~ Harry pt. 2 ~
~ May 10th ~

Harry laid in bed as he's done for the pass few days. He had found out that he was in fact pregnant..., he felt like God was torturing him for being gay.

He couldn't even tell anyone because no one would believe him if he did.

He found out on his second checkup appointment after he reported the incident.

He was devastated, all he could think about was everything he'll lose, Joey, Gemma, his parents and the few people he called his friends. He didn't even know if he was keeping the baby or not but he didn't have the money for a abortion anyways...

He sighs as there's a knock on his door, "Come in," he said in a soft voice and his mother opens the door but doesn't step foot inside, instead decided to lean against his doorframe.

"Son, are you okay? You've barely left this room in weeks. Did you and your girlfriend break up?"

"Nah uh I just feel like being alone, mum..."

"Oh honey," She comes in after a split second and sits down behind him, running her fingers through his hair. "What's going on?"

"Nothing, mum!" Harry gets up, storming out of his room.

"Well excuse me..." Anne sighs before getting up.

She was going to leave but something told her to look around the room as all parents do, for something that would explain what was going on with her little boy.

She looks in his drawers, the garbage and the pockets of discarded pants that were on the floor when she felt a piece of paper, she takes it out and reads his results clear as day.

All she can do was read it over and over, not believing it at all.

"Harry Edward Styles!"

Harry groans, coming back into his room, "Yes m-"

"What is this?" She interrupted, pressing the paper onto his chest. He didn't even have to look at it to know.. just by the look of disgust on her face, that she had found out the biggest secret that he's been hiding for weeks.

"I can explain-"

"I don't want to hear it" Anne yells. Get out!"

Her yelling makes his father come into the room and look between them. "What's going on?"

"Harry is pregnant from laying down with some man! I will not allow this disgrace in my house!"

"Is this true?" He frowns, watching how Harry was backing away in fear. "I- it's not like that- I was-"

"I said get out!" She yells again, making him flinch. He runs out of his bedroom and down the stairs, grabbing his bag and jacket before leaving for good.

Harry hated that he couldn't explain what happened or why he was pregnant, but trying to say the words was too painful so he ran.

She probably wouldn't have listened anyways.

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Joey refused to answer Harry's calls but he didn't blame him, he has ignored him for almost a week.

"Babe, please answer me!" Harry texted as he made his way to his boyfriend's dorm room.

He hoped everything wouldn't be blown out of proportion like it was at home.

He just couldn't talk about it.

Harry sighs as he arrived at Joey's door with still no answers, but lucky it was the weekend and he knew Joey wouldn't be out this early. He knocks on the door until he heard a groan then seconds later the door opened.

"Hi..." He said softly. Joey just frowns, walking away but leaves the door open. "You come to get your things?" He says.

"What? No." Harry says walking inside, "Why would you think that?"

"Because you avoid me for weeks then randomly come back so what else can it be?"

"I- uh I need a place to stay... I'm so sorry I've been out of touch but everything's been so shitty and I couldn't bring you down with my problems. I would go to Gemma's but she's far away and I don't want to burden her. Also I'd miss you too much."

"I'm your boyfriend... you think I would mind if you told me your problems? You must think so low of me to think I wouldn't care."

"I don't- It's just a lot and I didn't want you to blame yourself."

Joey looks up at him, "Blame myself for what? What happened?"

"I- on-" He whines before rubbing his face feeling frustrated, "I can't tell you... but I want to."

"Oh okay... sure... why do you need a place to stay?" His boyfriend says changing the subject, Joey felt like Harry didn't trust him enough.

"Um my parents kicked me out cause um I'm... p-pregnant..." the shy boy whispers then looks down not ready to be yelled at again.

Of course Joey heard him in the small space but he couldn't believe what he heard. "You're what?"

"I'm pregnant..."

"You cheated on me?" His heart crumbled, thinking Joey could even think that but who wouldn't?

"No no of course not! Baby I-" Harry groans, pulling at his hair. Just the thought of telling someone was too much, to speak on what happened that night made it all too real.

He just wished he could forget it but he couldn't.

He wished the baby could be Joey's but he knew it wasn't.

"How else could you be pregnant then?! We haven't had sex in forever cause of finals and we always used protection. We were waiting to have a family."

"I know... it's just-"

"It's just what?" Joey's voice breaks as tears fall onto his cheeks, "Just go..." he looks away not being able to watch Harry leave. He loved him but this was just too much.

"Joey, I didn't cheat... please..."

"Harry...please leave!"

Harry sobs as he walked out of the dorm, he hated everything. Nothing was going right anymore.

He regrets leaving the party and not being a normal person.

Why did he have to be different in every way possible?!

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Maybe it was meant for me to be alone... Harry thought as he walked aimlessly around. He had nowhere to go besides his sisters but he couldn't handle another person pushing him out of their life so he just kept walking and walking, before he knew it was almost dark out.

He continued walking until he saw a car, he held up his hands and waved hoping for once something would go good.

A woman pulled over and rolled down her window, "Hey, need a ride? Don't want a man on my conscience that may or may not have been hit by a car and I didn't do anything about it."

Harry chuckles softly, "Uh yeah thanks." He gets in without hesitation just wanting to be taken far away, she pulls back onto the empty road. "I would hope I wouldn't have gotten hit by a car but with my luck these days we couldn't be sure."

"Woah luck isn't a thing. Shit just happens but it'll get better. So where to?"

"Anywhere is fine. Just trying to get away from here."

"Tough day? I'm Tori by the way."

"Harry and tough few weeks sadly... thanks again. Mind if I rest?"

"Wow you really don't care where we're going. Fine by me, buckle up first."

He chuckles again while buckling his seatbelt and leans against the window as she turns her music back on. He closes his eyes and settles into the chair before nodding off.

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Well now you know more about how Harry got where he was now... 🥺