As I drove Eryet to her home I went to the cafe because I wanted to be alone for a moment. I sat down and ordered a drink.

I was thinking about my life in New York and about my life in South Korea. There were a lot of difference between. I actually never had such a peaceful life in NY like here.

My mum and dad used to fight all the time. I could go on a college there but then I would have to listen their yelling and fighting all day long. My dad is crazy and he is nuts. He drinks a lot and he isn't at home at all. It is weird they are still together. I thought she would left him but she can't because she love him.

I just needed to get some rest from that awful things. Its true...it was hard to left her alone with him. He could literally kill her,but she said I need to move from there. She wanted me to be good. All she wants is better life for me. I would never like to have such a husband like my dad is. I would rather die than have that kind of family.

Yeah...my family is not a family anymore. My dad is not my dad anymore. I couldn't wait to turn 19. Now I live here by myself. Its good. But I am scared for the mum. What if something bad happened to her?? I could remember how bad things were happening to me when I was 15... He slapped my face so many times..he locked me up on the attic and I've been there for long time....he knows how to beat me down properly...my face was covered with blood sometimes and my legs were hurting like hell when he took the belt and started to hit me..It was like a nightmare.

My thoughts were break in a second.

"Here is your coffee madam."

I was almost crying but the woman who brought me the coffee broke my thoughts. I thanked and pay.

After I drank my coffee I left the coffee shop and started walking towards my car.

I get into a car and started driving home. It was already 6:00 pm and it was dark. On the road were practically two cars...

While I was driving I just remembered how awful things I survived at home and one tear escaped from my eye. So many thoughts were in my head and I completely forgot I was driving. Mind blow again. I suddenly accelerated without thinking. High speed was the best solution for stress right now.

As I was driving through the night and empty road I really had no limit.
Driving and crying...out of my mind... Suddenly.....someone were crossing the road..I was driving so fast that I actually started panicking.

"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!"
I was yelling in the car when I was trying to slow down.

"What now?? Slow down (y/n)!!"
I was mumbling to myself while I was stopping the car. I pressed the brake and car stopped. The guy who were in front of it just stood there in shock. He wasn't even touched by the car. He was lucky.

I was in shock and I immediately ran out of car to him.

"Hey! I am so sorry!!!!"  I started panicking again when I put hand on his shoulders and I came behind his back. He were much taller than me. I was shaking like crazy.

"Are ...you okay??" I hopefully managed to say that even tho I was awfully scared.

I put my hand down and looked into my shoes...embarrassed again...He was wearing black tight jeans,white oversized hoodie,black jacket and brown timberlands.

As he was slowly turning on this side he mumbled something to himself like :"Ughh...I should've stay with the guys.." It was something like that but I couldn't hear it properly.

When he finally turned his face to me I didn't looked at him because I was totally ashamed. I just started talking...

"Sorry! I am so sorry! I am so stupid! Oh God I hope you are fine..Sorry"

He putted his hand on the back of his neck and he started pretending like I am going on his nerves right now. I totally understand that but I was truly sorry for what I did.

Its time to look up (y/n)!! Come on..
Maybe he is not mad...Just apologize one more time and talk to him. Everything will be better. It is your fault but you can still fix it.

After a couple seconds of thinking I decided to raise my head. I didn't think this will happen but in the same time when I wanted to say:"Sorry" again,we rose our heads...

Oh my God...The bunny boy?(I really need to do this haha...its cute XD)
What the...how did he..why am I...Oh my God...

We were looking into each others eyes until I didn't broke that awkward silence and started to apologizing again.

"Oh...I am so sorry!"

He just looked away and I saw a smile in the corner of his lips.
That was the same smile when he gave me the money this afternoon.

"Umm...Its okay. I guess."

He finally started talking...but he didn't looked at me when he was saying that.

"No its not..Sorry..What can I do to fix this?? Please don't call the cops..."

Shaking like crazy I was probably  looking like some weirdo to him.

He took a deep breath and my heart skipped a bit.

What will he say? He will surely call the cops...Its okay..I would do that too. Go ahead mr. Everything is fine. I am okay with that.

As I was mentally preparing for the  cops he looked at me one more time.

"Don't worry. I won't call the cops..."

What?? He don't want to call the cops??He will let me go home just like that??

"But there is something you can do for me to apologize.."

Of course. How stupid can I be? Of course he wouldn't let me go home just like that and of course I will need to do something for him.

"Yes..no problem."
I murmured quietly.

"Let's go to eat something. You are paying."

"Oh okay..Let's go.."

Okay..I am going somewhere with a total stranger. It could be fun. At least he will not call the cops.

We was driving with me to the McDonalds.

It was fun and we have a lot of things in comment (we are watching anime).
I even gave him my number and we stayed there until 11:00 pm. He said we can stay in contact and be friends. Its awkward because I know him a couple of hours...

*At home*

I hurried up and went to the bathroom. I took a shower and put my pajama on.
I was so tired and this day was so cool.

As soon as I laid on my bed I fall asleep....but phone rang so loudly.

"Oh my..I forgot to turn it off again.."

I picked up.

"Hello."

"(y/n)...(y/n)..."

"What?? Mum is that you?? What happened?"

"I will  divorce from your father.....I can't take it anymore.. "

She was crying so hard. I was in a total shock. I thought things would be better if I move from there. I hoped they will find love again...

"What have you done?? What is going on with him?"

"He...he almost killed me (y/n)!!!"

I dropped the phone on my bed. Tears began to create in my eyes. I picked up the phone again and started talking:

"Mum listen to me..You need to leave him as soon as possible. Go to the grandmas house. Now!! I am not kidding. Just go. And don't come back."

"Okay dear...Don't worry.. I started packing already. I will talk to you later. Thanks and take care. I love you!"

"I love you too mommy! Please call the cops and avoid him. Go away from that house."

The call ended up with crying.

I thru the phone on the other side of the room. I took my pillow and hugged it tight...Why can't I have normal family?? Why is this happening to me?
I could kill myself before when I was planning that...I could do it...But no..I was too afraid and now I have nobody to help me with this. I can't be alone in this.. I love Eryet but I know her a couple of months..those problems are too big and too private.. I am alone.

I stayed awake this night..It was 3:00 am and I was still walking upstairs and downstairs. I was thinking and my head was hurting like hell. Too much information and problems for one day.

Whenever I tried to relax I couldn't because I would end up crying.

Suddenly phone started to ringing again. I hurried and pick up in case there was my mum again....It wasn't..It was unknown number. I didn't say nothing...but the person from the other side of the line started talking:

"Thanks God (y/n)!!! You answered my phone call!!"

"Umm..Excuse me? " I was out of my mind and now someone from unknown number know my name? What the hell is this?

"(y/n) are you okay??"

I was quiet. I just listened to his voice.

"I am so sorry..Do you even know who am I??"

I rose my eyebrow and cross my legs as I were sitting on my bed.

"Not really..."

"(y/n) its me...Namjoon. Your cousin!"

I almost had a heart attack. My eyes were full of tears and they started to rolling down my cheeks.

"N-Na-mjoon???! Is...that really you?"

"Yes its me! I heard about your mother and father. I am so sorry (y/n)!!"

It is so hard to believe. I thought I am alone and then my cousin called me??

"Yeah...I couldn't believe when I heard what is happening at home... "

I could hardly speak. I was in a shock. And Namjoon was worried...I heard that from the other side of the line. The way he talked to me was weird.. I think he was about to cry...

"You are not okay,right?? Want me to come over?"

I lost myself. I haven't seen him for so long...Surprise...

"Namjoon..I don't live in NY anymore..sorry.."

"Me too..I am living in the South Korea in Seoul. A couple of blocks away from your house. Your mum told me you are going on a college so you moved here. I am living here a couple of years and I can't believe that you picked this place. She also contact me because she thinks you are not okay and then she gave me your number."

What?? I couldn't believe what he just said. I love my mum so damn much. I thought I don't have anyone here. All my relatives are in NY.... I am very happy because I found Namjoon. We were best friends when we were kids. I hope everything will be okay now.

"I'll come over! Unlock the door."

"Okay. See you."

Hello lovelies😊😘
This chapter is a little bit longer than the first one. I hope you enjoyed it. Sorry for language...I just had to write like that. And I am sorry if its sucks. I will try to do my best to make this story better. Sorry for grammar mistakes..I think I have a lot of them😂
Have a nice day/night ❤

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