Mental health does not take vacations.

Smile all you want, soak up the sun, but you will never be as happy as you pretend.

Eating disorders don't get resolved for vacations.

Smile, eat the food they give you, and hurl your guts out at the nearest convenience.

You can eat, and smile, but it doesn't mean the problem is fixed.

And if they don't know, they wont understand, and you suffer alone.

Alone, just how it should be.

You deserve it, right?

You don't deserve to get better, no matter how many holidays pass.