One night, i dreamed
I dreamed of a happy ever after
It felt so real, too real to be imagined
In it, he promised to love me forever

In it, we laid on a gigantic flowerbed
In it, we laughed
In it, he cared
In it, i felt adored

He didn't talked much
He never did
He just smiled, it was enough
After all, i said to myself, we're just kid

But then, he started to
He gave a speech about how lovely i was
About how perfect and likeable i was
But before i could compliment him too
Reality hit me in the face

Those lines seemed so wrong
So flawed
So fake and dumb
Because he simply never actually liked me at all

So i woke up
Sobbing as much as i could bear
I wondered what i did to deserve all of this
And since the answer was too harsh, i found a solution in my own despair

What if i returned to that dream with the certitude that it'll be for centuries ?
What if i made sure to trust those dumb pretty lies ?
Because, if i cannot have him in the living world
What's the point of even waking up ?