So, if you want to love me
Then, darlin', don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain
♪
guns n' roses - november rain

Sunday 12th of june, 5pm

Unknown number:

Tionne.

Who are you?

Gary

Mark

Robbie

Jason

How is it possible, that you four can write on one handy?

Nothing is impossible.

Who is this person, who thinks, he's poetic?

Well....I won't be a poser, but it's me. Jason.

Okay, Jason. Shut up.

Pf.

Can we please get back to the reason why we are writing to you?

Yes, Sir.

Okay, uhm...

Howard is really sorry. For everything.

We don't know, what exactly he did, but it couldn't be that bad.

Come on, Tionne.

Oh no. I am in a stupid FanFiction!

What?

That is your answer?

Yes.

But, why?

Because in every FanFiction, the girl (me) gets angry and blocks the boy (Howard) and then the best friends (you) tell her, that he is absolutely sorry and stuff. The only difference is, that I didn't block him and I'm not angry.

But why do you ignore him?

Because I will destroy his life, if I write him again and again and again.

Can I ask you something?

Yes, Gary. You can.

Do you love him?

I....

You....

I have no idea.

Do you feel something, when you write with him?

What's this? A psychatry lesson?

Haha. This joke was good.

Shush, Robbie! We want to talk seriously.

Sorry, Gaz.

Give him another chance.

You have read everything I wrote, right?

Yeah. What's your point?

I wrote, that it was my fault.

Oh.

So what did you do?

I...it's hard to explain.

Try.

When he sent me the first message, I was sceptical, but our exchange of messages was the best thing of my day. It made my day.

But?

But I can't do it anymore. I do care about him, really, but I can't take another life with me.

Write him. Tell him the reason. The real one.

He is really worried about you.

I will.

Thank you, guys.

No problem.