"MY HEART THUMPS LOUDER WHEN YOU'RE AROUND AND I STUTTER AND STRUGGLE TO BREATHE AND IT MAKES ME HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO WEAK AND IT MAKES ME HATE YOU FOR NOT LETTING ME LIVE MY LIFE THE WAY I WANT BECAUSE YOU CONTROL ME WITH YOUR VERY BEING AND I KNOW YOU DON'T MEAN TO BUT YOU DO AND THE FACT THAT YOU CAN'T HELP IT BRINGS NO SOLACE OR PEACE JUST MISLEAD HOPE AND CONFUSION THAT I COULD DO WITHOUT AND I KNOW YOU BRING GOOD THINGS TOO BUT I JUST CAN'T OVER LOOK THE BAD. Sincerely, me"

"YOU'RE A ROSE I GUESS BECAUSE YOU LOOK BEAUTIFUL AND YOU KEEP US SANE BUT YOU HURT US AND PRICK UNDER OUR SKIN IN A WAY THAT ALMOST NO OTHER PLANT CAN DO AND WE LOOK AT YOU AND TALK ABOUT YOU LIKE YOU'RE NORMAL WHEN REALLY SOMETHING INANIMATE WITH THAT MUCH POWER OVER US CANNOT BE NORMAL AND IT STOPS US FROM BEING NORMAL TOO. Sincerely, me"

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It's messy and maybe it doesn't make complete sense, but it's raw.

I found this in a diary. It was written about a crush (crushes make me deep) a few months ago, at about 3am (so it's a real Late Night Thought).