Tuesday, January 5, 2021

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I have to go into school (face to face) tomorrow and I 👏am👏not👏emotionally👏ready👏to👏do👏this👏

So of course, to cope, I will now watch YouTube videos, read fanfic, and maybe even wrote some fanfic because I have nothing to lose.

Will I later regret my life decisions? I regret so much of my life why not add more.

I have a regret track that plays in the back of my head all the time that I drown out with ideas, music, thoughts, and daydream storylines. At least this will give me some sense of peacefulness before I go to sleep so when I wake up I might hold on to even a shred of that feeling.

Stay safe kiddos and remember to always take care of yourself!

Love you <3<3<3

~Ink