distracting. I couldn't do anything.

"Aaaaaah! Alex fuck meeee!" I heard Gigi groan in pleasure. Was she having sex with Perrie's boyfriend? My instinct told me to film. But I didn't literally film them fucking. I just filmed the closed door so that uf they say each other's names again I have evidence that they actually were fucking. "S-So Aaaaalexx. Ah! Who h-ha-has a better pusssyyy! Me or th-that bitch Perrie." She asked, her voice full of pleasure.

"You babyyy. S-she can't eeeven c-compareee. We only h-had sex once and aaaaaahh yeah! And sh-she was dissaaapointing. B-but with yyouuu I-I can fuck all da-day and night." Alex groaned in pleasure. I stopped recording after that. That was enough for Perrie to believe me. Soon Alex shouted he's close so I quickly went to my room and lyrics started pouring out onto a piece of paper. Soon I heard Alex leave and Gigi knocked on my door.

"Stay the fuck out! Do you think I don't know that's Perrie's boyfriend!? I was here the whole time and you were very loud!" I shouted. Soon my door swung open violently.

"If you fucking say a word to her, you're dead." She threatened me.

"Well, you know I'm gonna tell her." I said.

"Fine. Like she's gonna believe you. We all know you wanna take them apart for a long time now and plus, you don't have any evidence. She'll definitely side with Alex on this. And you'll end up as the liar. Like always. Fucking loser." She said and I rolled my eyes.

"And I thought you fucking changed. But I guess who is always a bitch, stays a bitch." I said, she flipped me off and exited my room, making sure she slammed the door on her way out. I rolled my eyes and pulled my phone out.

Jes:
We have a situation

Leigh:
What is it

Jes:
Gigi just got fucked by alex

Leigh:
Perries alex

Jes:
Yea

Jes:
But i have a video

Leigh:
Ew jes

Jes:
Not like that

Jes:
I filmed the door

Jes:
It was closed

Jes:
But they were talking about perrie

Jes:
And gigi asked whos pussy is better

Jes:
And alex said that gigi had a way better pussy

Leigh:
Omg

Leigh:
Now we see that he did wanna cheat on her

Jes:
Yea

Jes:
Perries having dinner with her parents

Jes:
But ill show her the video when she comes back

Jes:
Or tomorrow

Jes:
Idk yet

Leigh:
Do it asap

Jes:
Will do

I put the phone in my pocket and groaned in frustration. If she doesn't believe me and stays with him after that I swear I'm gonna kill her. Soon I continued writing the song and I wrote it in about two hours. That was the fastest I've ever written a song.
(The song Jesy wrote right below)

The name sparked quickly. 'If I get my way'. I was just so fed up of being just the shoulder she cries on and the one that she can lean on when she needs something. I just want her to see that I want her. I want her to at least let me try to get my way. I'd take better care of her than Alex could ever in his life. Because I do care about her. And he doesn't. He just dated her because, I don't even know why. To get a distraction? To have someone to fuck? But when he realized she ain't in a relationship just for sex, he gave up. He fucked around. He was a bastard. And he still is. If she stays with him after this I don't even know why. What does she see in him. What does he have and I don't? Except for a dick. I just can't wait to tell her so that she finally sees who she's been with for the past eight, almost nine, months.