It was bugging you so much that you could see who Kira was but not tell anyone without spoiling your secret to everyone and being accused of helping Kira. It was also killing you how you could see that a lot of the task will die soon, and you can't do anything about it.

"Ryuk, can't you stop light?" You asked.

"Sorry kid, I can't do anything to help or stop light" he replied.

"God damn it..."

"You're in this for L aren't you?"

"What! No..."

"(Y/n) I've known your family for years, I can tell with these things" Ryuk said.

"If you weren't a family friend I'd take your apples for that..." you said.

"There is something I can do to help you there... but you will have to tell him you're a shinigami"

"Take death god form in front of L? He'd have me killed..."

"You're a shinigami, you can't die" he said.

"You know what I mean" you replied "what would you do anyway?"

"You know those illegal potions in the shinigami realm?"

"Ryuk no"

"Do you want to be with L forever or what?"

"Yes..."

"If you tell him and he accepts it, he can drink it and he'll be like you" ryuk said.

"You know what, fine but if I die I'm blaming you"

You turned and walked into the monitor room where you saw L sitting in front of the screens as usual.

"So I was right, you are a shinigami" L said.

"How did- oh, the cameras..." you said.

L turned to face you and tilted his head.

"Show me" he said "no one else is here"

You sighed and snapped a finger, and in the blink of an eye, your pyjamas turned to leather clothes and black wings grew on your back, your eyes turned red.

"Please don't kill me..." you said.

"I won't kill you... why did you keep this from us, this could have helped the case a long time ago."

"I was scared..."

L got up and walked over to you, inspecting your death for form.

"So it's basically just leather, wings and eyes?" He asked.

"If you're born like me then yes" you said.

There was a pause.

"What were you talking about with the shinigami I can't see?" L asked.

"Oh... just potions in the shinigami realm..." you said.

There was another pause as L deduced the possibilities of what the pistons may do, but he couldn't figure it out.

"What do they do?"

"Make people like me"

All at once a sudden realisation hit L in the face. You were wanting to make him like you so you could be together.

"(Y/n)?"

You looked up.

"You love me right?"

You nodded.

"Give me the potion..."

"W-what?" You said.

"(Y/n) we both know we love each other with all our hearts, if we want to be together... I'm willing to become what you are" he said.

"Are you sure?" You asked.

"I'm positive"

-time skip-

"This is it" you said handing him a small bottle "drink it and you'll be like me..."

Before you could say anything else, L took off the lid and downed the whole bottle in one go. Then before your eyes, you saw his blue Jeans turn black and his white shirt go grey. His usual dark blue eyes turned red and black angel looking wings appeared on his back.

"Looks like you're my little angel of death now"