Wednesday, July 7, 2021

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Nothing like realizing you outed yourself about your crushes to the host of said crushes 🙃

I really am a dumbass XD 

Anygays, it's like... super difficult to figure out if I have a squish on someone or if it's a crush, or if it's just my brain trying to put social standards on my feelings and I actually just enjoy their company. Like,,,,,,, I blushed at his comment but is it a crush thing, a friend thing, or a "holy shit someone gave me a compliment!!!" moment??? 

But like, I'm pretty sure it's a crush thing because it's not the same feeling as a random reader complimenting my work or quite like how Gavin will do it... so it's probably romantic??? 

Oh shit that's 4 crushes in less than half a year how the hell?!?!?

I go from years without caring about romance and almost wondering if I'm grey romantic, to boom, polyamorous with 4 crushes/at least two future partners in half a year, oh how the world works...

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuucking hell that little flirt is gonna kill me

calling me cutie edufnequhfiefjiednd EXCUSE ME SIR I AM NOT READY TO BE REDUCED TO A PUDDLE SO QUICKLY LIKE SIR, SIR I AM A SIMPLE MAGPIE/SEA OTTER I NEED TIME TO PROCESS THE FACT THAT YOU KNOW, YOU CANNOT JUST ASK ME IF I'D DATE YOU BECAUSE I AM A BIG BLUSHING MESS RIGHT NOW 

Anyways, Arden if you see this please either quote me or send help idc

Stay safe kiddos, don't ever have crushes on flirts when you're weak for flirting, it will kill you ;-;

Love you all <3<3<3

~Ink