Thursday, September 17, 2020

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Okay so you know that one vine/tik tok thing where the one guy is sitting on the roof in a taco blanket?

I am sitting on my bed wrapped in my comforter (okay it's more like it's engulfing me) and all I can think of is that. Because I too don't want to go to school, am wrapped in a fluffy blanket-thing, and am a disappointment. 

Also my friend is officially an ✨anime pretty boi✨ because her hair naturally does the side sweep. 

Idk I just felt like mentioning the fact that her contact in my phone is "anime pretty boi" and now she is living up to the name and that's just really cool.

Also also, I am so freaking close to finishing up a pet project of mine, I have two more major scenes to write which should be about two-three pages each then I'll have to edit it but then it'll be time to publish it!! I'm so excited!! Especially because it's a lesser acknowledged/known ship and like, I love the ship so I had to do it. Plus it only took me—let's see, made it on July 28, and it's September 17, so that's like, two months roughly?—about 2 months to write! Not bad considering it's at 16,078 words with 30 pages! And I'm not even done because I still have the proposal and then wedding (again, two-three pages each so about 6 pages more, so around 2,500 more words at the minimum). But I'm really close!! Heck, if I'm lucky I could knock out a scene tomorrow afternoon.... oh wait but I have other works that need to have the updates written up.

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh

Well I'll probably finish it by October. Hopefully. It'll be a good fic for October.

And if I can finally finish it, it'd be my first finished fic ever! Besides my oneshots. But those don't count because this would be my first multi-chaptered fic ever. And it's gonna be one of the most detail-oriented ones I've ever written too, so I'll be really proud when I finish it. Still have to decide if I want to publish it on Wattpad or ao3. Ao3 would be better for tagging so maybe.

Eh, not my problem right now. If I'm careful I could steal the laptop and work on it before sleeping...... 

Sorry for those of you who aren't interested in my writer's thoughts, it's just that I have a literal list of ideas I want to do as side projects and I need to get something done so I can start making progress in my list. 

OH I'm also thinking about entering a writing competition (prizes is  m o n e y  so like, the pressure is on). Max is 2,500 words so I'm thinking about taking one of my original oneshots and editing it up. Not taking away the LGBT themes, but maybe taking away from the more.... darker themes. Less 'suspicious torture' and 'abuse' and more tolerant themes that should be coming from a high schooler. Death and decay and watching the world burn, of course.

So yeah! I'm excited for my writing this weekend!

Stay safe kiddos and remember to put your characters through hell!

Love you <3<3<3

~Ink