I can see you through my reflection. I am only an imitation of the original a mass of skin, bones and water placed here to fulfill your expectations. Nothing. So I pinch and roll. Then get lifted bringing me closer to home. But my high is shifting your love is fading and I'm coming down, catch me I'm falling, broken glass punctures my derailed body. Lucid dreaming has become my reality. Crying, my only outlet. And you are a fallen angel attempting to drag me to hell. I tie a noose around my neck to prevent constant resuscitation. I find beauty in your deceit and Joy in the emotional destruction. Lord forgive me for I did not realize I was walking alongside the devil himself.