The long journey was taking hours and hours u tilm it was night fall and everyone decided to camp by a cave for the night. Everyone was asleep up ethan and tyler.

Tyler didn't realize that ethan was awake when he sat at the entrance of the cave as his tears fell from his eyes. "Toughen up. You just need to defeat this. Get ethan pups to him and then get out as soon you finish' he says out loud. "No words exchange with the pups. Don't look at them. Make sure they don't see you leave. You can do this."

There was silence for a moment. "Just leave so he and the pups can be happy." He says as his voice cracked. "You can do this. You can do this." He repeated over and over again before voice cracked again and went silence. His breath shook as it grew heavy and loud. He turns human as he had no shirt on show new scars that wasn't there before. He did that no himself when no one was looking. "I-I ca- I can.... I can't do it" he broke as he leaned over his lap and held himself as he cried as quietly as he could as his body shook in sorrow and pain as he cries. "Why do I always mess up thing? I'm such failure."Ethan perked his ear and debated whether to say something or not. But in the end he got up from his spot and sat next to Tyler. They didnt say anything for a while but Ethan spoke up after coughing.

"Look the pups are ours. Not just mine. I'm so sorry for saying things like that but...... this doesn't change my mind." Ethan stated and Tyler tensed as Ethan hugged his shoulders tight.

"The pups love you and I would greatly appreciate if you said goodbye to them.""Its best if they hate me when I leave instead of missing me." He cried and looks up at him "you won't t leave the pack but I will and I want you to live happily with the pack and the pups and Jack and mark. God mark is going to fucki g kill me.' He says as he pushed his hair back as he cried more.

Ethan listens to him as he watched him. "I'm sorry. I'm just worried for everyone and I put it all on and shouldn't have. I'm such a terrible alpha. Let alone as fucking mate. And shouldn't deal with my shit.. and I'm sorry. I'm sorry." Tyler pour his heart out to him.Ethan began to tear up as he pulled Tyler into a tight hug. Tyler tried to reject but Ethan didnt break loose. There was nothing to say, Ethan knew not to argue. But Ethan made a decision that night, that he was going to try again with Tyler. For the pups. However, he was not going to tell Tyler, not yet.

"God," Ethan cried on Tyler's shoulders, finally letting his emotion shows. Tyler squeezed Ethan as he began to ramble.

"Where did we go wrong, what did I do wrong?!" Ethan cried as he opened his blue ocean eyes.Tyler quickly pulls back and cupped his face "don't you DARE say we. You didn't do a damn thing. You are perfect. You are trying your best and thinking of others when I'm failing at that." He days wiping his tears. "You're beautiful. Smart. And very much deserved mother and leader. And truly amazing mate that I could ever asked for."Ethan sniffled as Tyler kissed his head, and he whimpered under his breath. When Tyler pulled away Ethan felt up and down Tyler's body and his tears pooled again.

"I know you want to protect me, but I dont want you hurt either. And sometimes you hurt yourself and I just-" Ethan whimpered as his head landed on Tyler's chest. Tyler held onto him as his- no not his. The omega cried onto his bare chest.

"I love you so much and it hurts to see you so self destructive." Ethan cried."Don't cry over me or any men Ethan." He says and kissed his head again. "No one like me deserve your tears""My momma always told me that no one deserves my tears, but the person who does deserve them won't make me cry." Ethan said and Tyler nodded and Ethan shook his head definently.

"You may put them there, but your the only one to dry them," Ethan said quietly. He looked over at Alena and gave a weak smile.

"And Alena," he chuckled but when he felt Tyler's back with those scars. Ethan felt up Tyler's body, his hips and arms.

"But I want my old Tyler. The one that gave me my first litter, the one that killed for me, but did it all with kindness and empathy." Ethan looked down at his feet before looking into Tyler's apple green eyes.Tyler wasn't looking at him. Ethan gently cupped hi face an made him look into his eyes. "I want my alpha, my soldier, armor, my soul reason of pushing forward through the day. I want you back." He whispered as he gently rested his forehead on his. "I want my tyler fro. The very beginning we met."

Tyler looked up to Ethans eyes and looked. Really looked. And there he saw his reflection. The same reflection of what he used to be, and in the Poole of memories that flashed through Tyler head he leaned forward so his lips almost captured Ethans but he stopped and waited. Ethan determined his options and before he could really think about it he leaned in for their lips to touch.Tyler held his waist gently as he kissed him soft. And slow as he showing all his love he had in his body, heart, mind, and soul that anyone could give. That God himself can't even show this much love that tyler shows.Ethan wrapped his arms around Tyler's neck and held him closer. Their chests rubbed together and Ethan moaned into the kiss as Tyler gripped onto his butt. He lifted Ethan into his lap and held him, never breaking the kiss.Tyler held him tight and close as he kissed him deeply and a be rougher. After a while they finally broke the kiss panting heavily holding on to each other. Ethan placed his forehead against Tyler's and they sat there. They breathed the same air, sharing the same breath. Ethan touched Tyler's back and felt the muscles flex under his cold fingers.

"Tyler I'm willing to make this work. I just want you to make the effort to work on your anger, okay?" Ethan smiled as he nuzzled into the crook of Tyler's neck.Tyler nuzzles into his shoulder as he nods. "I will. I promise I will." He says as he relaxes to more of his touch.Ethan nodded as all he wanted to do is just be held by his mate. The two mates slept like that all threw the night.

Ethan was the first to wake as he blinked the sleepiness out of his eyes. When he looked at Tyler he smiled before running his fingers threw his hair.Tyler groans a bit as he walks his eyes a bit before just nuzzles into his touch. "Morning " he mumbledEthan smiled as he kissed Tyler's forehead and whispered a good morning to him. They didnt notice Alena waking as she looked towards the cave entrance.

"Are we back together?" Alena whimpered as she leaned back on her elbows. Tyler looks back and smiles sweetly. "Com here kitten" he says to her

Alena quickly crawls to the two and lays on tyler chest and he nuzzles into Ethan. as he rubbed alena back. "We are back together?" He asked to himTyler looks back and smiles sweetly. "Com here kitten" he says to her

Alena quickly crawls to the two and lays on tyler chest and he nuzzles into Ethan. as he rubbed alena back. "We are back together?" He asked to him.Tyler looks back and smiles sweetly. "Com here kitten" he says to her

Alena quickly crawls to the two and lays on tyler chest and he nuzzles into Ethan. as he rubbed alena back. "We are back together?" He asked to him

Ethan smiled wide as he kissed up and down Tyler's chin. He leaned over and kissed Alena on the lips before nodding his head.

"Yes, and I wanted to ask you both something," Ethan said as he leaned into Tyler's chest."Yes?" They said

"I..." Ethan whispered as he placed his hand on his Alpha's pregnant stomach and his other Alphas cheek.

"I wanna get married..." Ethan stated as he looked at his two mates in the face before continuing.

"I know it's a stupid human tradition and it's not normal but I just want to be closer to you guys." Ethan waited for his mates to answer, shaking as he did.Tyler as he reached into his back and pulls out three wings. "The elder taught me how to make things and three things I wanted to do was making wedding wings so I could propsed to you three one day.

Alena began to cry as she held on the two as she was overwhelm with love

Ethan smiled as he hugged onto his mates, but as soon as they let go Ethan was up on his feet. He quickly got their things together to get on the road and once more. Tyler was carrying his and alena bags as he smiles ad he walks with his omega- no.

His ethan and alena to find their pups, pack family, and take down the man supposed to be his brother down.