I'm helpless.

I walk into the circle of family and weep. "Why?! Why would anyone kill such a wonderful lady?!?" Someone would ask. I start to weep harder. Mom was a wonderful mom. She was literally my protector. Now I'm vulnerable. "I promise I'd kill who did this!" My dad says weeping...I wanted to laugh.

Quite a statement made by the killer.

Oh? You thought she was murdered by a stranger? Well, Ha! I say to that!

My step-dad is a sick freak! I hate him!

And what's worse is that he made me watch.

But I have a plan. I know my dad lives in Texas. Only a 4 hour drive from where I live in Kansas to where He lives. Step-dad says I've always been worthless, becuase I'm bisexual, But he'll see. He'll see how great I can do. Texas is a place full of opportunities.

I'm pretty sure you can guess what I'm thinking now...

Just like spongebob's famous quote:
When life gives you lemons, make grape juice. Than sit back and watch as the world wonders how you did it.
And that's exactly what I'm going to do!