The chains are holding me back. I've been told many times in my life that my decisions are not right, and never good enough by my family.

I keep doubting myself, second guessing. I don't believe in myself.

My bosses believe in me. They believe I can do my job. My coworkers believe in me, they ask questions and I provide solid answers.

Why can't I believe and trust myself? Why do I second guess? Why do I ask the stupid question that I know?

I need to let go and LIVE LIFE... not die at life.

I trust my boss but I can't trust me. And my boss knows I don't trust me.

Winning is hard, but I need to win the game with me. The voices of self doubt are evicted.

I will believe in myself, I will trust myself... But at what cost?