I'm thankful for my life. I have a rooftop over my head, a mom, a dad, two cute little brothers, great friends and the greatest boy on my side. My boyfriend. Grayson Dolan. I'm happy in my life. I go to school and I'm going to graduate next year. Grayson and I want to move in together after high school. We want to take it further with our relationship.

I love him so much. Words can't even describe my love for him. We are in a relationship for 3 years now. We had a lot of good and bad times, but we managed to make the best of it.

Grayson has a twin brother, Ethan. But they don't live together because their parents broke up three years ago. It happened when Grayson and I started dating. It was really hard for Grayson. I had to be there for him, I was so sorry for him. It wasn't easy for Gray to be apart from his brother. Ethan and Gray are very close to each other, they love each other so much. Yeah of course they do, they are brothers, but they are not just brothers they are also best friends. It was terrible for Grayson. Ethan lives with his dad and Gray with his mom. They have also an older sister, her name is Cameron. Even though Gray and I are in a relationship for three years now and he sees Ethan every weekend, I don't know Ethan. We went out to third a few times. But this isn't enough to know someone.
I actually have the feeling that Ethan doesn't like me at all. I don't know what I've done to him that he treats me like this. I try to build a friendship between us, but he is not interested. He is cold and acts weird when I'm around. That's why I gave up. I tried it for Grayson, because he wanted us to be friends. But it doesn't work.

Grayson means the world to me. Because of him, I know how beautiful love can be. Grayson is just... He is perfect, more than that actually. He is not like those other boys, who always want one thing or treat their girlfriends like shit, when their friends are around or are not interested after a while in their girlfriends. 

Grayson shows me everyday how much he loves me. 

I'm the students spokesman at my school, that's why I'm often stressed out. I'm planning Prom, we need ideas for theme days and there are a lot of events lately where I have to go to.

I want to archive something in my life later, but I don't know what I want to be yet.

I just hope that my future will be good, exciting and beautiful. I want to spend my future with Grayson, with the boy I love more than myself.

I'm so excited...