Guys if you didn't know you had a panic attack 😒

Y/N pov:
I was in darkness, cold and alone with no one by my side. And I accepted that I felt myself shaking frantically I woke up in the hospital John by my side I had furie in me so I lost control leaned to him and smacked him. "Babe what the fuck?" I was tearing up "why the fuck would you leave me forget me then hook up with jazmin call me a slut and whore?" I was frantically sobbing. John looked at me in shock and confusion.

"What?! Babe why would I ever do that?" I opened my eyes and looked at my wrists nothing there, "why am I here?" John looked at me with a red mark on his cheek "I came back with laf to the dorm I saw you on the floor shaking a-and I t-hought you were dying so me a-and laf brought you here." He started to cry "I don't want to lose you w-what happened y/n?" I glanced at the clock 4:02 am he stood up and took care of me he cried for me he......he loves me... I started to sob and got up and sobbed into his chest "J-john I'm so s-sorry I dreamed you left me in the water and y-you were with peggy and you called me a whore I had a panic attack I thought no one wanted me I cut myself and and" John rose my chin up and kissed me I kissed back and hugged him I never wanted to let go.

Johns pov:
What was she talking about? Was she dreaming I left her for peggy?! I saw y/n glance at her wrists and apologized and cried into my chest telling me everything. Wow that's some bad shit, I kissed her she went back to her bed. "I'm sorry for what happened to you, I'm sorry I wasn't there for you I should have been in sorry." My eyes were burning waiting for tears to come down. "No no no babe it was a nightmare I had don't worry I love you." She hugged me I didn't want to let go ever. "You'll be out of the hospital tomorrow." She let go "okay" we talked until 6 at night we were both tired "it's really sweet you stayed here with me all that time" he blushed "yeah well I love you too much to not know your okay" I was flattered and kissed his cheek. "Who else came?".

"Well everyone they all eventually left but it was all good." She nodded "well what do you want to do?" I smirked at her I got a wheelchair and put her in. I wheeled her out of the room and I pushed her up and down the hallways she was laughing the whole way I loved her so much.

Y/n pov:
It was so FUN! I couldn't be with anyone else that's as perfect then john ☺️ I couldn't even imagine thinking he would leave me, because I know now everyone cares about me and I love my friends because I feel different when I'm with them. Does that mean they are like family? I wouldn't want them not to so I decided they are it feels so good to have people who care for you. When I snapped back into reality John was still pushing me at high speed I couldn't stop laughing "excuse me sir! Go back to your room!" We both laughed "okay" we both shouted he pushed me back in I got up and kissed him, I didn't ever want to let go I plopped on the bed he layed down next to me. We both cuddled under the sheets and drifted to sleep, I woke up with Lauren's sitting in the chair next to me sleeping he's so cuteee. I got up and fell on the floor hard I looked at my legs a tail....shit "John! Wake up" he wasn't responding I heard a doctor coming "JOHN" he was startled "what?" He groaned "JOHN A DOCTORS COMING MY TAILLL JOHN LICK ME UP" he ran to me but the door was opening "hold on doctor my girlfriend is naked wait a bit" "oh okay!" We both sighed in relief he dried me up had my legs back. He checked on me we packed and left, once we got to the dorm john kissed me begging for an entrance I denied him and twirled to the couch giggling he smirked and jumped on me. I blushed "lets watch something babe" he sighed "okay what you wanna watch?" He got off me and took the control he doesn't have taste in good shows. I started to chase him around the dorm making a lot of noise. Someone started to pound on the ceiling we started laughing I made a loud moan noise and glared at john he was blushing, we kept hearing pounding. I couldn't hold in my laughs john joined in as we made noises so they kept being bothered. I then ran and jumped on the couch john followed he wrapped his arms around me and I put my head in his chest.

Johns pov:
That was way to funny I never knew y/n would do something like that but I was laughing hard. But then she started to fake moan I got a little hard but then it started to fade good she ran to the couch I followed and she snuggled on me until she took a power nap. I watched keeping up with the kardashians the rest of the night wondering how many guys does Kim go through in a year? That's crazy but my legs started to go numb I didn't want to disturb y/n though she was so beautiful so I kissed her on her forehead, I got up and looked at the time 7:24? Damn.

Y/n pov:
I woke up to a kiss on my forehead it was john god I love him. He got up and started to cook something he was a great cook so I didn't need to worry I smelt pancakes and looked at the time 7:43 and the kardashians were on I giggled. I got up and put my arms around john "wassup babe?" He looked back at me "good morning baby girl." I blushed and felt butterflies go wild he has never called me baby girl before at least from what I remember but I loved it. I kissed him on the cheek, "how was the kardashians?" He was pouring the batter into the pan "it was great! Did you know there dad is transgender? There family is fucked" I laughed so did he "john he's been trans for the past year, get with the 21st century" "oh shit sorry" I giggled "its fine I'm just playing babe" I let go of him and went to my bed and played on my phone. "Pancakes are ready baby girl!" I squealed "good I can't wait to tear up with your hella good pancakes" he chuckled we sat at the island and ate damn why are these so good? "What's your secret?" He smirked "love" I giggled "yeah sure john love is the ingredient" we both laughed I finished up and washed our plates I got john some orange juice he loved that.

Johns pov:
Y/n gave me orange juice ma favorite I drank it all and kissed her forehead "I love you" she smiled "I love you too" she headed to the couch and watched tlc cake boss. I sat next to her we binge watched cake bosses entire season until she got up to use the bathroom I took out my phone and started to text the hamil group.

Hamil group
Y/n's man ❤️: ey guys
French man 🥖🇫🇷: wassup mon ami?
And peggy 😤💯: hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Angelica 🥀🔌: hello
Elizaaa 😂‼️💯: wassup guys?
Lexi 😜🤘☺️: greetings frands
Flower girl 💐🌺😂: wassup my ni**as?
Aaron burr sir 😂💀: watch ur language mulligan 😤
Johns girl 😍❤️💯💍: hey guys 😂
Y/n's man ❤️: you guys down to hangout? At the park? 9:00? 😂
French man 🥖🇫🇷: me and Lexi can go herc? 😜
Flower girl 💐🌺😂: yeah I can go so can peggs ❤️
Angelica 🥀🔌: same me and Eliza r going so everyone?
Y/n's man ❤️: yup pretty much everyone so we good 🤘😂
Johns girl 😍❤️💯💍: mk imma get ready 👀

End of group chat

When y/n got out she got an outfit and went back into change.

Your outfit:

Y/n peggy Eliza and Angelica group chat:
Johns bih 😍: guy i need to tell you something
And peggy ❤️: what is it?
Eliza 💍: yeah?
Angelica 🥀😍: yes?
Johns bih 😍: you probably won't belive me but I trust you all with this info I'm a mythical creature who lives in the water and has a family under water..... I'm planning on taking you all under the sea to meet my family.
And peggy ❤️: WHATTTTTT YOU NEED TO SHOW ME YOUR TAIL LATERRRR
Eliza 💍: you're not kidding?!? Y/n that's amazing!!!! 💯
Angelica: we support you all the way and of course we'd love to meet your family! 😂❤️
Johns bih 😍: ok thanks guys love you!

End of chat

Y/n pov:
I came out and john just gocked at the sight "yes john Lauren's is there anything you'd like to say?" He blushed and came up to me "you look hot babe I love you" he kissed me and held my waist then it became a make out session I pulled away "thanks daddy" he was pure red I giggled and sat back on the couch. And waited for him to get ready, once he was ready we met the group outside and walked to the park.

WASSUP BITCHES YES IT WAS A DREAM OH WELLLL 😂 anyways I don't care what you guys say Hercules just seems like the guy who would say nigga sorry it had to be said 😬😂

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~LAURENS 💍🌺💐