Nuri's POV:

~Get some rest!~

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As I woke up the next day, I saw and felt the warm sunlight on my face.
A short stinging pain went through my eyes before they fully adjusted to the light.

I took a deep breathe trying to build up the motivation to stand up and start a new day.

But I felt....

Nothing.

No sign of motivation or any feelings at all. I felt just as empty as yesterday.

I still couldn't.....I...
Why did....why did I do that again? Why...

Before I knew it hot tears were running down my face.
Yet I didn't panic this time, I just cried while regretting not calling Senja yesterday as soon as I noticed I couldn't calm myself.

I sighed loudly trying to focus on anything.

My biggest problem right now was that I couldn't think straight anymore.
I couldn't even concentrate after I somehow managed to get myself out of bed.

I put the toothpaste on the wrong side of my brush, fell over a chair and somehow managed to destroy my favorite vase.

After I cleaned the mess, I decided that a little distraction would be good for me right now.
So I packed my bag with some baggy clothes and jogged to the dance studio.

As I arrived there and I walked in, I saw that there were quite a few people, so I smiled politely before asking Alex if a room was free.

To my surprise every room besides one was full, so I hurried inside.
I warmed up like the last time and started to dance to the song
"Lovely" by Billie Eilish.

But it was some sort of mash-up with a stronger beat.
After Lovely I started to slowly get some sort of flow and continued with a few happier songs.

I danced for a few hours, completely forgetting about the time.

As I felt that I had no energy left and could barely lift my arms anymore, I left the studio at 5pm.

On my way back I came across a grocery store and went in since I ran out of eggs two days ago.

And since I was already there I also bought some Ice cream; mint chocolate, cookie dough, brownie....

I quickly payed for my things before finally going home. I hurried a little because of the ice cream. I put them into the freezer and the rest of the things to their places.

I walked into the bathroom afterwards to take a shower.

But no matter what I did, how long I have danced for, I just couldn't get Jungkook out of my head.

I knew what I had to do to finally have some sort of peace in my head.
But confronting him about this entire thing could ruin whatever we were building up.

But ignoring it was even worse than that.

So after getting dressed again I decide to text him.

Jeon....Jungkook....

Cutie💜:
Hey, I don't want to annoy
you or anything, but...
Umm...Idk how to not
make this akward.

Cutie💜:
Sorry if it is.
I tried to ignore all the
hints you gave, I don't know
if I just wanted to deny
reality or anything

Cutie💜:
But it's too obvious
and I'm too scared of the
consequences if I ignore
all of the hints any longer

Cutie💜:
I know that you are
Jungkook from BTS

Kookie💓:
......How did you find
out?

Cutie💜:
My best friend told
me that you needed a new
number, because Army
found out what your
old number was.

Cutie💜:
If I'm honest I kinda
hoped you'd deny that

Kookie💓:
Yeah, they did link it.
Will you link my
number too....?

Cutie💜:
I would never link
your number.

Kookie💓:
Really?

Cutie💜:
Yes, because I wouldn't
do such a thing

Cutie💜:
For some reasons I still
think you might just be a
fan, who wants to prank
some people and who
isn't the real Jungkook.

Kookie💓:
You don't believe
me?

Cutie💜:
Well I came up with this
"theory" and honestly
everyone could say that

Kookie💗:

Cutie💜:
You-
Wow.

Kookie💓:
Do you believe
me now?

Cutie💜:
Of course
But I somehow wish
you were an ordinary person

Kookie💓:
Will you stop texting me?

Cutie💜:
I honestly don't know
I don't want to risk
my privacy or my life
in general

Kookie💓:
People don't have to
find out about us!
We're just random people
texting one another

Cutie💜:
I mean I really enjoy texting
with you, but I'm just scared

Kookie💓:
I understand why and
no matter what you'll do,
I'll respect your decision

Cutie💜:
Gosh why are you so
respectful?

Cutie💜:
I want to keep texting with
you, it's worth the risk
And btw boy you're handsome

Kookie💓:
Thank you ;)

Cutie💜:

My new wallpaper

Kookie💓:
Really?

Cutie💜:
Yeah
I needed a new
one anyway

Cutie💜:
But wait a sec...

Cutie💜:
Why are you still up?
It's 17:30 in London, so it
must be 1:30 in Korea!

Kookie💓:
Oh, um.
I couldn't really sleep
and I had some extra
practice...

Cutie💜:
You need some rest
go to sleep!!!!

Kookie💓:
But I'm not really
tired and we're texting!

Cutie💜:
GO TO SLEEP!
And don't forget to
stay hydrated

Kookie💓:
....

Cutie💜:
Oh my lord.💀
JUNGKOOK YOU WILL
DRINK AND EAT SOMETHING
NOW AND THEN GO TO SLEEP!
OR I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL
TEXT JUN

Kookie💓:
You probably mean Jin-hyung
And you don't even have
his number 😂

Cutie💜:
........
Please?

Kookie💓:
It's cute that you
care about me, tho.
I didn't think you would
care so much about me

Cutie💜:
Surprise🤡

Kookie💓:

Thank you

Cutie💜:
For what?

Kookie💓:
For deciding to continue
texting me and for
caring so much
I will go to sleep, promise.

Cutie💜:
You're very welcome
Good night, Kookie
Get some rest

Kookie💓:
Good night, Nuri.

Kookie💓 is offline

~☆~