Hi.. im alone.. completely alone.. i didnt heard her today, and i talked to no one so i think, im alone.

I layed on my new bed, thinking.

About Donnie.. he probably searching for me. I.. i know i was rude for not telling for him, but it will be easier for him to let me go.

He need someone better than me..

Btv, i found a storage near to my place, so i could get some food from there.. not like.. im gonna eat it..

I brought a a picture of Spike with me too. I watched it with glossy eyes.. I miss him so bad..