Chapter 28 - I Bet My Life

*Jimmy's POV*
After Malina left, I stood there for what felt like days, in total shock. I knew I had a big sob coming up, it just wasn't coming out, because I was in too much of a shock to do anything, really.
Something just crashed down inside of me. Everything just...shut off. Something inside of me was persuading me to just stop breathing. I didn't think I even want to do anything anymore.
I don't think I can live without her. When I first saw her, I knew I wanted to be with her. Everything about her was like a magnet to me.

*Flashback in Jimmy's POV*
I was in the waiting room to audition for Saturday Night Live, until something caught my eye. I looked over and saw a girl with hypnotizing ice blue eyes, wavy dark brown hair, and full, naturally pink lips. I instantly fell in love. Who was this girl?
I decided to greet her. Don't screw this up, Jimmy.
I scooted to the seat next to her. "Hi," I said, my voice slightly shaking.
"Hi." She said back, looking up at me with a smile.
"What's your name?" I asked.
She raised an eyebrow, "Malina. Why?"
"Oh, cute name. I'm James. Well, most people call me Jimmy." I said, and bit my lip.
"How old are you?" I asked her. I'm probably making a total creep out of myself.
"I'm 23. You?" Malina responded.
I stared at her for a few seconds, "I'm 24." I finally said.

Then, I just broke down in tears. I had so many questions swirling around in my mind. Will she come back? When will she come back?
I had my back pressed against the wall, and slid down until I was sitting on the floor. I was crying waterfalls of tears.
What more do I have to live for?

*Malina's POV*
I wonder what he is doing right now, I thought. I haven't stopped crying for two straight hours. I missed him so much already, but I wanted to let him live at peace. I miss him so much, it hurts. Now, I can't fix my mistakes. I left him, and he probably hates me now. I shouldn't have left so harshly. You should've seen the look on his face; it killed me. I will never forgive myself. I seemed to be a jinx everywhere I went, and I hated living like that. Until, Jimmy came along. Then, all of my worries went away. I knew he was my soul mate, and he helped me through everything. Now look what I've done.
Dear Lord, help me. Bring him back to me. Forgive my sins, and have him forgive me, please.
I've pushed back everyone who possibly cared about me. Now, my results are that I have no one now.
Flashbacks kept coming to my mind. Happy flashbacks that I wish I could go back and relive it.

A while ago, New York City was pounded with rain. Jimmy and I took a walk after the rain settled down.

"What kind of movies do you want to be in the future?" I asked Jimmy out of nowhere, just to start a conversation.
"Um, probably comedies and-" Just then, a car went over a giant puddle, and it splashed Jimmy head to toe. He stood there, a laughing and angry expression on Jimmy's face. I nearly fell on the sidewalk laughing.

I miss those days. So much. Hopefully one day I will have days with Jimmy like that again.

Hello fellow pals!
First of all, I wanna apologize because I know you guys are probably wicked pissed at me for breaking up Jalina haha!
And I wanna start a hashtag. If you are a fan of this story, (You don't have to do this if you don't want to, your choice!) I created a hashtag called #TeamJalina to add in your bio, like I said, you don't have to, just an idea to see how many people like this story, what not! xoxo, Savannah (:

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