A/N: Merry Christmas everyone! I am back with another chapter of Let Me Fall. Also if you can please check out my other stories. I will update more when I can, although since it's Christmas, I'll be spending time with my daughter.

Disclaimer: I do not own Glee, characters, or song lyrics.

Song: Stay by Sugarland

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Blaine and Rachel had left the auditorium, arm in arm, after their impromptu"rehearsal". Little did they that someone was watching them.........Sam. 'I knew those two had feelings for each other. If only they weren't so damn stubborn,' he thought, smirking as he left the balcony of the Auditorium.

Meanwhile Blaine and Rachel were walking back to their lockers to get their belongings and head home. Blaine held Rachel's hand, and when they each reached their locker they would shyly glance at the other. Blaine looked around to make sure no one was watching before he would blow her a kiss. Rachel would blush then blow a kiss back. For just a moment, everything felt right. Rachel felt like an actual couple with Blaine until...yep you guessed it...Kurt.

Kurt:Blaine! Where have you been?! I've been looking for you !

Blaine stole a quick glance at Rachel, who looked away.

Blaine: Um, Kurt, I've been right here getting my bag and then head home.

Kurt: Want to come over my house later? I feel lil its been ages. If I didn't know you so well I would think that you had someone else.

Blaine: What? Now why would I do that? That's just crazy talk. You know I am with you, Kurt. I, *although looking at Rachel*, love you. Yep I love you. Now let's head over to your place.

Kurt kissed Blaine, linked his arm through Blaine's, and walked by Rachel.

Kurt: We will see you tomorrow, Rach. Love you Diva.

Rachel: Klaine! Love you both too!

Kurt whispered to Blaine: That's really sad & pathetic. We really need to find Rachel someone. Too depressing to be alone.

Blaine: I don't think it's our place to interfere.

Kurt: You're right. I don't think anyone could put up with her obsessive personality and horrible fashion.

Blaine: Really Kurt? You're supposed to be Rachel's best friend, yet you tear her down as much as Quinn and Santana. Yet she always has YOUR back?

Kurt: Geez when did you become President of the Rachel Berry fan club? You're MY boyfriend remember?!

Blaine: I'm just saying and now is not the place or time.

Kurt: I'm going to overlook this little mental breakdown of yours. Let's just go to my house.

Blaine: Of course, Kurt. Love you.

Rachel watched the pair leave as she walked to her car.

It hurt so much watching Blaine and Kurt together. One minute she was in the Auditorium dancing with Blaine falling more in love.She felt a pang of hurt and jealousy when she saw the two kiss. Everyone accuses Rachel of getting everything when in fact she ends up with nothing. She's always cheated on and left behind as if she never mattered. Yes she messed up with Finn by making out with Puck. She made a big mistake yet Finn was helping Quinn cheat on Sam. Plus lied about him & Santana. It felt like Cupid kept shooting the arrow at her like a cruel joke. She was falling in love with Blaine Devon Anderson yet there was nothing she could do. He was taken by Kurt, and Kurt would never forgive either of them. Girls like Rachel never get chosen, she reminded herself.

She was almost to her car, when she heard footsteps behind her.

Sam:Hi Rachel.

Rachel: Hi Samuel.

Sam: Just "Sam" remember?

Rachel: *smiled * Yes Sam.

Sam: Look, I don't mean to pry but you look upset. You okay?

Rachel: I am okay, my life is just one big boring complication. Loving someone I can't be with. I should be used to it, I guess. Guys aren't exactly beating my door down to date me.

Sam: Don't put yourself down, you're awesome, Rachel. Don't settle for less than what you're worth.

Rachel: Why are you so nice to me? You barely acknowledged me when you dated Quinn or Santana.

Sam: Wasn't allowed to, plus I was young, dumb, and stupid. And I regret that. Finn was an idiot to let you go. And Blaine...I know he loves you. He's just blinded by Kurt. Give it time, and I meant to be it will happen. If not, just know there are plenty of good available guys waiting in the wings. I've got to head home, but I am always here for you, Rae. * kissing Rachel's cheek and a wink*

Rachel * *stunned and cheek turning pink* Thank you Sam, see you soon.

Rachel watched Sam walk towards his truck as Rachel got into hers. Sam waved and his car passed hers. Rachel felt a little better, although her heart still was attached to Blaine. Sigh. Rachel finally left McKinley and was finally home 10 minutes later. She got out of her car, making her way to her door when she spots Blaine sitting on her doorstep.

Blaine: I was wondering when you would get home. Where have you been?

Rachel: I was talking to Sam, and why are you here? I thought you were with Kurt?

Blaine: Oh well I told him I had to go to my house because I forgot something.

Rachel: What did you forget?

Rachel was opening her door, when Blaine eagerly rushed her inside.

Rachel: Blaine what the?

Blaine crashed his lips with Rachel's.Rachel knew she should push him away. That she can't keep letting Blaine do thus. Thinking that his kisses and him showing how much he wanted her really changed their situation. But, the minute his lips touched hers, she found herself giving in and being led to the living area and pushed back onto the sofa.

Rachel moaned as Blaine's lips traveled down to her neck, leaving a mark as he kissed and sucked on her neck. "Blaine," she softly moaned. "Tell me what you want, Rae," Blaine whispered in her ear, as he reached down to rub her thighs, working his way to where he found her wet. "You're dripping wet, baby."

Rachel: I want you Blaine. I need you now.

Blaine: Your wish is my command * he laid on top of her and made love to Rachel on her sofa.

An hour later, Rachel stirred into Blaine's arms. "Blaine?"

Blaine: Mmm? *kissing her neck *

Rachel: Do you really love mr?

Blaine: Yes...I do.

Rachel: I love you too.

Blaine: Round 2?

Rachel: Mmmm yes please.

Just as Blaine was about to kiss her, his phone went off. It was Kurt texting him.

Blaine: Damn, it's Kurt. I am supposed to hurry back to his house. I don't want to leave but you know....

Rachel: Maybe you should leave, Blaine. Maybe we need time to figure out what we are because as much as I love you, he will always come first.

Blaine: I'm sorry baby, I know I'm being unfair by I refuse to lose you. I just need time to figure out what to do.

Rachel: I know you love me, but if I comes down to having to compete and share then how can you say you honestly live me.

Blaine: We will talk later and I really have to go. *kisses Rachel again before dressing and then running out the door.

Rachel sat on sofa holding back tears, and thought "There he goes again".

Rachel walked to her room and went to take a shower. She was glad that she was home alone. Rachel stood under the running water in the shower and just sobbed. Her heart breaking into million of pieces as she remembered every kiss and every touch. Blaine's beautiful eyes.

 (Rachel)
 

I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall
 And I've been laying here praying, praying he won't call
 It's just another call from home
 And you'll get it and be gone and I'll be crying

 And I'll be begging you, baby, beg you not to leave
 But I'll be left here waiting with my heart on my sleeve
 Oh, for the next time we'll be here
 Seems like a million years and I think I'm dying
 What do I have to do to make you see he can't love you like me?

 Why don't you stay? I'm down on my knees
 I'm so tired of being lonely, don't I give you what you need?
 When he calls you to go, there is one thing you should know
 We don't have to live this way, baby, why don't you stay? Yeah

 You keep telling me, baby there will come a time
 When you will leave his arms and forever be in mine
 But I don't think that's the truth
 And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting
 It's too much pain to have to bear to love a man you have to share

 Why don't you stay? I'm down on my knees
 I'm so tired of being lonely, don't I give you what you need?
 When he calls you to go, there is one thing you should know
 We don't have to live this way, baby, why don't you stay?

 I can't take it any longer but my will is getting stronger
 And I think I know just what I have to do
 I can't waste another minute after all that I've put in it
 I've given you my best, why does he get the best of you?
 So next time you find you wanna leave her bed for mine

 Why don't you stay? I'm up off my knees
 I'm so tired of being lonely, you can't give me what I need
 When he begs you not to go, there is one thing you should know
 I don't have to live this way, baby, why don't you stay? Yeah, oh

As Rachel continued to sob as she finished the last verse, she wished exactly that, she wished Blaine could stay and be with her. But, Rachel knew this situation is messed up. She cant stop living her life while Blaine lived his with Kurt. As Rachel left her shower, she put a towel on and noticed two texts on her phone.

Text #1 from Blaine: I love you Rachel. Don't forget that. We will make it somehow. Xoxo Blaine.

Text #2 from.....Sam: Hey Rae, listen wanted to know if you want to watch a movie and dinner later?

Rachel smiled as she read Sam's text, by ignored Blaine's. At least for now.

Rachel replied to Sam: I'd love to. Xoxo Rae..

Blaine may get mad, by right now she's single and needs to live her life for her.

Meanwhile Blaine is at Kurt's house, watching a movie with Kurt and Finn by his mind isn't on the movie or Kurt. Blaine was missing Rachel....

Blaine: Kurt, I'll be back. My mom just called my phone. I have to return it.

Kurt: Oh that's fine. I'll be right here. *kisses Blaine *

Blaine gets up to go outside to make a call. But he doesn't call home, but Rachel. He gets her voicemail.

He decides to leave a voice message for her.

(Blaine)

 
 
  Guess mine is not the first heart broken
 My eyes are not the first to cry
 I'm not the first to know
 There's just no getting over you

 You know I'm just a fool who's willing
 To sit around and wait for you
 But, baby, can't you see
 There's nothing else for me to do?
 I'm hopelessly devoted to you

 But now there's nowhere to hide
 Since you pushed my love aside
 I'm out of my head
 Hopelessly devoted to you
 Hopelessly devoted to you
 Hopelessly devoted to you

 My head is saying, "Fool, forget him."
 My heart is saying, "Don't let go.
 Hold on till the end."
 And that's what I intend to do
 I'm hopelessly devoted to you

 But now there's nowhere to hide
 Since you pushed my love aside
 I'm out of my head
 Hopelessly devoted to you
 Hopelessly devoted to you
 Hopelessly devoted to you

Blaine: I love you Rachel. I'm not giving up on us, please don't give up on me.

Blaine hung up, and was quiet when returning to sit next to Blaine.

Kurt snuggled with Blaine. " Did you make your call?"

Blaine: Yea I did, just my mom reminding me to go to grocery store later.

Kurt: Oh okay well glad you're here.

Blaine: *fake smiles* yeah me too.

Although secretly the person he wished he was with was Rachel Berry...

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A/N: Happy Holidays everyone! I'll try to update when I can. I'm currently opening presents with my two year old daughter who is completely Sofia this Christmas lol. I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Read & Review.