MUKHA lang kalmado si Krizzia but deep inside her, nagwawala na ang lahat ng mga organs niya! She can still feel the tingling sensation when Killian held her hand to calm her down. Palagi naman 'yon ginagawa ni Killian sa kanya, bakit ngayon pa siya nakaramdam ng ganoon?

Killian was her so called 'manliligaw' for more than years now. Pero kahit anong gawin nito, her body wasn't responding. Except for now.

Damn! Damn! Damn!

Naguguluhan ang utak niya sa bilis ng tibok ng puso niya, lalo na at nasa malapit lang si Killian sa kanya. The man was preparing her drinks. He should be home, or mas mabuting sabihin na nasa unit dapat ito ni Kyst dahil wala naman bahay ang asungot na nakikisiksik sa unit niya.

Killian doesn't want to go home in their own house. Masyado daw itong malaki para sa kanya, well, Krizzia knew that Killian's parents stayed abroad. Hindi lang siya sigurado kung saan dahil matagal tagal na nang sinabi 'yon ni Killian sa kanya.

Both of his parents loves to travel and as for Killian, he also loves travelling and exploring the country he visited. Hindi niya alam ang partikular na rason kung bakit bigla nalang itong tumigil, and when she asked him, ang sagot lang nito sa kanya ay dahil sa trabaho na iniwan ng mga magulang niya.

His Talent agency and Media company, idagdag pa ang family company nila, will run with or without him.

Krizzia blinked thrice when he saw Killian in front of her, waving his hand.

"Sigurado ka ba na ayos ka lang seb? Kanina ka pa parang tanga na nakatulala." Killian said.

"Pagod lang siguro..."

"Itatabi ko na ba 'to? I think it's better if you rest, may pasok ka pa bukas diba?" Lumingon sa kanya si Killian.

"Nope, I'm drinking." Umayos siya nang upo at kinuha ang remote ng TV.

She opened her Netflix and saw the familiar face of the man she desire. Christian Trevelyan Grey.

"Iba na lang! Huwag na 'yan!" Tutol ni Killian nang iplay na niya ito.

"Tumahimik ka!" Singhal niya rito.

Krizzia's eyes were fixated on the screen of her tv. Admiring the face of the actor who played the role of Christian, his face is too much to handle, makalaglag panty! Si Killian ang taga salin ng soju niya sa shot glass na halos sunod sunod ang pag lagok niya.

Hindi niya halos pansinin si Killian. Ang kaninang pagkalito na nararamdam niya, napalitan ng paghanga para sa aktor. Argh! That man was every women's dream!

Killian stood up and turned off the light, she glance at him and saw him playing with his phone, tumitigil lang ito kapag sinasalinan nito ang baso niya.

Narinig niya ang mahinang pagtikhim ni Killian nang nasa parte na sila na gagawa na ng kababalaghan ang dalawa. Dahil siya ang tutok na tutok sa pinapanood at natamaan na sa soju na parang tubig niya lang na iniinom kanina. Krizzia can feel her body responding to the scene she's watching.

Her eyes were getting blurry, but she forced herself to continue watching.

She glance at Killian when she felt him tapping her knee. "Inaantok ka na, tara na sa kwarto mo."

"I want to stay here." She pouted her lips and saw Killian massage the bridge of his nose.

"Krizzia sinasabi ko sayo! Huwag mo akong umpisahan, itatali talaga ulit kita." Pinandilatan pa siya nito ng mata.

"Hindi ko alam na trip mo pa lang mag ala Christian Grey?" Krizzia chuckled. Pabiro niyang pinagdikit ang pulsuhan, she stretched her arms while her wrist was still connected.

Killian raised her brow. "Anong gagawin ko diyan?" Sarkastikong tanong nito sa kanya.

Wala sa sariling natawa si Krizzia, she must be drunk to act like this. Weird, last time she remembered mataas ang alcohol tolerance niya. Nagbago ba ang sangkap ng Soju ngayon at agad siyang natamaan?

"Akala ko ba itatali mo ako?" Bumingisngis siya sa sariling tanong niya para kay Killian.

KILLIAN WANTED to hang himself upside down now. He can tell that Krizzia was not playing with him when she watched Fifty shades, she's obsessed with the character, Christian Grey. But after the steamy scene, he saw her looking sleepy.

Dapat pala binuhat nalang niya ito at kinulong sa loob ng kwarto nito.

Nagpamaywang siya at sinabunutan ang sarili sa kakulitan ni Krizzia, this woman was really gifted to teased people. Nakalahad pa rin sa harapan niya ang mga kamay nito habang nakadikit ang pulsuhan.

"Itatali mo pa ba ako o hindi?"

Killian licked his lower lip and sighed when we heard her hoarse voice. Wooh! Kalmahan mo Killian!

"Matulog ka na. Tara na." Killian pulled her para makatayo ito, mamaya na niya liligpitin ang mga kalat nila. Kalat pala ni Krizzia.

"I told you I'm staying here, hindi pa tapos si Christian Grey ko!" Krizzia yelled. Agad napapikit si Killian dahil sa boses nito. Damn! Ang tinis ng boses! His eyes widened when Krizzia suddenly clung her arms around his neck. Bad devil! What kind of temptation was this! "Itatali mo pa ako diba?" Krizzia whispered seductively.

Napalunok si Killian nang maramdaman na unti unti nang nabubuhay ang pagkalalaki niya sa loob ng pantalon na suot niya.

"Seb, tama na ah. Hindi na nakakatuwa, matulog ka na!" He hissed while trying to remove her hands around his neck.

He was too focus on removing her hands on his neck, that he loses his balance when Krizzia pushed him. Bumagsak siya sa malambot na sofa, he was about to stood up but Krizzia was fast enough to locked him. Nakaupo ito ngayon sa binti niya, her legs were locking him. Huminga nang malalim si Killian.

Masyadong exposed ang mga binti ni Krizzia dahil suot pa rin nito ang makasalanan na dress. Umiwas siya ng tingin.

"Seb... Your friend is hard." Krizzia whispered while directly looking at the bulge in his pants. Akmang aabutin niya 'yon pero mabilis niyang nahagilap ang pulsuhan nito.

He gulped and stared at her with sharp eyes. "Krizzia, stop what you are doing. Right. Now."

"But I want to touch it..." She innocently answered.

"Kung hindi ka lasing, hindi ka magtatangka na hawakan 'yan. Get up and behave." Nagtitimpi na saad niya.

Pero hindi nakinig sa kanya si Krizzia, his bestfriend, the woman she's courting for more than a years now, moved and started to grind on his top. Hitting her sweet flesh into his bulging manhood!

Killian hissed when he suddenly felt the pleasure. He's at his edge. He's been hand and sex free for God knows how long! Krizzia kept on grinding on top of him, but he's conscience was far more superior than his desire to fuck her. Killian hold her legs and pinned her to his lap so she can stop grinding her sweet flesh against his.

"Killian, let me move... It feels so good!" Krizzia whined and tried to move. In as swift move, Killian managed to change their position.

He pinned her body in the sofa, mas lalong na expose ang pang-ibabang parte ng katawan ni Krizzia.

"Give me your hand," hinihingal na utos niya kay Krizzia.

"Ohhh, itatali mo talaga ako? Okay!" She beamed and extend her hands. Killian smirked because she's being obedient now, this side of her when she's drunk will be the death of him.

Mabilis niyang hinubad ang pang-itaas at 'yon ang ginawang pantali sa kamay ni Krizzia. He made sure na hindi niya ito matatanggal.

"Wait here." He said and get off of her and walk towards her room to get her sleeping pills.

Krizzia has two kind of pills before. One was for her PTSD and one for her sleeping disorder, insomnia.  He was about to grab the bottle of sleeping pills when he noticed the bottle of Zoloft. That was the bottle he bought.

He grabbed the bottle and noticed that it was still sealed.

"She's not taking it?" Tanong niya sa sarili niya.

Nagpamaywang si Killian. That's why she's trembling with fear back in Yves restaurant, if Krizzia take this pill she should be less anxious... At hindi dapat ito uminom ng kahit anong klaseng alak ngayon. He also noticed that she's drinking too much caffeine this past few days. Mas madali itong mairita and lastly, the she jumped on him earlier, her libido heighten...

Dala niya ang bote ng Zoloft at bumalik sa sala. Killian sighed softly when he saw Krizzia sleeping peacefully, nakataas pa ang mga paa nito. This woman!

Ibinulsa niya ang maliit na bote at maingat na kinarga si Krizzia, bukas na niya ito kakausapin. He slowly laid her down on her bed, hindi na siya nag-abala na palitan ang damit nito, his cock was still hard as steel. Baka ang pagkatigang ang ikamatay niya.

Kinuha muna niya ang pagtanggal ng make up nito at bulak. He was too careful cleansing her face. He even did her skin care routine for night less the face wash dahil k.o na ito.

"Ang dami niyo namang arte sa mukha!" Reklamo niya habang nilalagyan ng moisturizer ang mukha ni Krizzia.

Pagkatapos niyang gawin lahat ng kaartehan ni Krizzia sa mukha, he laid beside her and sleep.

UMAGANG UMAGA hindi na maipinta ang mukha ni Krizzia. Kulang nalang ay magdikit ang mga kilay niya, kunot na kunot ang noo at sobrang sama ng tingin sa kamay niyang nakatali.

"What the hell! Ano na naman bang pumasok na katarantaduhan sa isip ng lalaki na 'yon!" She hissed and tried to removed the cloth he used to tied her.

Namula na ang pulsuhan niya pero hindi niya parin ito matanggal tangal! Wala rin siyang matandaan kagabi, the fact that she slept with the dress she wore when she had a date, oh that shitty date! Ayaw na niyang maalala 'yon! Damn that man for causing her to felt the familiar fear!

"Killian!" She shouted, pero walang Killian na nagpakita sa kanya.

She get off her bed to find that man! Malakas ang kutob niya na nasa loob lang ito ng unit niya. She's confident that Killian won't leave her alone in a pathetic state like this! And dang it! She's right!

Krizzia saw Killian having a one on one meeting again in the air, while playing a familiar bottle on his hand.

"I've been calling you! Bakit hindi ka sumasagot?!" Singhal niya kay Killian.

He didn't answer. But he looked at her. Staring at her was the right term. Napangiwi si Krizzia nang makita ang mukha nito. He looks like shit! May isang baso pa ng gatas sa harapan nito.

"What's with your face? And why are you drinking milk? And most importantly! WHY ON EARTH DID YOU TIED MY HAND!?" Nanggigigil na sigaw niya rito but Killian remain expressionless.

Tumaas ang kilay niya. "What?" She hissed.

Her mood suddenly changed when Killian placed the small bottle he was playing in the middle of the table.

"Did your Doctor already told you to stop drinking this?" Killian asked while tapping the cap of the bottle.

She gulped and shake her head. "No,"

Killian nod, "why did you stop taking it?"

"I-i thought I was fine without h-having i-it..." nauutal na sagot niya kay Killian. Krizzia looked down.

"Hmm, are you?"

"Yes, I was d-doing fine. E-except last n-night." She answered honestly.

"What are you going to do with this?" Tanong nito at itinaas ang bote. "What if you felt like that again and I'm not with you? Anong mangyayari sayo?"

"Seb, I don't want to take that again!" Naluluha niyang sagot rito.

"Why?" He asked again. "Ready for a therapy?" He added.

Krizzia bit her lip. "Some people say it can be cured naturally. I want to try that one." Matigas na sagot niya rito.

Killian sighed. "It's your choice, I'll just support you here." Parang labag pa sa loob na sagot nito sa kanya.

Krizzia's mental health condition was getting worse because of her own mother. Dates after dates. Same experiences. It never fails to triggered her.

"And about your hands getting tied. I think you should start to try remembering what you did last night, kung hindi ako ang kasama mo baka hindi 'yan ang maabutan mo."