"Y0u're a terrible leader!"
"Y9u'll never bec9me Signless."
"Go diie iin a hole!"
"Mew failed us!"
"Go mOtHeRfUCkiNg DiE"
"sTAy aWAY,,,"
"--D You're 'leadership' has killed us all!"
"You d0n'7 d3s3rv3 4 m4t3spr1t3 1f y0u c4n't l34d u2!"

"STOP!!!!!!" Karkat screeched as he hit his head on the wall multiple times, in an attempt to make his once alive friends voices go away. What they said is true, his leadership had killed them.
All of them.
His mutunt blood trickled down his nose, and he quickly wiped it away in disgust. He got up, and tears rolled down his cheeks. Karkat walked towards his closet, and pulled out one of his sicles. He knew what had to be done. He placed the tip of the sicle on his wrist and carved out 'Mutant' or 'Failure' all along his arm.
He wanted to suffer, and his friends wanted him to suffer. His vision became blurry, and he placed the tip of now bloodied sicle at his throat, and stabbed him self. Tears rolled down his cheeks as he fell to the floor, and his mutant blood pooled around him. Darkness began to surround him, and he gladly accepted it.

"K9rk9t.. Wh9t h9ve you done to yourself?...."
"K9rk9t, open your eyes.."
"K9rk9t.."
"K9RK9T!"

Karkat's eyes opened, and he was in a dark and shadowed room. Hesitantly, he put his hand to his arm.
He felt nothing.
"K9rk9t... It's nowhere ne9r you're f9ult.."
A cloaked figure appeared in front of him. "WHO ARE YOU?" Karkat asked, backing away slowly. The cloaked figure pulled off his hood, and Karkat stopped. "S-Signless?" Karkat's voice was quiet, and a lump grew in his throat. "Yes, K9rk9t. I 9m the Signless." Karkat stepped closer to Signless, and Signless held his arms out for a hug. Karkat flung himself onto Signless and began to sob into his cloak, and Signless petted him gently. More figures appeared behind Signless and Karkat. The figures stepped closer, and Karkat could see them clearly.
The figures were his friends, and they were no longer carrying battle wounds.

"Le9dership comes at the price of love, and friendship. Please K9rk9t, remember this."
"Y0u tried."
"It2 not your fault."
"--D Forgive me."
"WeRe pRoUd BrO"
"yOUr A gReAt lEaDer!"
"Y0u w3r3 th3 b32t m4t32pr17e"
"Mewr the best moirail effur!"

"Leadership comes with a price..."