mittens
i've fucked up mel

lara jean
what did you do

lara jean
what happened?

mittens
it's about tom. you were right
and everything when you
said i liked him and that i
should go after him because
it's all a mess now and i've
lost my chance

lara jean
oh sweetie

lara jean
there is still time. you can go
and tell him everything and
it'll be okay...maybe

mittens
no you don't understand. it's
never going to be okay because
i hurt him and he cried over me
and he saw my insta post about
being the king of mistakes and
kinda knew that it was a little
bit about him so he thinks that
everything's a mistake

lara jean
did he tell you this?

mittens
no but harrison did

mittens
he texted me saying that i
shouldn't go after tom anymore
because i hurt him and that
he wasn't going to let me
date tom because i hurt
him and he doesn't want to
see his friend hurt again

mittens
i really fucked up mel

lara jean
is this why you deleted insta
and twitter?

mittens
yes

mittens
i don't wanna fuck everything
up anymore by using them and
it didn't make me feel good
anyway so i got rid of them and
i hate it. i made him cry melodie
i never wanted to make him cry
i never wanted to hurt him but
i did because i was scared

mittens
i was so scared of being with
him because of the public
and the media and how i thought
of myself and i fucked everything
good up in my life and it's all
in ruins now and i fucked everything
up

lara jean
sweetie i need you to calm down

mittens
i can't calm down!!! he hates me
now and i can't take him hating
me

mittens
i really fucking like tom and i
hurt him because i was scared

lara jean
and it's okay that you were scared,
it's natural to run away from what
scares you

lara jean
it'll be okay. we'll figure it all out
and if you really did mess everything
up with tom that's okay. there are
other people on this planet and you
will find someone else that will
accept you despite your overwhelming
amount of flaws. it'll be okay

mittens
but i don't want anyone else, i
want tom

mittens
tom is great and i'm not going to
find anyone else better than
tom

lara jean
not yet maybe, but you will