I can't believe that Christmas is so close. For a couple of days actually. My birthday is too. Its been a month since I'm in a relationship. Things between Jungkook and me are great but situation in my family is worse than before. Dad almost killed my mom but he left again. Mom was at the hospital for a while but now she is fine and she is still living with my aunt. Whenever I would call her,she wouldn't answer or call me back and then my aunt would send a text message that she's okay. Those problems and constant worrying caused more panic attacks and my depression returned. No one had a clue about my health and personal problems except Eryet. I guess Namjoon knows bout my family problems but I didn't teel him bout depression and panic attacks. I don't want him to worry. Jungkook didn't know from the same reason.

*Morning*
Its 5:00 am and I woke up but that wasn't without the reason. I felt the strong headache,it was hard to breathe and the room felt somehow cold. It was winter n the heating was turned on but I couldn't feel it honestly.

As my hands were shaking,It was hard to get up to take the phone but I managed to do it somehow. First thing that was on my mind was that I should call Eryet and I did that. She didn't pick up when I called for the first time but after a couple of minutes she called me:
"Okay,wait...are you insane?"

"Sorry...I know you were sleeping.."

"(Y/n) its 5:10..what happened?"

" I feel sick. ..I have a strong headache..and..and I'm barely breathing..plus that...Its cold in here.. "
My voice was cracking as I was shaking.

"Oh..what did you eat last nigh?"

"I...I can't remember..."
Its true. I couldn't remember but I'm sure its not because of the food. There could be many other things.

"Ugh..you should ask Jungkook how is he."

"Why him?"
What a confusion,god..

"You were out with him last nigh,remember?"

Well shit. I don't remember..that's the problem.

"What are you talking about Eryet?"

"(Y/n) you are not okay. I'll be there for 10 minutes. Unlock the door."

Then she hang up.
When I was waiting for her to come I had such a bad panic attack that cause me stronger headache but feeling of  dizziness was there too.

After 15 minutes a red big car was parked in front of my house. I knew it was her. She hurried and entered the room like a tornado:
"Are you okay?"

"Do I look like I'm okay?"

Then she walked closer to bed and turned on the little lamp that was placed on desk next to me.
When her eyes looked at my face she didn't move and she was standing there frozen.
We were looking at each other with confused faces until her voice broke the silence between us:
"Blood? You are bleeding!"
Now she scared me even more."What??"

"Yea your nose is bleeding. Here,wipe it and lay down. We don't want to panic."

I listened to her and did just like she said.
The moment she saw I'm shaking we measured my temperature.
"I could expect this."
Eryet finally started talking.
"39.5 degrees. Its a high temperature (y/n). You should go to the doctor."

"No...I will be fine.." That's all what she heard from me. Before I fell asleep.

After a while some noises in the background were waking me up. As my eyes were slowly opening I could saw someone standing in front of my bed. At first I had no idea who is that but trough some time I realized this voice was familiar to me. And I know why. It was Jungkook's voice. Still sleepy and dizzy,with the strong headache, I managed to rose my head and say his name:
"Jungkook?"
He immediately turned his head in my direction and came closer to bed. He sat next to me and put his hand on my forehead.
"(Y/n),honey,you're burning up!"

"She needs to go to the doctors!" Eryet said.

Yoongi agreed to that: "Kook she's right."

Jungkook immediately realized that Yoongi and Eryet were right.
"(Y/n) please get up. We need to go to the doctors."
Jungkook told me as he tried to wake me up.
After I heard his words I got up slowly,he helped me and I was soon in a sitting position.
"I don't want to go to the doctor. I will be fine."- I spoke as I rubbed my eyes.

Eryet: "Well your temperature is still high and we are scared because it could be even higher. "

"Thanks but I'm okay...." Even tho it was obvious I wasn't okay,I didn't want to go to the doctor so I just laid down.
Its true they were not delighted with my choice,especially Jungkook but they couldn't do anything I guess.

I was half asleep and half awake while they were arguing what will they do with me. Then Yoongi and Eryet left the room. Only Jungkook stayed.
Nervousness took over him and he looked confused. Then he approached the bed and sat on the chair that was next to it.
"Here,drink this."
He handed me a cup of tea. I was slowly rising my head but he held me and helped me to get up.
All I could see was concern in his eyes.
"Jungkook?..Why did you come? I know you are busy and..."
"What are you talking about? Baby you are my only priority now. Your health is important to me."
He spoke to me as he was slowly taking the cup that was in my hands and then he smiled.
"So please. Let's go to the doctor. Its all for your good." He kept talking.-"Its almost 9am. We can't just sit here and expect things will get better by themselves."
I heard every single word that came from his mouth but I was still looking down at my hands.
Soon, I felt how his hand is lifting my chin up:"Come on princess!"
As soon as he said that I gave him insecure smile and agreed. His strong arms took me into big bear hug. It was so comfortable that I could actually fall asleep.

The only thing I was afraid of was visiting the doctor. Especially with Jungkook. And that just happened. We are going there. I don't want him to know that he won't have a girlfriend anymore.

Hey guys!! Long time no see😂😊
I'm so sorry for leaving but now I'm back!(I know no one will read this lol)
Please don't be mad at me because I stopped writing. I had some kind of problems and I honestly couldn't write this story anymore. I was out of inspiration.
But I missed it so I will keep on updating if u will keep reading. I'm full of motivation now😂🤘.
This chapter sucks but don't worry. I'm warming up rn. The next one will be better(Like always 😂)
Love ya'll,hope u didn't forget me❤