I came back rom the lair yesterday, it just made everything worse. I missed them badly, but now, i dont think i cant handle this pain.

He must miss me too, but i wont go back, if i do, i would hurt him more, i cant be happy, and when he saw me depressed, he could barely smile, and when he did, it was just for me.

I wanna see him, but i cant. I dont wanna hurt him more, if i dont show up for some month, then he would forget me easier.

He would be alright, but, i dont think im gonna be okay too.