My life hitches on those moments,
Those memory components,
I just shake my head
At what I did or said,
Even years later, I guarantee
They continue to haunt me,
Everyone has flaws
But I'm a lost cause.

My mind gravitates back,
Playing what I lack,
Forcing me to relive
What I can never forgive,
Could have done this or that,
Life I'm no good at.
I only cause pain
And have a stupid brain.

I can't move forward,
A record disordered,
Was there a good time?
A moment sublime?
I don't remember since
The errors won't rinse,
Memories are stained,
And the cycle maintained.