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Aanvi Zenobia

Sitting up abruptly, I panicked looking around. It felt like I couldn't breathe, I grabbed my chest trying to calm myself down. The nightmare I just had bought up so many unwanted memories, I felt myself dropping tears as I calmed down.

I sighed grabbing my phone hearing Zeph snores through our FaceTime call. I went to call his name but stopped deciding to let him sleep, although I knew he would of made me feel a lot better right now.

Going down the stairs, I saw that the kitchen light was on. I peeped around the corner seeing my mom pop some pills, I shook my head and walked further in the kitchen. She looked up kinda embarrassed, I simply ignored her and walked to the fridge.

I don't know why I expected more from her, people like her will never change.

"I bought green tea, do you still like those?" She asked.

"Yeah." I stated blankly then grabbed a bottle from the fridge looking for something to snack on.

"I remember when you were just three years old in love with them, every time you cried I would give you one and you would be the happiest baby in the world."

"You mean you would give me one after that man whooped my ass for doing shit I couldn't control."

"Aanvi."

"Don't call me that."

"I can't tell you how much I love you or apologize but I'm trying Zenobia, don't I get credit for that?"

"Credit? You want credit cause ya crackhead ass- you know what, nevermind. You aren't waste the words, energy or time."

"What do I have to do for you to forgive me?" She whispered.

"You really wanna know?" I smiled, getting a little closer to her as her eyes lit up in joy.

"Yes, I want you to love me like I am your mom. Just tell me what I have to do to earn ya forgiveness."

"Die." I spat coldheartedly walking out the kitchen leaving her there.

I heard her sob as I made it to the stairs, it's too bad the man she loved wasn't here to hear that. Maybe she would of finally felt what I felt getting beat on like I was a punching bag for crying.

I walked back into my room closing and locking my door to make sure she wouldn't come in my room. I laid back down as memories flooded my head, every time I closed my eyes I felt every punch, smack, kick, or the object he would hit me with.

Looking at the time it was only one o clock in the morning making me sigh, I had to be up by seven and I knew I just wasn't going to sleep sleeping alone. Texting Sef since he's always up at this time, I wondered would he come get me.

Instead of texting back, he called. I answered putting it on speaker as I picked out my school clothes.

"Wassgood lady Mitch?" He asked all loud making me laugh.

"Why you so damn loud? And what you doing?"

"I'm ina car rolling up, bouta go to this 24 hour Chinese store."

"Oou, can you come get me?"

"Nah, you school ina morning lil sis."

"And I'm still going but right now, I really need to get out my thoughts."

"Text me what you want from the Chinese store and I'll tell you when I'm outside."

"Bet."

I didn't have to pack much considering most of my clothes was at Zeph house. Deciding not to pack anything cause I had clothes there, I called Zeph back hoping he'll answer.

"Hello?" His raspy ass voice said. "When you hang up?"

"A few minutes ago, Sef called."

"What his high depressed ass want?"

"Why you say he depressed?" I laughed.

"Cause him and Lee not talking I guess."

"Huh boy but he's coming to get me."

"You have school in a few hours, I'm bout to call him and tell him to leave you where the fuck you at."

"Too late, he's outside." I smiled seeing Sef text. "See you in a few babe."

"Zenobia-" I hung up getting my charger and leaving the room.

My egg donor was sitting on the couch watching TV, I didn't say anything to her as I walked out the door locking it behind me. I heard the loud ass music before I saw Sef's car, I rolled my eyes looking around.

As soon as I opened the door, the smell of weed smacked me in my face. "Mitch, I'm grown stop fucking calling me like I'm ya bitch."

I laughed getting in the car as he hung up, he passed me the blunt and I gladly accepted it. I inhaled holding it in then let it go having a coughing fit for a minute and instantly feeling high.

"What is this?" I asked referring to the weed.

"Gorilla Glue." He smirked as I laughed. "You spoke to Lee?"

"No, I don't fuck with Lee." I stated making him squint in confusion.

"That's impossible, that's like saying I don't fuck with Mitch."

"It's very possible because I don't fuck with her, I haven't spoken to her in a week now." I shrugged.

"Why?"

"Because she fuck with the Diddy bops," I stated blankly. "I can't tell her who to be friends with but she's acting so stupid trying to impress them, she want to be their friend bad as hell."

"She shoulda knew they wasn't her friends when shawty Melody tried to suck me off at a party."

"What?" I scrunched my face up. "You talking bout Malone, dickhead? Lee knew she tried this?"

"Whatever that bitch name is but yeah, cause I smacked that bitch. I explained why I smacked her ass and that bitch talking bout she was drunk."

"See, that's the shit I'm talking bout. Lee don't take shit from nobody but when it comes to them two bitches she the dumbest bitch in the world."

"You just gotta let her make her own decisions, she gon learn."

"She is because something is going to happen and I promise you, I won't answer her call once they do her wrong. I'mma tell her I told her so then when I wanna talk to her again, I will."

"As you should." He stopped at a red light eating some of his food. "What's going on in ya head?"

"My mom, she's been trying to talk to me lately and I just want her to be out my life for good. She always seem to wanna come back when I'm doing good and she's popping pills again."

"I can't tell you how to feel but I think you should have a talk with her, get some closure. I promise you if you forgive her or at least have a civil conversation with her, your heart would feel so much lighter."

"I don't know how, when I see her all I wanna do is hurt her as much as she hurt me. Her and that man are the reason I'm like this, I'm angry all the time and I second guess everything because they fucked up my happiness. That's all I wanna do, I just wanna be happy."

"That's all we ever wanna be but you are happy. When you around us, you all smiles. When you with Mitch, you all smiles. When we giving you food, you all smiles. It's okay to let down your guard, we got you Nobi."

I smiled and let his words linger. "Thank you Sef, I can't wait to tell Zeph how you just preached."

"I got my days." He laughed.

"Y'all look who came to scoop me because I was in a bad mood?" I recorded us for Instagram as he stuck his middle finger up. "My brother loves me."

"Mitch gon fuck you up." He laughed.

"What you gon do about Lee?"

"I don't know anymore, maybe our relationship ran it's course. I love Lee so much that my heart be hurting when we go through shit but she don't trust me and I don't know how to keep proving to her I'm faithful, it's starting to become annoying."

"She be letting her friends get in her head because they want her to be single with them but if you love her talk to her about it before you decide it's officially over."

"I'll just pop up on her tomorrow and if it don't go how I want then I guess I'll be single."

"I hope y'all work it out, I love y'all together."

"We'll see." He entered the driveway as I entered the code so the gate can closed.

Once we got in the house, we went our separate ways. Walking into Zeph room he was knocked the fuck out, snoring, mouth all open and everything. I took a picture then stripped getting in bed, his snoring ceased then went back as I laid on the side of him.

As I was dosing off, I felt Zeph pull me closer to him. He kissed my temple as we both fell right back to sleep.

~

"Zenobia!" I heard yelling making me jump.

"Huh?" I groaned sleepily.

"Wake up, you gotta get up for school."

Reaching over to look at the time, I smacked my teeth. "Zeph, it's six in the fucking morning. Get the fuck out of my face."

"It's a thirty minute ride from here to ya school and you still have to get dress, get the fuck up for I throw some water on you."

"I promise you won't ever be able to use ya hands ever again."

"You think I'm playing? Bet." He walked out.

I sat up going to take a shower cause I wasn't playing with him, I wrapped my hair and turned on the steaming hot water. I got in letting all my worries go for right now, after showering for a whole twenty minutes I got out going to the closet.

"Why you in a suit?" I asked Zeph as he put on his red bottom dress shoes.

"I have a meeting then Jace parol meeting."

"For real?" I asked shocked. "I forgot about that."

"Yeah, I been praying every night. I need this, we need this."

I put on my crossover bra then slid on my PINK thong as he shook his head. "What?"

"Put on a different pair of panties."

"Really Zeph?"

"I'm so serious right now." I rolled my eyes putting on some boy shorts.

"Happy?" I rolled my eyes. Deciding to put on a tank top with his Polo hoodie on top and some ripped jeans I was ready.

"I'm ready."

"Go warm the car up for me."

"Which one?"

"The BMW."

"The white or black one?"

"Black."

"I was hoping you picked that one."

I walked out the room grabbing my bookbag along with my charger and headphones. I walked in the kitchen to see Roddy and Sef cooking breakfast.

"Anything for me?" I asked.

"Yeah, I'mma bring ya plate to the car," Roddy said.

"I love how y'all treat me." I smiled grabbing a green tea and taking the keys off the rack.

Going into the garage, I walked over to the Range Rover and started it. I checked my notifications seeing Sin was FaceTiming me.

"Hey main bitch!" She yelled making me laugh.

"Hey cool lil thotty." I smiled.

"Oou, I like that but where you at? I don't wanna go to school this early, let's walk and get high."

"I stayed the night with Zeph, I could see if he could pick you up and we could get high."

"Ask and lemme know or I'mma just get this Lyft if he say no."

"Okay but how your dick appointment go?"

"Bitch." She stale faced me. "Lemme tell you, I'm at his house and he trying to talk to me so I'm giving him dry ass answers like why you trying to converse I came here for allat shit you was talking about, I don't want no conversation."

"I could relate." I laughed.

"So I grabbed him, I start stripping and he start sucking on my titties making me mad as hell. It was like he was trying to suck milk out these shits so I grew aggravated and mush the shit out of him so he could stop. He take off his boxers and I just stopped, Zenobia let me fucking tell you."

I was rolling, I couldn't even talk right. "What?"

"It wasn't shit there! I thought he had a pussy for a minute sis then he gon have the nerve to say he gon fuck my world up. I thanked the Lordt when my mom called, I ran out there without no bra or panties."

"Siss." I was in tears laughing as she glared at me.

"What you laughing at?" Zeph asked as him, Roddy and Sef got in the car.

"I'm on FaceTime with Sin, she was telling me something."

"Hey y'alllll." She yelled as they all looked at her.

"Wassup Sin?" Zeph and Sef said in unison.

"You always so damn loud." Roddy said.

"Uh uh rudeness." She said making me laugh.

"Can we scoop her on the way?" I asked Zeph taking my food from Roddy. "Thank you."

"Which house she at?" Zeph asked.

"My father shit."

"Yeah, that's right there. You better be ready." Zeph looked at her before fixing the chair.

"Ew, I don't like them in the morning." She scrunched her face up making me laugh.

Getting a text from Sin telling me to put my headphones in I did, I looked at her waiting for her to talk.

"Who that boy Zeph posted on IG yesterday? He look so good, put me on."

"Hold on, let me see who it is."

Going to his Instagram I saw the picture she was talking about, it was him and this boy in a picture. The boy was brownskin a darker caramel color, his eyes was a dark grey color, with waves on swim, his upper body was cocky and he was like a inch shorter than Zeph.

"Babe, who this?" I showed him the picture.

"Jace."

"Oh shit, you remember Izzy's brother, right? The one we used to be scared of?"

"Him? Bitch, I'll be his trap queen. What's his info?"

"Sin." I laughed. "He might be getting out, he has a hearing today."

"I'm bout to pray over the Bible, he gets out. If, no when, he gets out I'm going to be his first body when he get out. You know niggas in jail be stressing without pussy, he gon fuck my walk up and I'm so here for it."

"I'm so done with you." I laughed eating my grits.

"Bitch, what you eating? Save me some."

"You suck dick, bring ya own spoon." I said making all they nosey ass laugh.

"Bitch WE suck dick."

"We not the same though."

"I'm turning on your block, come outside." Zeph said.

"Oh shit, I ain't even dress." She yelled dropping the phone.

I laughed as we parked outside her house, I fed Zeph a piece of bacon then kissed him as he laughed. I continued feeding him until we saw Sin come outside.

She grabbed the door handle as Zeph pulled off. I laughed and watch her run to the car as he did it again making me hit him.

"Stop playing with my best friend." I laughed.

"We was bool but we ain't bool no more." Sin glared at him as she got in the car.

"Cool with me." He laughed shrugging.

"When your best friend come home, watch how I fuck up his life." She smirked as I laughed.

"Yeah aight, that man been in jail for almost five years. He gon fuck up ya life." Sef laughed.

"And I'm so here for it." She winked.

"Get out my car."

"Vroom, vroom." Sin mocked the vine making us laugh.

"I'll see you later baby." I leaned over to kiss him while grabbing my bag and food.

"Call me before you go take ya after school nap."

"You know me so well." I chuckled kissing him again.

Sin grabbed my hand as we walked through the entrance, we were late so we went to the office to get passes. Sin and I didn't have the same class so she was going to walk me to mine then go to hers.

"Issa sub." I smiled.

"Oop, I'm staying." Sin walked in with me as we sat in the back.

Lee, Alea, Malone and a few others looked up as we got closer to them. I didn't say anything as I sat down, I turned to Sin as she took a picture for snap.

"You so ugly." I told her laughing.

"I'll bag ya father."

"Jah don't want ya ugly ass and Kellz from the hood gon knock you out."

"Word, Kellz from the hood look like she got that one hitta quitta." She shook her head. "But fuck it, Jah still gon want me with a black eye and busted lip."

"Sin!" I called her laughing. She so damn stupid.

"They talking bout ma and Jah? That's disrespectful as hell." I heard Alea ask.

"Bitch mind ya business and I know you ain't just say ma? Kellz don't even like you." I rolled my eyes.

"Don't put my parents name in ya mouth." Lee looked at Sin as she furrowed her eyebrows.

"We got beef?" Sin asked pointing between them two.

"No, just don't talk about my parents. You being disrespectful and that's how people get smacked."

"I wasn't being disrespectful, I was joking but you know better than anyone I don't argue."

"By mentioning her parents-"

"Yo, shut up dog real talk!" I cut Malone off.

"These bitches blowing my shit, y'all wanna give shows to these kids. I'mma just leaving 'cause I'm dead not for nothing unless somebody wanna shake something." Sin said as got up.

"Just meet me at lunch." I shook my head.

"Yeah, that's ya best bet." Malone smirked as Sin dropped her bag but before she could even walk over there this boy Rasheed picked her up taking her out of the class.

"You do too damn much!" I told Lee going to Sin.

~

"Ouu bitch, I love Sef and Zeph." Sin said as we picked up our food they dropped off.

"They really come in handy when I'm hungry." I shrugged digging through the Chick-Fil-A bag.

We walked into lunch sitting at a empty table as I saw Lee and the Diddy bops coming to us. Sin laughed pulling out Bobby pins and a wig brush beginning to wrap her hair. I watched her in amusement.

"What? Bitch you never know when you gotta slap a bitch." She spoke putting on a net then scarf.

"I feel that vibe." I laughed.

"Sef bought my food?" Lee asked as I handed her the bag with her food in it.

"Thank you." She mumbled sitting down.

"Mhm." I mumbled dipping my fry in the Chick-Fil-A sauce.

"What you doing after school?" Sin asked eating.

"I'm going to see Jah and Kellz then take a nap then go to Zeph house, wanna come?"

"Yeah, after you take ya nap I'mma just meet you at Jah house then we could get a Lyft over there."

"Who said you could just come to my house?" Lee asked making me look at her.

"I'm really not liking you right now." I scrunched my face up.

"For real, what's ya beef with me? We were just cool about a week ago, now you got this grudge against me. I don't get it."

"It don't matter anyway, you not her friend. Just like we don't like Nobi, she don't like you." Malone added.

"Malone, I will whoop ya ass." I snapped making Sin yell while laughing.

"Why did you jump at her while you said it though? I'm fucking crying." Sin continued laughing making me crack a smile.

"Stop." I laughed.

"What time my baby go up for parole?" Sin asked.

"Now actually." I looked at the time.

"You fuck with Jace?" Alea asked raising a eyebrow.

"Mind ya, mind ya, mind ya, mind ya, mind ya business!" Sin sung making me laugh.

"I fucking hate you bitch." I laughed harder.

"It wasn't that funny," Malone smirked.

"Stand up." I told her as I finished my chicken sandwich. I stood up wiping my hands off. "Stand up or I'mma hit ya ass sitting down."

"You would pick somebody that-"

"Bitch, you stand up then." I cut off Alea.

Nobody stood up taking me as a joke making me laugh, I climbed over the chair. Just as Malone stood up I punched her making her ass sit right back down. I felt Lee pull me and I snatched out of her grip.

"Don't touch me."

"I'm just tryna help you."

Before I could respond Alea snuck me, and I couldn't hit her back because Lee dumb ass was on me. Sin clocked Alea making her fall as security guards ran over to us.

"Lee, when we get home I'mma smack the living daylight out of you," I yelled as the security picked me up taking me out of the cafe.

~

Jah came to pick me up as I was suspended for three days, and I didn't even care. I wanted to fight, these bitches been trying me since forever. I just want to fight.

"You and Lee not fighting so forget about that," Kellz said as she took out frozen peas to put on my lip.

"No ma, she let that girl sneak me. I'm going to smack her for real." I told them honestly.

"We all going to talk it out, you don't have to fight everybody who says something to you. People are gonna talk baby, that's what they're best for."

"You right." I nodded. "I'm still going to smack her though."

"Sisters fight." Jah told her. "They don't need to be fighting but you know Lee and Nobi, Lee most likely don't wanna fight but Nobi head is set to it."

"I don't wanna fight, I just wanna smack her." I shrugged.

Just as I said that, I heard the front door open. "Stay ya ass in that seat." Kellz glared at me.

"Lee come here!" Jah yelled as I heard her groan before she appeared. "What's going on between you two?"

"Nothing, she been mad at me for a week now and now she talking about she wanna fight."

"I never said I wanted to fight you, I was gonna smack the stupidness out of you."

"But for what? I was looking at you, I didn't know she was going to sneak you. I wouldn't even let that go down like that, you my sister."

"But you let it go down like that anyway, get the fudge out my face."

"This why I don't try to talk things out with her." Lee rolled her eyes.

"No you try to play the victim; you know why I'm not messing with you right now."

"Your mad because I want to be friends with Malone and Alea but how you gon tell me who to be friends with?"

"Because they aren't your friends and your trying so hard to impress them that you look so damn stupid!" I raised my voice. "But I ain't gonna preach on it anymore, when something happen and they don't have ya back please don't call me 'cause I'm going to laugh in your face."

With that I walked upstairs to take a well needed shower and nap, this day was irritating and it was only 3 in the afternoon.

~

Sin annoying ass laughed telling Zeph, Sef, and Roddy what happened today. Zeph glared at us but I didn't care for what he had to say right now.

"So you suspended again?" He asked.

"Three days and I don't wanna hear it, I heard it from Jah already. I know."

"That's your problem; you never wanna hear shit out until you get hurt."

"I been hurt before, I'll recover." I shrugged.

"You sound so dumb, I'm telling you this because I love you and I want to see you succeed. You keep popping off; you ain't gonna be no where in life."

"Okay." I nodded then looked at Sef. "How Jace hearing go?"

"My brother back out here man." Sef smiled as Sin yelled.

"My man getting out? When?" She yelled smiling.

"Calm down, thot pocket," I told her.

"Bitch bye, you need to match my hoeness thotler."

"I hate you." I laughed.

"He gets out next week," Roddy answered.

"Cancelling all my dick appointments then, my husband back on these streets. Jason Aliza Fields is back on these streets and in my heart."

"How the fuck you get his middle name?" Zeph asked taking the words out all of our mouths.

"I did my research, BaeJason weigh 220, 6'5, grey eyes, born January 1st at 12 ona dot, raised by a single mother, one sister, two brothers, inmate number 435609, one child but I'm good with kids so I play that stepmommy role real well, got shot four times, got a scar on his stomach where he got stabbed and his mugshot my lockscreen."

We all just stared at her as she showed us her lock screen, my mouth was slightly​ ajar as I tilted my head. I busted out laughing seeing how serious she was.

"This is so sad." Sef shook his head as Zeph phone rung.

"Who calling us?" I asked noticing it was the jail number. "Oh it's 435609."

"How do I look?" Sin flipped her hair then brushed it down as we all looked at her.

"Bitch, he can't see you." Sef said making us laugh.

"You ugly as shit anyway." Zeph said with the phone to his hair.

"I'll be ya stepmom, I already told you Sin love da kids." She pinched Zeph cheek.

"Shut up, hello?" Zeph asked as he put it on speaker.

"I'm out this shit!" He yelled then smacked his teeth. "Nigga what? I'll make sure I get ya moms to suck my dick when I get out. Yeah aight, talk that shit."

"Jace, nigga stop arguing with people." Roddy laughed.

"They just mad a young nigga out this shit! I'll beat all these niggas the fuck up."

"He just so daddyish." Sin squealed.

"Who that?" Jace asked.

"Sincere Bailey but to you it's Sincere Fields cause I'm ya wifey, hey daddy." She smiled.

"Back ya ass up away from my phone." Zeph mushed her head as we laughed.

"You my wifey?" He laughed.

"Yeah daddy, the day you get out I'll have our hotel room ready. I'm trying to fuck your life up while you fuck my walk up."

"Word? How you look?"

"I look fucking good with a Nicki booty and my mouth work like Supahead." Sin bluntly said making me gasp as they laugh.

"Sin." I said.

"What? Did I say any damn lie? Y'all don't know about the head part but I got a fat ass and I look good." She asked as we all stared at her. "Exactly, I didn't say no lie."

"Aye Rod, that ass fat?" Jace asked making us laugh. Sin stood up and started posing.

"That ass fat." He said making us laugh harder.

"I fucking hate y'all." Sef laughed smacking the chair.

"So why you ain't on that if she ain't ugly and her ass fat? Roddy, you the Playboy." Jace questioned.

"She too young for me."

"Yeah for you but I'm 18 and you 20 turning 21 New years. I'm not too young for you so..?" She said to Jace.

"How you know my birthday yo?"

"That's not important, what's important is are you down with this hotel? I could book it right now." She said going to Safari as I saw her on the hotel page already.

"Yeah." He laughed.

"Jace you know she serious right? She's literally looking through rooms right now." I laughed.

"Yeah, wifey get what wifey want right?" He chuckled.

"Boy you better stop playing with me, I got so many tricks for you. Ooh this hotel room got a hot tub in it, it's littt."

"He didn't even call to talk to you." Sef looked at her.

"One last thing, you want this the night of you get out or the next day? Matter fact I'mma just get it for the weekend."

"I ain't even say hey to sis, wassgood lady Mitch? You'll see me next week." He said making me smile.

"Hey brother, I can't wait."

"Zeph take me off speaker real quick; we gotta talk."

"Aight." Zeph grabbed his phone then walked in the back.

"This room look big enough right? It's 140 for every night I stay. I'm staying three nights so that's- hold on, gimme a minute."

"That's 420 dumb ass." Roddy laughed.

"Okay well, I'm not good with quick math." She rolled her eyes.

"You really bout to spend 420 on dick?" I asked her.

"Uh no, my dad is." She laughed entering his credit card info as we looked at her. "What? That man own the Rams, this little four hundred is $20 to him."

"The Rams? As in the football team? The Los Angeles Rams?" Roddy squinted his eyes.

"Yeah, I'm next in line." She smiled proudly.

"About what I said earlier, age ain't nothing but a number." Roddy said making us laugh.

"Clown." I laughed as I saw Sef frown looking at his phone then hurriedly get up.

"What happened?" I asked.

"Lee in the hospital." He said making my heart pound as I stood still.

"Come on Nobi." Sin pulled me as Roddy went to tell Zeph.

"Is she okay? What happened?" I asked.

"She was fighting and hit her head on something and passed out."

"Fighting who?!" I damn near screamed.

"I'm waiting on the video to see did she get jumped or was it a fair fade."

"Who was she with?" I asked.

"Diddy bops, they was walking to the store."

I nodded as his phone dinged, I grabbed it going to the video. I saw some girl say something to Lee as Lee laughed and waved her off, the girl swung on Lee beginning their fight. Lee was winning and when somebody went to jump in, a boy pushed her back. I saw Malone and Alea say something to the girl and a girl got in their face telling them to mind their business. Alea and Malone punk asses shut right up.

"Who this boy?" I asked Sef.

"My homie Derrick, he saw the whole shit. He was the one who took her to the hospital."

"You know any girl in this?"

"Redd friend Cassie."

"Now, I'mma find Redd and whoop her ass," I said angrily.

"Relax and finish watching the video." Sin said.

I pressed play watching Lee on top of the girl, another girl pushed Lee making her go forward and hit her head on the step making me wince. Lee fell straight and stopped moving as the girl took advantage and kicked Lee all in her face while throwing punches. All four of them bitches jumped Lee taking advantage of her being knocked out while Malone and Alea just stood there. Derrick hooked one of the girls as her and her friends ran out the store. I started shaking as I felt tears come to my face.

"Sef find everybody in this video! I mean the nigga recording, the people who stood there while my sister got jumped, the store owners, EVERYBODY! I'm going to kill everybody!" I punched the window twice cracking it as I felt a piece of glass in my fist making it bleed.

"Nobi chill, son; we don't need you reacting off impulse," Sef said looking at me hurrying to the hospital.

"That's her sister, you crazy as hell. Sis I got you; we bout to kill bitches. I know where my dad keep his guns." Sin said as we walked to the hospital entrance.

"What the fuck happened to your hand?" Zeph grabbed it making me snatch it. "It got glass in it; let me see."

"Stop fucking touching me," I spoke walking in the hospital. I checked her name and they told us what room she was in.

I walked in seeing her head in a bandage; she looked our way as she gave a weak smile. I was about to say something until I saw Malone and Alea, I walked to them glaring.

"Step outside," I told them calmly not bothering to tie my hair up or nothing.

"Nobi, stop. They was there, they helped me." Lee said.

"That's what they told you?" I asked. "I just watched the video, they fucking stood there letting bitches punk them! Step the fuck outside before I hit you now!"

"Is everything okay here? Do you need security?" A doctor asked stepping in.

"Yeah, can you escort them out?" Lee said pointing at Alea and Malone.

Security did as asked as I looked at them picturing how I was going to stomp their head in. I looked at Lee and lifted up her bandage seeing stitches on her head.

"You called ma and dad?" I asked.

"Yeah, they on their way. Nobi I'm sorry-"

"Save it, I'mma say I told you so and we gon forget today happened but you do owe a apology to Sin."

"You right, Sincere I'm sorry. I have been moody these past few days."

"You good, you lil sis, I ain't tripping. Worry about recovering so we could stomp these bitches face in."

"Y'all gon have to do that without me or wait a few months." She mumbled the last part as Sef head went to her fast as hell.

"You pregnant?" He asked looking at her.

"Yeah, pullout game wasn't as strong as we thought." She joked giving him the paper.

Just as she handed it to her, Jah and Kellz walked in. Her eyes widened as Kellz took the paper thinking it was something else, she tilted her head to the side and looked at Lee.

"What?" Jah asked.

"She's pregnant," Kelly mumbled as Jah neck snapped towards me.

"What?" I asked in confusion. "I'm just finding out like you are."

"What happened to your hand Nobi? It's dripping blood." Lee said as I held it up.

"She punched my window-- which you paying for Mitch, after seeing the video."

"It's a video? Let me see." Jah said as Sef handed him his phone.

"These damn bitches lucky I'm too old to put my hands on them, I'mma smack their mother instead," Kellz said releasing Kellz from the hood as she watched the video. "Nobi beat them bitches up!"

"I never had permission to fight; oh hell yeah I'm bout to show out," I smirked.

"I wish." Lee said.

"Yeah, we gon talk about that when we get home." Kellz looked at her then Sef. "All four of us."

"I need to know who everybody in this video is, the store owners, whoever touched Lee, the nigga recording, everybody!" Jah said looking at the video.

"That's exactly what I said before I punched the window, you my damn dad for real." I shook my head.

"Why my lil sis looking like the emoji with the bandage?" Sin said as she recorded Lee making us laugh.

"Hey Sinny, I ain't even see you." Kellz hugged her as did Jah.

"Hey Kellz from the hood." Sin smiled.

"Nobi come here." Zeph peeked his head in making me confused since I didn't even know he left out.

I followed him into another room where his aunt Joelle standing there in scrubs. "You remember my aunt? Well she a surgeon; let her see ya hand."

I sat down as she looked at it. "What happened?"

"Punched Sef window because I was mad."

"Been there." She laughed getting tweezers to get the glass out.

After she gave me three stitches I was on my way out, before we walked in Lee room Zeph stopped me.

"I know this ya sister and you have to do what you have to do but just make sure I'm there is all I ask."

"I'm going to beat ya ex bitch up, I'mma beat her so bad that allat surgery she had gon seem useless."

"Why Redd?"

"Her friend Cassie was the one who popped first but Lee said before anything happened Redd was on the phone saying to beat her up."

"Do what you gotta do, just make sure I'm there as I stated."

"Bonnie and Clyde." I smiled making him laugh.

"And you not doing nothing for a week."

"I'll listen to you cause my fist hurt like hell," I mumbled.

"I bet." He laughed.
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This was basically a filler cause these next chapters bout to be emotional as hell.

I love Sin lmao she's my whole personality, just with money😂