spiderboy
do you wanna grab some
dinner with haz and i
tonight?

love
uhhh are you sure that
harrison wants me to
come? he's not my biggest
fan

spiderboy
i know. that's why i've been
talking things through with
him about us. he doesn't
like it but he'll support it
and won't complain or
outright act against you
because he knows that you
make me happy and that
we're not rushing into
anything

love
awe i make you happy??

spiderboy
is that all you took from my
long ass text?

love
of course not! it's not the
one im focusing on because
i like it. and it's super
embarrassing for you

spiderboy
how? you're my boyfriend?
of course you make me happy,
why else would i be with you

love
pity for a mess? idk. community
service to show how good of
a person you are, dating someone
like me

spiderboy
mitty...

love
haha im totally kidding and
don't actually have issues like
that or anything. like what???

spiderboy
mitty

spiderboy
we should talk. or at least if you
don't want to talk to me, talk to
someone who will listen and help
you

love
that's why i have my friends and
river. they help me. but i have
been thinking about getting a
therapist once filming is over...

spiderboy
that sounds great! if you need a
therapist i can give you one's number.
i used to go when i first got the role
of spiderman and there was a lot going
on. and if she doesn't help you, you
can always find someone else. i'll
help

[MITTY IS DEEPLY TOUCHED]

love
thanks tom. really. i think i need to.
i don't really work out the issues i
have, just acknowledge that i have
them which is clearly not enough.
i'll take you up on your offer

spiderboy
of course. im always willing to help
you, mitty

love
thanks, that means a lot to me.
and im thinking of making a new
insta account after i deleted my
other one...

spiderboy
i saw that. if you don't mind me
asking, why did you?

love
i couldn't handle it anymore. i mean,
im used to hate and posting things that
i regret later and deleting just the post.
but it was after harrison reached out
to me

spiderboy
harrison reached out to you?

love
yeah. he said that you gave him my
number

spiderboy
i never did that

love
that liar

love
but no really. he told me that i
was being an ass and had really
hurt you and that you felt bad
after a post i made with the caption
'king of mistakes'

spiderboy
oh

love
sorry. it wasn't really about you, it
was about my own issues and thinking
that i ruined our relationship after
everything i did and not even knowing
what i wanted. king of mistakes. but
i really hated that i hurt you and all that
so i just deleted my account. i couldn't
take it anymore, knowing that i hurt
you like that

love
so i deleted it but i think i should
make a new one. i don't wanna use it
all the time and i'll probably delete
the app right after i make the account
but i need to post one thing. i just need
to sure one thing with the world and then
i think i'll begin to be okay

spiderboy
i think that it's good you aren't on
social media anymore. i saw what everyone was saying and what it was doing to you and i hated it. it's good
if you don't have that outlet open for people to say that shit and for you
to see it

love
yeah. it's done a number on me. i
actually believed some of the things the
people said about me. and you know
what makes it worse? it's because people
see river and think she was working
freely. that she wasn't bound by a contract
from that bitch rachel and that she really
did want to ruin people's lives. she didn't.
she was just stuck with no choice. but no
one cared. no one even cared when it got
out that she was fired from rachel because
she was starting to defy her, that even oliver - who was she trying to get back under the ropes of rachel because that bitch told her to do it - make a statement defending
her

love
but no. no one cared and now she's not
even sure if she wants to go back into
acting. i want her to because i know she
loves acting but then again i want her to
stay so far away because of everything
they say about her even when it wasn't
her fault

spiderboy
im sorry

spiderboy
i feel bad for you. so bad. and
for river too. but i don't really
know what else to say, i've never
been in a situation like that

love
count that as a good thing. i
wish river never had to go
through all of this

spiderboy
and i wish people didn't blame
you for everything

love
thanks but there's nothing you
can do about it

love
so, dinner?

spiderboy
i'll pick you up at six

love
sounds like a plan