A/N:  It's hard for me to bid goodbye for this installment. Killian and Krizzia helped me to come up with a new ideas, and it was my first time to cry while writing. Binuhos ko lahat ng powers ko dito hshshs sana nagustuhan niyo :>

My last mug of coffee for Killian and Krizzia! ☕

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After 3 months

NAKALATAG lahat ng brochures sa harapan niya, her eyes were roaming around. Hindi makapili. They are now preparing her second wedding next month, ang gusto kasi ng parents ni Killian ay agad agad. Habang hindi pa daw masyadong halata ang tiyan nito.

She can still remember how Killian passed out after announcing her pregnancy. Mabuti nalang at nasa likuran nito si Laur at Light, kaya hindi siya bumagsak sa sahig.

"What about this one, Krizzia? It's pretty simple and elegant." Turo ng mommy ni Killian sa isang brochure. They are currently looking for a wedding dress, lahat ng mga pagpipilian niya ay naka tahi na. Dahil hindi na kakayanin ni Sakki na magtahi ng gown sa loob lang ng ilang linggo.

Two months nang nakauwi ang mga parents ni Killian, at simula noon sa malaking bahay na sila nito tumira kasama ang mga magulang nito. The last time she felt loved was when her father still alived. She was thankful that her mother and father in law is kind.

Bumaba ang tingin ni Krizzia sa presyo ng gown. Maganda nga ito at simple, but her eyes widened when she saw the price and the details. The beads was made of real freaking diamond! She wonder how Sakki hide those gowns?!

"A-ang mahal po," she said while looking directly at the price.

Killian's mother chuckled. "Darling, money is not a problem. Just choose what a gown you want without thinking about the price, ako ang magbabayad." She smiled and pinch her cheeks.

"Hi Darling, we already have the invitations. Actually, yung iba napamigay na namin."

Krizzia smiled when Killian's Father kissed her forehead, just like what her father habit before. Pagkatapos ay ang asawa naman nito ang nilapitan.

"Si Killian po?" She asked. Lately, palagi niyang hinahanap si Killian. Kabaliktaran nang unang malaman niyang buntis siya, she always scoffed at her husband and told him to fuck off. Kahit maka tabi sa kama ay ayaw niya.

"Looking for me?"

Krizzia smiled when he saw her holding a bouquet of chocolates. Ayon ang pinaglilihian niya. She's craving for dark chocolates, kahit anong pagkain basta chocolate flavor!

"For you, Bebi." He sweetly said and give her the bouquet of chocolates. Damn, she's so lucky.

Ni minsan hindi napikon si Killian sa kanya. Kahit na minsan sinisipa niya ito sa sobrang banas sa mukha nito, he always thinks about her comfort. When it comes to sex, kapag ayaw niya hindi siya nito pinipilit. Instead, he'll go to the bathroom and take a cold shower. Minsan naman ay itutulog nalang nito.

"Thank you, seb." She said and kissed his lips. Pagkatapos ay ibinalik ang atensyon sa mga brochures para pumili ng gown niya.

Her mother and father in law helped her to choose a gown again. Pero sumingit si Killian sa pagpili, mas lalo lang silang nagulo. She's looking for much more affordable gown, pero ni isa sa mga design ni Sakki walang mura. Nakakabutas ng bulsa ang mga design nito!

"Magtatampo si Sakki kung sa iba ka kukuha ng gown. Come on, Bebi. Just choose, I'm sure she'll give you a discount." Nagtaas baba ang kilay ni Killian sa kanya habang sinusubuan siya nito ng chocolate.

Krizzi sighed. "Oh well, she's the most famous designer here and in Japan." Pinaglalaruan niya ang labi at binalikan ang brochure kanina na ipinakita sa kanya ng mother in law niya. "Tingin mo bagay sa akin?" She asked.

Sinubuan siya ni Killian ng chocolate at tumango. "Of course, kahit ano naman isuot mo maganda ka. Kahit nga wala kang suot—" He laughed when she started to hit him. This idiot!

"Okay, since ayaw mong lumayo. Dito nalang sa garden gawin ang reception?" Her mother in law suggested. "Malaki naman ang space sa garden, and if ever na hindi magkasya ang mga bisita we can open our house."

"Should I contact our event organizer?" Tanong naman ng father in law niya.

"Of course Love, go and contact her. It's been a long time since we last saw her." Excited na sabi ng mother in law niya at agad hinila ang asawa nito paalis.

Killian continue to feed her, minsan ay nakikisubo din ito sa mga chocolates niya. Kapagkuwan ay umayos ito ng upo sa tabi niya, he handed her the chocolates, at inumpisahan na nitong ipunin ang mga brochures na naka kalat. She smiled at herself.

"Kailan ang kasal natin?" She asked.

Ang pagpili lang sa gown niya ang ginawa niya. Halos lahat ng gagawin si Killian ang gumawa, with the help of his friends of course. Ilang buwan palang nang ikasal sila, eto at ikakasal na naman sila sa gift pangalawang beses. But this time, hindi na biglaan. Planado na at sa simbahan pa.

"Sa birthday mo, December 12." Killian answered cooly.

"You're kidding me..." Hindi makapaniwalang sagot ni Krizzia.

"Do I look like I'm kidding? Don't worry about it, marami naman tayong katulong." Killian winked at her bago bumalik sa pagliligpit.

Truth to his words, his friends and his parents manage to handle everything. Halos hindi na sila gumalaw si Killian, she was resting and Killian was pampering her until their second wedding day.

Kahit anong pilit ng mother in law niya na paghiwalayin silang dalawa ni Killian, hindi ito pumayag. Nagmatigas si Killian at kung ano ano ang dahilan na sinabi nito sa mommy nila.

"Mom, we're already married. Hindi na eepekto sa amin 'yang pamahiin mo!" Giit ni Killian. Maski siya ay hindi nito pinapakinggan, her mother in law looked at her, asking for help. Lumabi lang si Krizzia at umiling.

She already kicked him out of their room, pero panay ang pasok ni Killian at balewala lang rito ang masamang tingin niya.

"Mana ka sa tatay mo! Your old man grew with different beliefs, kahit sa Pilipinas kami ikinasal hindi man lang sumunod!" Reklamo ng mommy nila at umalis na. Mukhang sumuko na sa katigasan ng ulo ni Killian.

"Seb, wala naman masama kung sumunod tayo diba? Besides, ngayong gabi lang naman." She tried convincing him again.

But Killian shake his head again. "Gusto mo bang ikasal ka sa zombie bukas? Seb, hindi na ako sanay matulog ng hindi ka katabi. Hindi rin namam nila sinunod 'yung pamahiin na 'yon ah? May nangyari ba? Wala naman." Dahilan nito at tumabi sa kanya. Nakaupo siya habang si Killian naman ay humiga at agad na niyapos ang baywang niya.

"Kahit na," pagpilit niya.

Killian brows furrowed, pinaningkitan siya nito nang mata. "Ayaw mo na ulit akong makita? Okay, lalabas na ako. Baka umatras ka pa bukas, mahirap na." He murmured and get up.

"Nagtatampo ka? Hindi na, bumalik ka na dito. Matulog ka na. Maaga pa tayo bukas." She said as she lift her hand, trying to reach him.

Killian bit his lower lip to hide his smile. Napailing nalang si Krizzia rito, mababaw talaga ang kaligayan. She stop eating her chocolates and get up to brush her teeth, natawa siya nang tumayo rin si Killian at sinundan siya. Palagi itong nasa tabi niya kapag may gagawin siya.

"Kaya ko naman, magpahinga ka na doon. Alam kong pagod ka," hinaplos niya ang pisngi ni Killian.

Pero hindi nakinig si Killian, he leaned his head against the wall and close his eyes. Nang maramdaman nito na tapos na siya tsaka lang ito tumayo ng maayos at inalalayan na naman siya pabalik sa kama. Her heart hammered inside her chest, bakit ba sa bawat kilos nito lalo siyang nahuhulog sa asawa?

HINDI MAPAKALI si Killian habang naghihintay sa harap ng altar. His best man was none other than Kyst, pero hindi alam ni Killian kung paanong si Castiel at Light ang nasa tabi niya.

"1000 pesos, Meralco! Iihi yan sa pantalon na suot niya." He heard Castiel said, pasimple siyang tumingin sa likod niya at nakita si Castiel na naglapag ng isang libo.

"Okay, 2000 pesos he'll cry. Ganoon naman sa mga palabas e." Light answered.

"Nasa simbahan tayo, bakit kayo nagpupustahan? Mga anak talaga kayo ni Satanas!" He hissed.

Light and Castiel shrugged. He inhaled a loud breath when the church door slowly open, revealing his beautiful wife wearing her white gown. She looks perfect! He smiled when he saw his parents escorting her.

Krizzia didn't bother to invite her own mother, and if he's going to be honest. Ayaw din niya na nasa kasal nila ito. Killian wasn't ready to forgive her yet. Siya ang magagalit para sa asawa niya, Krizzia needs time to heal and he needs time to forgive.

"Pwede na akong mamatay sa saya!" He uttered while looking at Krizzia slowly walking towards him.

His heart beats insanely fast that Killian thinks he might have an heart attack before Krizzia could reach the altar.

"Bud? Tell us if you kinda feel like crying or kung maiihi ka sa sobrang kaba okay?" Light whispered.

Hindi niya pinakinggan ang kaibigan na bumubulong sa kanya. Intead he listened to the wedding song he personally picked. The song was kept on playing on his head, at wala siyang ibang naiisip kung hindi si Krizzia. He found someone who was worth the wait. She's everything that he wants.

"What's the title of the song? I want to add it to my spotify playlist." Pumikit nang mariin si Killian nang marinig ang boses ni Castiel.

Damn this two idiots! He's supposed to be happy, hindi siya makapag focus sa ganda ng asawa niya dahil sa mga tarantado na nagbubulungan sa likod niya!

"Hindi ka updated? That's I guess I'm in love by Clinton Kane." Light answered and tapped his shoulder. "Why did you choose this one? There's a lot of wedding songs, Killian." Umikot pa ang mata nito sa kanya.

"Light?" He called in a warning tone.

"Yes?"

"You want me to tell Jyrelle about your secret?" Killian asked smiling innocently at him.

"Pangit mo ka bonding, nagtatanong lang naman ako. But anyway, enjoy your wedding. Babalik na ako doon." Light smiled at him and slowly walked towards his original seat.

He sighed softly when Krizzia already reached the altar. Iniabot ng ama niya ang kamay ni Krizzia sa kanya.

"Kasal natin dalawa pero nakikipag chismisan ka? Na appreciate mo ba ang ganda ko habang naglalakad?!" Krizzia hissed.

He snickered. "Bebi, trust me when I say that I wanted to cry. Pero may dalawang demonyo sa likod na pinagpupustahan kung iiyak ako o maiihi sa kaba. They even asked me what's the title of the song playing!" Pabulong na reklamo niya rito.

"Mag-uusap tayo mamaya." Krizzia chuckled and shake her head.

The ceremony started and that made him nervous even more. Killian was looking at Krizzia from time to time and sometimes squeezing her hand, her hand was warm habang ang kamay niya ay nanlalamig sa sobrang kaba. He's excited and nervous at the same time.

"Before qe continue the ceremony, may tutol ba sa inyo dito sa pag-iisang dibdib ni Krizzia at Killian?" Natatawang tanong ni Father.

"Father, ituloy mo na po. Wala 'yan." He said and everyone's laugh.

Her mother invited all their investors, she even requested to film their wedding day and air it on the television, live.

"Kabado ang ating groom," biro ni Father bago ituloy ang seremonya.

The ceremony ended well and now they're saying their vows to each other. He actually wanted to cry because Krizzia will be the first one to say her vows to him.

"Seb, bebi, mahal ko." She started.

"Teka lang, kinikilig ako!" He laughed.

"I want to thank you for staying with me, for taking care of me, sa pagtyatyaga sa kagaspangan ng ugali ko sa'yo noon. I only have one vow in my head. At 'yon ay ang mahalin ka habang nabubuhay pa ako, I will give the love you gave to me tenfold. Ang dami ko pa sanang gustong sabihin sayo kaso ayaw mo naman humiwalay sa akin kagabi, hindi tuloy ako prepare!" Krizzia hissed and he laughed at her.

Inilipat sa kanya ang microphone. Tumikhim muna siya bago nagsalita.

"Bebi, malinaw pa rin sa utak ko kung paano ako naulol sa'yo noon. Being an actor was tiring, pero noong nakita ko ang profile mo at nakilala kita sa internet, yung pagod ko sa trabaho ko nawawala kapag kausap kita. You became my best of friend but I want more than that. I was afraid that my fans will bugged you, throw an insult to you, that's why I distance myself from you before. That time, you open your sufferings to me. I was an asshole before, kabilaan ang mga babae. I was surprised when I felt like I need to protect you and I did, somehow. Binitawan ko ang pagiging artista ko at ginulo ang buhay mo, I stayed in your unit even if you don't actually want me there. You always call me 'Inalipustang kambing' but I always caught you looking intently at my handsome face.

Enough of the flashbacks, I vow in front of this altar, and in front of this people, at sana umabot sa kakambal at tatay mo, that I will always love you. Put you and our baby first on my priorities, sayo lang ako tatabi at kakalampag. Ganoon ako kapatay na patay sayo. And I swear to God to protect our family. Gagawin ko ang lahat para magtagal tayo, kung kailangan taon taon ko ulit kumpletuhin ang simbang gabi gagawin ko. Mahal na mahal kita, Krizzia." He was staring at his wife lovingly.

Nakalabi si Krizzia habang nakatingin sa kanya, she was sobbing like a baby. And when the priest announced that he can kiss his bride. Agad niyang itinaas ang belo ni Krizzia.

"You are the spotlight that I've always wanted, our life was written by the best author, and I'm glad that our love for each other was not an act. The great actor is now your husband." He whispered huskily before he pressed his lips against her lips.

Hindi pa siya nakuntento sa simpleng halik. Killian pushed his tongue inside her mouth and deepen their kisses that lasted for a minute.

"SULIT NA SULIT ANG DASAL KO!" He shouted.

She's now mine. My best friend, my love and my life. My Mrs. Hernandez.