SORRY FOR GRAMMAR AND SPELLING!

Elda's POV
There was once a time, I held my arms out wide, closed my eyes, I let my body fall off the edge. Where only the tips of my feet held me from falling, that until I pushed off. And fell into the abyss of sadness. But it's only when you hit the bottom you try to swim out of the sadness, yet it can only drown you. You see the other people standing on the edge, you can try to speak to them. Tell " don't do it" but it only comes out as muffled screams... Now they drown next to you.
I thought that was the end, until I felt his hand grasp mine and pull me out slowly. And once again I see the light of day as he holds me tightly in his arms.

That's how I felt before.. It's the best I can describe it. But it has changed slightly. Even over this little period of time. But it's not gone. Not yet.

Jack's frosty blue eyes stares back at mine. It is a soft glaze. The one that speaks and fills in the silence with words you couldn't say. Reaching over, the wooden outside lunch table, I took his hand.
" You okay snowflake?" Jack's voice asked gently. It took like a minute for me to reply.
" Yeah... I'm perfectly fine" i nod smiling.

Jack's POV
I wasn't sure if she knew, but tears sprinkled the sides of her eyes, honestly I thought she would cry but as soon as she gave me a smile and nodded, I felt more at ease. I held her hand, as my focus was figuring out what was on her mind, she seemed quite, but maybe that's just her.. I honestly feel quite ashamed for not knowing.
" come here" my eyes watch as she walks around the table until she stands in front of me. But since I'm sat down I have to tilt my head upwards to look at her. With one swift motion, I pull her down into a hug. She sits on my lap as her arm wrap around my neck, and my arms around her waist. Buried my face into her neck. We stay like that a while before going back to eat.

The rest of the day was blur, a boring blur. Class, class, aaaand home. I walk home with my bag draped over my shoulder. I don't live that far a way, just a 30 minute walk. My music blasts through my earphones.
I won't lie to you
I know he's just not right for you
And you tell me if I'm wrong,
But I see it on your face
When you say he's the one you want.
And you spending all your time,
In this wrong situation and any time you want it to stop.
" I know I can treat you better, then he can!" I sing a long to it, not minding to who sees, or who judges me. It's a good song.

Time flies, as I unlock the front door. Stepping inside, I get attacked with a hug.
" Hey Ema" I ruffle her brown hair through my fingers.
" you're making dinner tonight" Emma smiles at me.
" or really?"
" really"
" really really?"
" mhm"
" okay!" I grab her, throwing her over my shoulder. Spinning around.
" JAACK PUT ME DOOOWN!!" She giggled hitting my back.
" pizza or spaghetti?" I ignore her demands.
" PIZZA!" I keep spinning until I hear.
" Jack put her down honey" from the far living room.
" Yes mom" I stop and place her down, but it's like I can sense my mother smiling. I smile back, even though I know she can't see it, and with that I walk upstairs. Into the pig farm called my room.
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Shout out to REALISTIC__JELSA