I havta write this down i havta tell this to someone or im goin to get crazy its awful..

When i fell asleep i woke up to hear someone walkin in my room.. i wanted to sit up but all of sudden someone jumped on me..

That fuckin asshole jumped on me..

"Leo!! Go away!!" I yelled/whispered and he smirked.

"I have a deal for you.. you give yarself to me and i leave the others alone.." he said, already knowin that i would do anythin to keep my little brothers safe.. and only with Leo stayin away from them can this happen..
I nodded ashamed and he smirked more..

I.. im not sure if i want to write down the details but.. the shorter version is.. that.. he raped me.. and.. it happened in the most painful way..

Now he left and its early in the mornin.. the sun is shinin weakly.. i still couldnt get out of bad.. it.. hurts so much.. but.. if like this the others are safe then.. it worthed it..