IS IT JUST MINE OR ALL MOTHERS WANT THERE GARDEN TO BE LIKE THAT? T-T [BUT WITH MORE FLOWERS?]

JUNGKOOK'S P.O.V [CONTINUATION]

So, obviously we decided to give up but we were all jealous of her as for how much of a good friend she was, everyone would want to be close to her but we let Rie alone.

As soon as we realized we couldn't do anything more related to Rian cuz we all know we would have used her/hurt her and our hyung, Namjoon was clearly against it even though he also wanted to be a friend of lens', we continued doing our thing like nothing happened.

And I was really ashamed, thinking it over again ; of how I behaved when I was young. Me and Len were best friends but I needed to know more about her, more like invading her privacy.

If she knew about this back then, she would have never ever talk to us anymore....

And that's what happened ; not clearly but its just a point in which we believe she left school without telling a single 'bye'. It really made all of us cry, including Jimin. He was lost and desperate and all we could do was hug him.

After she left, little by little our band started to fall off like a beautiful building made up of red bricks, which took years to build ; falling just in seconds. We all lost our ways and goals and we parted ways, promising to meet back once we all build our confidence back up.

I am sure, each and everyone one of us knew that the promise was made just to break into crumbs.

This is were, I believe, everything went wrong at. When we had to stay together and help each other build their dreams, we parted ways just because of hatred and sadness. What we never reconsidered was that we will face all this hatred and sadness in future and if are just gonna leave everything behind now, then what would've happened if a case more scarier and fatal would have come our way? Would we fall from a much higher height?

We promised to prove our worth to the people who pushed us into the dark room and what are we doing right now?

I wish I could've told all this to them that day but its too late. Now I have to live in the present and do what I can and since I have found Len I have to convince her to comeback and meet the boys.

But Jimin....

FLASHBACK NARRATING ENDS

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