Today was.. huh.. lets start with morning..

I woke up tiredly and looked down.. i saw my unwrapped wrist. Yes i cut yesterday. I needed it.. i.. im sorry..

I was at the store, searching for some food. Yeah, i was pretty hungry. I havent eat for days. Ya must think its impossible but.. its not..

I still have a terrible headache, and i will..

When i got back home, i saw the worst thing i could ever see. I opened my doors, to find Leo and Donnie.. kissing..

'Why..? Donnie.. loved me.. and.. Whats up with Mikey..?!' I thought as they separated. Leo smiled nervously and Don never lifted his head up.. staring blankly at the floor.

I felt tears in my eyes.. i couldnt breath normally, i hyperventillated and soon enough, i felt Leos hands on me.

"Im sorry that i havent told yoi earlier, but we searched for you, and now.. yo saw us.. well.. we are dating, Raph.." i could barely look in his eyes. He looked deeply in mine and i felt like im gonna burst out in tears.

I searched for any sign from Donnie.. but.. he never moved..

"And.. Mikey..?" I said, as my little brother came in my mind. Leo looked at me suspociously.

"He is at home" Donnie said and sniffled a bit.

"And.. he is okay with it..?" I asked and Leos earlier smile faded. I looked at him with anger.

"Leo. I saw ya were kissing him. How could yoj say this after that?!" I asked and i was rather angry than sad. I saw Donnie trembling and Leo gave an angry look too.

"First. Yar gone for days, and ya act like yar my boss?! Shut up!!" He said and i widened my eyes. I felt terrified from his tone.

"And, i dated with Mikey but we broke up. Anyway. Its none of yar business." He said and i lovered my head.

I took a last look at Donnie, and saw him with an emotionless face.

"Im goin home.. i havta see Mikey.." i said and headed out of the place.

As i arrived.. i saw..