(Warning: there is slight thought of suicide so you have been warned and some parts have slight bad language. Enjoy)

Laurance: will you be my girlfriend?

My heart was beating so fast I couldn't handle it. I felt my face start sweating, I actually felt genuinely happy! Until...

Laurance: it's just for, you know, the fangirls to stop harassing me at school

My smile went to a frown...
I hate him

Y/N: I hate you

Laurance: what?

Y/N: is that all you wanted to bring me here? Do you can ask me to be your girlfriend just so you can stop with the fangirls?!

Laurance: why do you sound so mad about it? It's a friend favor kind of thing

Y/N was lost for words, she felt a lump in her throat, tears of frustration waiting to spill out of her eyes.

Y/N: I can't believe that after all this time. After half of the school year, you waited to talk to me just to ask me to be your girlfriend for your stupid problems! Why don't you grow up Laurance and deal with the problems yourself cause honestly, your problem isn't even something to be considered a problem

Laurance started to get angry and stood up from his bed.

Laurance: ok that is enough Y/N! Do you realize that I have been trying to contact you for the past year but I've been busy! Busy with-

Y/N: the fangirls right? Cause that's the only problem I ever hear from you

Laurance: oh and let me hear your problems! Oh that's right, your parents are never home so what problems could that create if they aren't even in the city to begin with! At least you have parents! Unlike me, I only have my dad!

Y/N looked away from Laurance knowing that her eyes would soon turn if she kept arguing with him.

Laurance: I heard from Dante, Y/N. You became such good buddies with Gene since before he graduated. Didn't you see the damage he caused me? Garroth? Aphm-

Y/N: would you shut up about her! Every time i talk to you, you always somehow manage to bring that name up and frankly, I'm getting tired of it. Realize this, she doesn't want you, and you basically trying to impress her isn't going to work. Sorry to break it to you, but it doesn't take a genius to realize that

Laurance: why aren't you looking at me? You can't face me now?

Y/N stayed quiet as she closed her eyes, trying to stay calm.

Y/N: I despise you Laurance...

Laurance: why are you even mad in the first place?

Y/N: are you stupid or what?! I've had a crush on you since freshman year! Are you seriously dumb enough not to have realized it?! Oh wait, no you couldn't

Laurance: I'm sorry if I brought your hopes up, but I see you like a sister kind of way. I'm sorry

Y/N: then your sick in the head to even ask me to be your pretend girlfriend. I'm out of here

Y/N ran out the door before Laurance could say anything. He just stood in his room feeling guilty for what he said.

Y/N had made it to her house, seeing that her dad's car is parked in the drive way. She walked in and slammed the front door so hard, the walls shook. Derek confused by the sudden nouse, he walked to the stairs to see Y/N about to walk into her room. Before he could say anything, all could be heard was the sound of her bedroom door slamming shut. He went up to her room and knocked.

Derek: Y/N, open this door. Where were you and why weren't you at the house?

On the other side was Y/N sitting on the floor with her back against her door. Tears falling off her red eyes.

Y/N: go away! I'm not in the mood to talk to you especially!

Derek pounded on the door angrily.

Derek: don't be giving me that attitude young lady and open this door immediately!!

Y/N gripped her hair as she tried to not cry out loud.

The pain in my stomach... I feel like throwing up...
It hurts so much...
It feels like everything inside of me is gone...
I despise him...
I hate him...
I can't stand the look of his face...
And yet...
I still love him...

Derek: open this door at once!

Melissa: dad, let me talk to her

Derek hesitated for a bit but only sighed.

Derek: fine, do what you will

Leaving the brunette by the door, she knocked on it gently.

Melissa: Y/N? Can I come in?

Y/N: go away, I don't want to talk to anyone

Melissa: Y/N I'm here to help you, as a sister. Please, just talk to me

Y/N: mind your own business, you were doing good at it before

Melissa: *sigh* listen, whatever may have happened, just know you can tell me anytime

Y/N: oh don't give me that crap! You're never here either! Ever since Aaron had gone to college I have been left here alone for most of my time! I could be dead and you guys wont even notice cause you're never here! I'll be doing you guys a favor being dead anyways!

Melissa: don't be saying that! We love you and we dont want you to be gone

Y/N: love? You honestly think I believe a word you're telling me? Honestly Melissa, you're not the one that gets treated like a child, you're not the one that gets treated like a prisoner because of what i am! I hate what I am! And if people knew what I was they would hate me too! I would be better of dead!

Melissa: don't you dare say that to me! You will not be better off dead because not only will you be gone but so will our happiness!

Y/N: that's hard to believe when you aren't here most of the time! Look at the Ro'Meave family, they still see their dad and he works the same as our dad! I despise all of you!

Those words hurt, Melissa desperately wants to know what happened to Y/N that made her so aggressive and even think of suicide as an option. She knows it's not about the family business. She knows there's more to the story. And she knew the person to ask.

~~~

Walking to class, Y/N had stopped by her locked and dropped off some books in there. She hasn't made any communication with Laurance, nor does she plan to.

As she closed her locker, she saw at least four werewolves cornering another werewolf.

Werewolf 1: give me your lunch money, omega!

She heard the werewolves harassing the omega. She walked over to them and stood behind them.

Y/N: is there a problem?

Werewolf 1: mind your own business human!

Y/N: it's my business now, what's going on?

Werewolf 2: no one's gonna respect a second in command, especially when it's a human

Y/N: I don't care what you think of me, either you stop harassing him or I'll make you

Werewolf 2: it's our job! The alpha said so!

Y/N: then you better start picking on someone else, cause I'm the omega

Werewolf 1: fine!

Y/N kicked one of the werewolves on the back of the knee, making him fall and kicked the other right where the sun don't shine, making him fall to his knees. Glaring at the other two, the scurried off, with the other two limping away.

Werewolf 1: you won't hear the end of us, beta!

She turned back to look at the werewolf with green ears and tail and green hair, dark blue eyes.

Y/N: hey you okay?

Daniel: thank you for helping me there! But I dont think you should be the omega, you're too strong to be one

Y/N: I'll be fine

??: Daniel!

Y/N turned to see two unfamiliar werewolves and Blaze run towards her and Daniel.

Dottie: Daniel are you okay?!

Ryland: did they hurt you?!

Daniel: no, she saved me

He pointed at Y/N, which caused Blaze to look at her.

Dottie: thank you so much for helping our friend, beta!

Y/N: where's Ein?

Ryland: we dont know, he's usually hanging around the lockers

Y/N: thanks

As Y/N started to walk away, Blaze jogged to catch up with her and ended up walking next to her.

Blaze: what you did back there was brave, especially for those dudes who praise Ein

Y/N didn't say anything but continued to walk towards the lockers.

Blaze: I honestly don't think you should be omega

Y/N: you honestly think that guy can handle himself? He's not capable of defending himself against those guys

Blaze: the alpha male put him as omega, as beta you can't abandon your position as second in command!

Y/N: listen to me very closely red head... I... am both beta and omega, and if you don't like it talk to Mr.Gaven about it. But I'm going to do something about this issue, if the Alpha female won't do anything about it then I will

Storming off she walked to the lockers where Ein's locker is. As she saw him with his back facing her and leaning against the locker, she angrily walked towards him and spun him around by gripping his shoulder.

Ein: what's your problem? Oh, it's you

Y/N: you need to stop sending your 'friends' to the omega because news for you, I declare myself as the beta AND omega

Ein looked at her with no expression on his face. After a while, his blank face turned into a sinister smile as he grabbed the collar of her shirt and brought her closer to him.

Ein: you have no right as a human to say what your position is. I am the alpha male, I know the alpha before me was your brother. And frankly I dont like him, I despise your brother and now I despise you so if anything, you should watch your place, filthy human

Y/N: you're a piece of shit, and a terrible alpha!

Y/N fell to the floor as Ein slapped her hard... harder than last time. Everyone around just watched as the girl who has never made social interaction with any of her piers, was laying on the floor helpless, with a stinging cheek.

Laurance cut through the crowd to the front and saw that there was his best friend on the ground, and the wicked werewolf staring at her satisfied at her pain. He grew mad, he walked over to Ein.

Laurance: you better not what I did you think or so help me-

Ein: what are you gonna do? You're just a human! A worthless human! Especially for being concerned on that trash that's laying on the ground!

Laurance: don't you dare lay a hand on her!

Ein: this isn't any of your concern anyways! This is werewolf matters, and humans aren't supposed to get involved, it's her fault for even being considered a beta when all she does as be useless! Let's go guys

Pushing through the crowd, Ein left and students continued walking like as if nothing happened. Laurance was mad, he turned to look at Y/N as she got up from the floor, her hand resting on her cheek.

Laurance: let's get you to the nurse, you're bleeding from your nose

She reached to her nose and saw blood on her fingers. She couldn't believe that he had slapped her so hard that she actually started bleeding.

Y/N: I don't want to go to the nurse

Laurance: Y/N, I'm worried about you

Y/N: don't you dare play that stunt with me Laurance, not after I told you how I felt about you, don't you even dare!

Laurance: Y/N please it-

Michi: hi cupcake! Michi was looking for you!

Y/N: who is she?

Michi: I'm his girlfriend of course!

Y/N nodded as she fekt tears ready to escape.

Y/N: that's great, I gotta go

Laurance: Y/N wait!

~~~

She arrived home later that day and saw her dad with his arms crossed and with a mad look.

Derek: your school called me, reporting to me that you got in a fight today?!

Y/N: it wasn't a fight! The alpha at the school, we had a disagreement and he slapped me across the face! You're more worried about my social status than my health?! I hate that school, I hate you!

Derek: you have no right to talk to me that way! Not after your entire life I've been trying to protect you and this family!

Y/N: no, no, you're only doing it so you can get under my skin. So you don't look bad with your company! If you knew i had this, why didn't you kill me in the first place

Derek: don't you dare be saying those nonsense! What's gotten into you that you've gotten so aggressive?!

Y/N: you wanna know? You really wanna know? Life! High school! Your constant nagging!

Derek: it's because of the boy, isn't it?!

Y/N: I cannot believe right now that you're accusing Laurance of making me this way. Yeah, I'll admit that I'm pissed at him, I'll admit that he played me dirty, but don't you dare be accusing him as the result of why I'm like this because in reality, you're the reason. You're the reason why I even thinking of dying!

Pushing him out of the way, she ran up the stairs and locked herself inside her room. She leaned her back against the door and slid down m, hugging her knees and sobbing into them.

I hate them... I hate everyone...
Why can't I just die?
I'll do everyone a favor anyways...
Maybe...
Just maybe...
I can attempt it...
Yes...
I'm going to kill myself...
And never deal with this burden...
Again...

This hurt me a lot to write, I was inspired to write this cause in my junior year of high school, I went through a lot of stuff, and if you were reading My Little Sister since the very beginning, you would know I had a lot of heart break, backstabbing and so forth. I had edited it so I wouldn't remind myself of that pain but in a way, I wrote what I felt when I was going through that and if any of you are thinking of killing yourself or need any help at all, I'm here for you. You can message me anytime you need someone to talk to, I'll be here. I care a lot for you guys and I love you guys so much. I just want you guys to be safe. Love ya pancakes 💚