I'll never finish my xreader book. :( i wanna sleep, but im too lazy to sleep, it took 4 hours to come up with the title for this chapter, fun fact: it was supposed to be called "san francisco is ma misterio" until I realized how dumb that sounds. 

"Not being able to contact those who surround me, I find it odd, in fact, I don't really think that I have been able to get use to the feeling of circulating my phone for messages or notifications. I scrolled hoping to find something. Surprise, surprise, there's nothing there.

I was actually looking forward to seeing something, anything, from my classmates, especially Wednesday, I have been getting awfully bored lately. I only seek entertainment from those I have the most interest in, although, in my current mood, I would immediately accept anything that comes in my way.

The only people who I could have a proper conversation online with are Eugene and Xavier, I hardly ever pay attention to Xavier, in fact, I can't recall when's the last time we spoke to each other. 

I have a healthy connection with Eugene, though. Mostly because of the end of the Rave'n dance, after he was attacked, all the attention was going towards him, not to mention he constantly feels things for me as well.I talk to him sometimes, but it wasn't really enough for me, normally, I have over four conversations to reply to, especially in a time like this. 

Of course, there's still Davina and Kent, but despite how I socialize with all those around me, I am still getting over my hatred for the sirens of Nevermore, that's how come I don't really hang out with the Scales very often. Even though I have sort of settled peace between me and Bianca Barclay, I do despise the others.

Eventually I ended up deciding to text both of them, then, I scrolled through the many names I had on my screen, my parents and not a whole lot of other werewolves, not that I had anything against the, of course.

As I continued to go down, I found a name, a name that I haven't texted in quite a while, not knowing why. Yoko, she was nice to me often, we had many things in common, at first the girl was pleading for my friendship, I guess my love for Wednesday had drowned her out.

I texted her as well, since it was the polite thing to do after not communicating with her in such a long time. Although, I have grown curious, not knowing what everyone else has been up to, lately, especially her.

After all, there are far more people who I currently want to interact with, so I have decided to focus on the ones I can't really contact. Technically, I can contact them, but it does seem like I will be hearing a reply back from them.

To be honest, my relationship with Bianca isn't really in bad shape, thanks to the electronic device that is boring the heck out of me. I do miss her, I don't really see any chance of getting a typed greeting from Wednesday neither.

I figured she ran out of bettery and has no idea how to charge it, honestly, it makes sense that she doesn't know, but I am a bit surprised since she tends to learn so very quickly. I really wanted to know more about what Bianca is up to, though.

The two are extremely fascinating, and not being able to communicate with them kind of ticks me off. The thing is, them being in separate places is really helping me a whole lot, and yeah, I'm kind of pissed with the way things are right now. It won't really take me long to get use to my current position.

Having no idea what was going on with everyone, I scrolled through my social media, hoping to find posts from literally everyone I know. Just as I expected, I probably got my expectations a bit too high. It's fine, to be honest.

Not overreacting in a world of solitude and loneliness is not really my strong suit. To be honest, even after wolfing out, I still have the feeling that, in one point or another, I will eventually end up all alone, even with all these people in my life, my best friend, boyfriend and perhaps both of my parents.

I still continue to live in fear of dying alone, what if it's nothing emotional, what if something dangerous happened... Well then, in that case, I still wouldn't know because nobody was calling and nobody answered my texts, if they are not here and I can't even see them, the how do I expect myself to react to the fact that if you only see a part or nothing of something, then it could be anything?

My lack of sleep, understanding and now concentration is taking over my body and perhaps getting the worst of me. What totally sucks is that where I am now, time is messed up, and no matter how many times I look at the clock, the schedules are all mixed.

I have without a doubt, nothing to do until they find a new principal, or by the start of the next semester at most. Knowing our school, there will ether be a better chance of getting a new principal or a worse chance.

The good chance of it happening will probably be because of the mystery behind the murders and deaths, the new principal would be intrigued and fascinated by the school's rich history.

Or, the new principal could be a silent watcher, watching all the excitement and events from the background, just like scooping up information from a television series, but remaining silent clinging onto they're info and waiting for the next twist. 

Which is probably what I would be doing stupid Weems haven't stupidly died. I don't blame her for anything, but, boy, am I pissed at the dead woman who cared for every bit of the academy and fought till the very end leading to her death along with a shot of Nightshade poisoning and a bubbling mouth.

The possibility of us getting fewer chances of finding a new principal would probably be caused by the fear of suffering from the students here who still give off warnings by their facial expressions and body language.

Due to the history of what has happened ever since a few days before Wednesday arrived, perfect timing, the people around us have described us with the word 'suspicious', knowing that the mother of a murderer, known twice as powerful as he is was a student here.

Nobody would want to go through a school of possibly murderous outcasts like us, speaking of which, they're probably also afraid that the place is cursed, swarming with bad luck and misfortune. Garrette Gates' death by poison and blade wound was only a minor problem.

The real issue is the death of our former principal, Larissa Weems, sure enough, I don't think anyone would want to be Nevermore's next dead legend. But, hey, a dead legend is still a legend, you gotta be dead to be a legend.

I'm bored, time for excitement :v

To think the world around me as a gift is not as hard as gum chewing simpletons may think, though, thinking the as a curse does make sense. It may seem weird for this place to be both a miracle or blessing and a cave filled with the screams of lost souls.

My opinion, what makes the world a beautiful play may actually be what we were meant to fear the most. Nothing is horrid, there is always one side of it that's more beautiful than the other, it can't be a total nightmare.

 I didn't know what to think, everyone I've ever known was probably in danger for all I know, to think, based on my current information, I know nothing about them. I thought to myself, 'If they die, do not cry.'. Most of my life I have been told this one sentence by everyone I meet, 'If I die, don't you cry.'. 

At first, I didn't really get it. If someone I truly cared about died, then, how can I not cry? At least, that's what I though the last time I saw you, the last time I saw you, Wednesday. Right when you were standing at the gates of Nevermore. You were just there, looking at me, deep into my eyes.

I guess that was right after you started to care for me. I had never thought that would ever happen. 'Hey Enid,' I didn't look in confusion at first, but curiosity, then comes sorrow. 'If I die, don't you cry,' I stared in shock, choking up tears just like everytime anyone said that.

'Because I would be happy when I die.', I know Wednesday isn't much of a suicidal person, but I knew what you meant. Little did we know that I was accidentally recording the conversation the entire time, I now listen to the recording during times like this.

That's exactly when I thought, everyone who told me that probably had a great reason for it. I asked my mother why she said it, that day. 'If I die, I would go to hell.' She said, it wasn't exactly the answer I was looking for. 'I'm sure you and your father would like that wouldn't you?'

That was the first time my mom actually made me realize something. Something important, she has never done anything like that before. For the first time ever, I actually felt a bit closer to her. I'd never think it was because of you, someone she has never even met before.

Well, I really haven't texted you in a really long time, since I am not expecting replies, but for the first time in a while, I tapped on my keyboard. So, Wednesday, guess where I am now.

I'm on my way to you, you beautiful cockroach. Right here, on a plane, 31000 feet up in the air, flying all the way from San Francisco and all the way to you. Now, with my headphones on, I texted everyone I know about everything happening right now. I am on my way, bestie, on my way to you.

Personally, I don't like cockroaches.

I don't really expect myself to waste my time on this trip, although, I am only here because I am bored out of my mind. Besides, I gotta gather every bit of information I can find just for the excitement of it. 

So, Wednesday, I'm hoping for questions and I'm hoping for answers, I'm hoping for the ways of continuing with the path of your fantasies. I want to know what Wednesday Addams will do next.

I am not here for disappointment, you know. End of discussion, I have officially decided that it is best for you to make sure you can keep me entertained. Clutching onto my phone, I thought about Bianca, oh, Tyler, do come back.

You need him and he needs you, most importantly, ot is quite clear that I need you two together. I am done with this being nothing but a few dates and a kiss, you two need more, and I need more of you too. Not just for updates on social media, but gossiping in real life. 

I want to see you and I want to feel you, feel your beautiful connection, I don't care much for what Xavier thinks, I just want you. Nothing more, this is all I ask, this is all I want, beautiful. Tugging onto locks of my dyed hair, kicking the back of a stranger's seat, I thought, 'Oh, hell yeah.'.

It's your decision, Addams, will I be entertained before the start of the next semester or will I have come here for nothing but annoyance and boredom? I told you, I want you to decide. Watching all from above, I want to find out what the great Nevermore legend, Wednesday Addams do in a situation as such. I want to find out everything I can, I want to watch with a bucket of popcorn.

Addams, Galpin, show me what you got. Show it all, pour it on me, dump it on me, shower me with everything you know, because you heard me, I want to see, hear and feel everything I can. Want to suck up the information all up in my skin, feeling a cold fresh breeze fall through my face, sighing in relaxation, shaking until blood flies out of my mouth and nose.

I thought, 'Oh, the excitement this brings.'. I nearly screamed, I felt like driving my fingernails into a pure wood table and stab my hands with a knife in joy. I was finally able to escape from this hellhole and into the bright world of fun and adventure.

I want the romance between you two. I sighed, trying calm myself, making sure no one was thinking that my eyes might break out of my skull, they are already bulging out hard.Like an idiot, I checked my notifications, oh, nothing.

Not that I am completely calm and relaxed now, but I am relieved that nobody here thought I was a total lunatic. Although, Wednesday, I am a lunatic, I'm your lunatic, forever! Oh how I love my best friend.

Get it? XD the quote?

Now, let's give everything a shot, shall we? Let's have some fun, Wednesday, let's have fun together. I can't wait to see what you and Tyler are going to do. You're soulmates, you belong together, for all I know. The great thing is, I know nothing! Let's just sit and watch.